I know your heart, those words are justified. The Lord has blessed us for certain, or we would have never gotten past all that stupid stuff we did as kids (or I did, I'll speak for myself and give you more credit than that, lol.) But yes, it's real scary thinking about a new baby and all the concerns that go with it. Like that feeling you get dressing out for a HAZMAT spill, or getting the scissors out of the AED kit and clearing a crowd, it all goes slow motion and you're thinking 100miles an hour, it's exciting and just what you prayed for, but dam scary at the same time! If I didn't know God had my back, I couldn't do it, I wouldn't even try. But praise the Lord for good friends and family like you my brother. I'm here for you anytime J, and I know you have a great future now.