I am having thoughts/feelings of second doubts of doing this show. For me right now this whole show is stretching my budget . I have been thinking maybe I just better wait untill next year and do the NGA Nashville show, then the Florida show. I mean this all costs a pretty penny-motel two nights-$130.00, plane ticket round trip $350, plus everything else and I want to look my best if I am doing the biggest show of the NGA this year.
The big challenge is that I wont come in lean enough. That was my situation last year. I am staying lean off season from now on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im doing much better than last year however is it really worth it for me to travel down and compete against the best of the best ,in my limited finical budget,in my second show, and not be in top conditioning.
On the other hand, I know if I do this it'll make me a better person and competitor, a whats the worst possible thing that could happen when I compete ? I get embarrassed because I'm not in shape and people talk about that guy that didn't belong on stage. It can only make me a better person if I do this show. I know this is a bit of a fantasy ,I wish I could go into the future and this show was over and I could be on my way to a nice and lean offseason, where I can train hard and heavy and my shoulder feels fantastic.
I still have two weeks and four days and I still have a nice pinch of body fat. especially when sitting in a chair. I am in no way ripped, Lean ,yes, ripped not in my view. I guess I will just have to keep my options open.
hopefully my body burns off the rest of my body fat at a rapid rate, I have heard stories of guys not seeing striations until three days out when they thought they failed, it all came into play. That is wishful thinking though, while it is possible , generally for me slow and steady is how things work for me.(please God help it work that way for me this time around) =)
It has been really rainy and cloudy here and the weather looks to be that way for a while so the next sunny day Ill post a video