DreamWeaver
Legend
Pain is fuel to my body. It feels so bad but taste so good!
My favorite is "Pain is fear leaving the body." don''t know who said that...
Pain is fuel to my body. It feels so bad but taste so good!
A bit suprised lol. I haven't been in the 220's in 7-8 years. Still a ways to go but it will be done. Giving it my all.
I'll have to chime in on the great work out, I've set personal records two days in a row. I still think there may be some undiscovered strength and beauty in this old body yetYesterday I smashed my squat workout and today I had such a pump in my lats and bi's I thought my skin would rip, Maxed out a couple more machines at the gym today(I love that when there are no more plates to add in the stack) I had to pin on extras WHOOOO AAAAHHH!!!
Awesome man!! It is so wicked awesome to have these forums for us to pull for each other's goals. Rosie is a big inspiration. We as humans want to make things harder but when it comes down to it, it's simple WILL!!!
Thanks, it feels almost family like doesn't it? Yes the last two workouts were truly joyous, I was squatting 375 and mind you I'm 6' 1" and long legged. I take it below parallel and that is a long way down and up on my creaky knees. But I got five, I never get five usually I try for a triple. One of my friends came over and said "man you were killing it and you know what you were smiling! How do you do that?" I know I was smiling I was passing my limits I was beating my former self and replacing it with a new stronger better self. Who wouldn't smile? The pain, that kind of pain was welcome![]()
Pain is fuel to my body. It feels so bad but taste so good!
My favorite is "Pain is fear leaving the body." don''t know who said that...
It's a US Marine quote, Doug.
~Rosie~
Very nice progress Rosie! I know all too well as you get to a very lean bodyfat that the progress does slow a lot, and listing a couple tenths of a percent in a week is pretty commendable. Once I got under 7% it took forever to get to 6% it seemed.
I will give you support on Facebook for sure. Keep up the great work!!
Rosie, you know you can't be beatenOTHER NOTES
Body Composition
8% bodyfat - minimal loss at only -0.3% bodyfat from last week, despite training being done as it should be [re "perfection" for ME]; I guess once one does get into the leaner ranges, losing bodyfat IS much slower. The "cappedness" of my delts/arms became more noticeable towards the end of the week (particularly after my "refeed/cheat" days), which was comforting. Also got told that my vascularity is the best it has ever been, which is nice. That all said, I still see [and feel] the flaws, especially in my "tyre", GRRRR - I know that I am lean (compared to most people), but I am simply NOT lean ENOUGH for me! It's going to take some serious training (especially after seeing how my "perfect" training this week didn't make a huge impact on my results) AND nutritional manipulation (this is going to be more important than ever), but bring on the 7% bodyfat (or as LOW AS I CAN, since I might not be able to physiologically be able to get to 7%)!
Supplements
Received more Erase on Tuesday, so started back on that...As well as added in Adipose Annihilation v2. Going to be interesting to see what difference that makes, since I never used the original and it's not a product I considered using before. After dosing AAv2 on an empty stomach withOUT RecoverPRO, I get a warming sensation in my stomach, and with two caps, it almost became painful. Experimented and changed up the dosing over the rest of the week and finally found my "sweet spot"...Also received G8 yesterday (thank you to Doug for trying to find something that might help with my terrible sleeping patterns of late), so going to start that tomorrow (since I am not going to be going to bed tonight). Until now, the ONLY natural Growth Hormone booster that has worked with my body is IGF-2 (which is why it is the only one I have chosen to use), but going to see how G8 works for me. There is an interesting combination of ingredients in it, some which have definite benefits for me. Besides, it can't mess up my sleeping patterns any more than they currently are!...(All supplement changes noted in post #1)...
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Lyle MacDonald's Rapid Fat Loss Crash Diet
So, Friday AND Saturday for this week's "refeed/cheat" days (I know, two instead of only ONE), since I was seriously dragging my body during Friday's training (the lack of sleep at "night", what sleep gotten, broken, not helping either), and, despite still being uncomfortable from Friday's meals, continuing into Saturday (albeit re Lean Gains timing). Finding it really easy up to Friday to stay with the "diet", coming to prefer the way I feel on this than as per "normal", actually, especially given the way I felt on Saturday after Friday's nutrition (although feel fine on Sunday after Saturday), and then after downing ~600 grams of chocolate, a whole pizza AND parmesan bread bites on Saturday (I know, SHAME ON ME!) - definitely no more food that I am INtolerant or have sensitivities to from now on, except on RARE occasions (yes, very much as I have been with egg yolks or anything concentrated with them for the better part of my life - the ONE food I HAVE avoided, because it makes me so ill). I am DONE with chocolate and anything chocolate for quite a while, as well as pizza and anything related to it! Definitely going to be CONTINUING with my adaptation of Lyle’s "diet", no "Maintenance" phase, and only ONE "refeed/cheat" MEAL (NOT day) a week - the extra calories and carbohydrates coming from starchy and/or natural sugar carbohydrates like basmati rice or kumara and/ or fruit...
Not too many bombshells this week, but it HAS been both mentally AND physically exhausting. I definitely need a MENTAL break from trying to figure out all the complicated details. And "coping" with it by forcing my body to work hardER in training, then "resting" for a bit each morning/early afternoon is not really helping. Been listening to a lot of classical and other [what is to me] soothing music, to try and get my mind to stop stressing out at a million miles an hour, so hopefully it is giving me SOME "calm". In the meantime, I'm giving myself "off" until the end of March to get myself situated and sort everything out. Believe me, come the end of April I am going to be so READY for a COMPLETE break from EVERYthing and look FORWARD to it! In the meantime, bring on next week - let's see it try to beat me!
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My favorite is "Pain is fear leaving the body." don''t know who said that...
Rosie, you know you can't be beatenToday is my day off too, it was supposed to be yesterday but I couldn't bear to take it off. I am having a hard time with today, feel like I should work out. I am going back on the GAME OVER diet, starting Monday, bye bye carbs for a bit so today I am Pigging out!! I'm nowhere close to 7% body fat, maybe in three weeks. that's the plan. Soothing music to me is Bullet For My Valentine, Killswitch Engage, Silent Civilian or Disturbed or maybe some COLD..I saw they were one of your faves mine too. Hate that they broke up. I have some unreleased material by them too....good stuff. Come on week I got your number.
A common variation (and what I think you likely meant) is often seen on wrestling team apparel (the REAL deal, not WWE BS) is "Pain is weakness leaving the body" Another variation also common to the wrestling culture (and trust me, "culture" is not a misnomer, I was part of it) is "Pain is temporary, PRIDE is Forever!"
I shouldn't have said no carbs, it is a reduced carb diet, 7 small meals a day, every 21st meal is a 120 gram carb up. As far as music I do find odd songs soothing, its more cathartic than soothing I guess, as they help me work my feelings out there by soothing them. I also like classical music, and Nora Jones or Sade are very soothing in their own rightWe can all be beaten, David - just depends what we DO about it when it happens! Sundays are my SCHEDULED day OFF ALL training - I have learnt to have them, and ALLOW it (the hardest part, because your mind always thinks that doing nothing is detrimental - when in fact, doing nothing IS doing SOMEthing, and that something is helping with RECOVERY!), my body thankful for it.
I couldn't do NO carbohydrates - even as I am with Lyle's "diet", I am still having them, and my "refeed/cheat" days have been my usual high-high carbohydrate intake. As has been reiterated by me (and others TO me) many times in the past, I am one of those people who does WELL on high carbohydrates and NOT so great withOUT them! But, if that's what YOUR body needs, you have my full support!
As I said to Rick, "I don't know if my body can physiologically get to 7% bodyfat (given that essential bodyfat for a female is 8-12% bodyfat, although some can get under), but I DO I know I can get to 7.8% - I just want to take it that step further, know what I mean. Anyways, it's all about improving on what we are, and this is one way of doing it."
Yes, some of that is "soothing" to me as well. It all depends on my mood as to what I find "soothing" on any given day
Definitely - bring on next week. There are BIG changes just around the corner!!!
I like the second one.
~Rosie~
I shouldn't have said no carbs, it is a reduced carb diet, 7 small meals a day, every 21st meal is a 120 gram carb up. As far as music I do find odd songs soothing, its more cathartic than soothing I guess, as they help me work my feelings out there by soothing them. I also like classical music, and Nora Jones or Sade are very soothing in their own right
Regarding being beaten, to me being beaten doesn't mean you have lost, it means you have given up, I will never give up, therefore I cannot be beaten. Cannot see you giving up either therefore...... you get the idea
I start my cardio again tonight, After the hellacious leg workout I had it won't be easy. More pr's broken getting stronger every work out. I have a love hate relationship with leg day. Oh my how it hurts and oh my how I enjoy the pain. Long squat workout today. But a joyous one, the squat rack is the least used piece of equipment in my gym. Oh it it used but not for its intended purpose. Its used to hold the bar for curling or to lean on. But almost never for squatting. So many top heavy guys walking around big arms and big chests no legs. Like living Johnny Bravo's. I don't mean sissy quarter and half squats I mean breaking parallel feeling all of the weight crushing you and you pushing it back, showing it you cannot be crushed despite its relentless onslaught. Yeah workouts can be a battle Squats are a freaking war.I don't know all this dang cardio has me feeling like Jim Carey in Liar Liar in the bathroom scene. "What are you doing???" "I'm beating the hell out of myself" love it.
I don't know all this dang cardio has me feeling like Jim Carey in Liar Liar in the bathroom scene. "What are you doing???" "I'm beating the hell out of myself" love it.
I start my cardio again tonight, After the hellacious leg workout I had it won't be easy. More pr's broken getting stronger every work out. I have a love hate relationship with leg day. Oh my how it hurts and oh my how I enjoy the pain. Long squat workout today. But a joyous one, the squat rack is the least used piece of equipment in my gym. Oh it it used but not for its intended purpose. Its used to hold the bar for curling or to lean on. But almost never for squatting. So many top heavy guys walking around big arms and big chests no legs. Like living Johnny Bravo's. I don't mean sissy quarter and half squats I mean breaking parallel feeling all of the weight crushing you and you pushing it back, showing it you cannot be crushed despite its relentless onslaught. Yeah workouts can be a battle Squats are a freaking war.
I haven't done squats in a while due to shoulder surgery 7 weeks ago. I did legs today after 2.3 miles on treadmill. 6 plates on leg press then leg ext then lying leg curls. Im could barley walk in the front door of my house, but wouldn't trade that feeling for anything.
I start my cardio again tonight, After the hellacious leg workout I had it won't be easy. More pr's broken getting stronger every work out. I have a love hate relationship with leg day. Oh my how it hurts and oh my how I enjoy the pain. Long squat workout today. But a joyous one, the squat rack is the least used piece of equipment in my gym. Oh it it used but not for its intended purpose. Its used to hold the bar for curling or to lean on. But almost never for squatting. So many top heavy guys walking around big arms and big chests no legs. Like living Johnny Bravo's. I don't mean sissy quarter and half squats I mean breaking parallel feeling all of the weight crushing you and you pushing it back, showing it you cannot be crushed despite its relentless onslaught. Yeah workouts can be a battle Squats are a freaking war.
Never Surrender!!! DANG Straight girl!! Awesome post as always. I don't see how you have the energy for your volume of cardio! I'd have to take a hit of crack to do half that jk haha.
Tearin' it Up Rosie!
I hear you on the energy or not. I was not at all in the mood for legs today I was tired and unmotivated, somehow after the first set of warm ups the motivation hit me. The energy I didn't have was all of a sudden available and with reserves. That is why I always go to the gym even on days I really don't want to and sometimes it is on those days that my workouts really shine.It's not that much - just intense, LOL. Whether energy or not though, it just gets done because it HAS to be! NO excuses!
Tryin' to, bud! Tryin' to make sure I can SLEEP tonight!
~Rosie~
I hear you on the energy or not. I was not at all in the mood for legs today I was tired and unmotivated, somehow after the first set of warm ups the motivation hit me. The energy I didn't have was all of a sudden available and with reserves. That is why I always go to the gym even on days I really don't want to and sometimes it is on those days that my workouts really shine.
And Rosie, regarding judging the top heavy guys that never work legs....I know that its not my place to judge, I just feel that they do not work them because it is hard. If it were easy I am sure that they would have legs that balanced out their upper bodies. I mean seriously chest and arms are fun to work compared to squats. I'll withhold my judgement from here on in. I am just all about the aesthetic, but that is me. I shouldn't pass judgement because they don't see it that way.
Changed
The iron sits there in silent opposition
Unchanging in position
Its challenge ever present
To my will it won't be bent
I push and strain, I grunt and groan
But the iron still sits there like a stone
No matter how vicious my assault may be
I cannot change the iron the iron changes me
By me Yesterday
Rosie sounds like you are having some good weeks. I can't even imagine how lean you are right now. I bet you look AMAZING!!!!
I need to get myself back down around 7, and am starting it now. Here is a link to my new log for Fat Free, I know you wanted a link when I started it.
Come and support me as I FORCE MYSELF TO GET LEAN AGAIN with the help of AppNut Fat Free! I haven't had a serious plan to cut like this one in quite some time expecting great things here.
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Thanks,
KLEEN!
Keep up the good work Rosie. Your stuff on facebook is motivating
Rosie, Rosie, Rosie, I applaud and respect your warrior spirit, yet I worry for you at the same time. You push through pain I wish you wouldn't. Pushing through excruciating muscle pain, here, here I am all for it and all on your side. Pushing through Knee and shoulder pain, any joint and tendon pain. That is a dangerous choice to make(I know, I have the scars re-attached bicep and titanium button to prove it). Careful with those knees. And Good Job on the workout..Great and impressive gains..Now take care of yourself dammit!
I don't know how you do it, but keep on keeping on. No nothing that will keep you out of training that is no fun at all. I look forward to your update. I am still trying to figure out why my bicep it sore after a push work out chest shoulders and tri's ? Makes not sense. Perhaps it is having sympathy pains for my triceps which I totally fried! Do what you do and tell us all about it. Worrying is what I do bestDon't worry about me, David. Physical pain I am used to and pushing through it is nothing, so much more preferable to other pain. I have dealt with my knee pain for years now - it is something that will never go away, and since I can do nothing about the condition of my knees (except, if I want no pain, to avoid exercise that causes it - which is NEVER going to happen), I soldier through. My shoulders I have been ignoring since 2006, but after last year, I am a little more careful with them (since I do not want what happened to my right to happen to my left and put me out of training for more time!), but that is a small concession...ThanksToday is going to be another finishing around midnight training session and all-nighter...
~Rosie~
Rosie for some odd reason I kept seeing spankings in your post lol. I feel yah on the shoulder. I had knee pain couple years back, and when I started loosing weight it vanished. My shoulder though is no where near back to normal.
I don't know how you do it, but keep on keeping on. No nothing that will keep you out of training that is no fun at all. I look forward to your update. I am still trying to figure out why my bicep it sore after a push work out chest shoulders and tri's ? Makes not sense. Perhaps it is having sympathy pains for my triceps which I totally fried! Do what you do and tell us all about it. Worrying is what I do best![]()
Haha good ole G8 I got to start taking mine again. I stop for a while but rememberd I had some.
Rosie,
I still don't know how you consume all those calories and stay so lean, you eat more than me. Of course I consider cardio a scourge, so I have to eat less as it is just too boring to do it. I'd like to report that my last weeks pr on squats is this week's normal squat routine. Adaptation is a beautiful thing. Mind those knees and shoulders. I'd like to leave you with a little motivational music for your next workout and for whoever else enjoys good Kick A$$ music
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MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY
"Life is a journey, not a destination." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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This week has been very draining (yes, despite all the sleep I've had - which, in all truth, 12-13 hours is far TOO MUCH for me, given that my "optimal" sleeping period is 4-5 hours for "best" function!), more mental than anything else. Ironically, the things you wish most you could just take an eraser and wipe away are the things that take the LONGEST time to "sort" out and UNuncomplicate. On top of that, I feel like I am being pulled in so many different directions right now, pressure from all sides to do this or that, and I really need to STOP thinking about what everyone ELSE wants and focus on what is going to be best for ME (yes, I said it - it's time for me to start considering and taking care of ME instead of everyone else for a change, and I know I've said this in the past, but I've never really done it until NOW). I am DEFINITELY ready for a break NOW, but I WILL hang in there and fight through, because that’s what I do! One more week left to finalize any decisions I have to make, and then it's full steam ahead from there, NO looking back! In the meantime, come at me next week - let's see what you've got! I'm MORE than READY now - you ain't taking me down! Embrace the danger. Embrace the pain. There won't be any more "falling behind" from this Warrior!
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Congrats on your magazine gig, I am happy for you. Way to go on keeping up your training despite numerous obstacles in your path. That is the one thing that amazes me about people. They always find some excuse not to work, out when I make excuses so I canAnd what was that I saw at the end of your post.......You are going to start taking care of you? GOOD and its about time
Today is my day off too, though I feel the pull of the gym like gravity must avoid and heal. Have a relaxing day Rosie and good work.
"No muscle will every be as strong as your mind. Control you mind, control you body" Bruce Lee. If we could all sit and take lessons from this man, we'd learn so much more of what we could really do with ourselves. I saw another one in Status fitness " You can't fake conditioning" If you get up with a clear mind set that you are going to do something, only you can take yourself out of that equation. We are the one's that point the gun at ourselves, only we have the control.
Yah Rosie G8 is powerful and I think for many must be used strategically....I am afraid to take it if I need to get up to work. I have to get id down to where I am sleeping more normally with it. That being said I think .5 scoop may be on the low side for me as I did not experience the knock out sleep some were talking about.
Ironically, the things you wish most you could just take an eraser and wipe away are the things that take the LONGEST time to "sort" out and UNuncomplicate. On top of that, I feel like I am being pulled in so many different directions right now, pressure from all sides to do this or that, and I really need to STOP thinking about what everyone ELSE wants and focus on what is going to be best for ME (yes, I said it - it's time for me to start considering and taking care of ME instead of everyone else for a change, and I know I've said this in the past, but I've never really done it until NOW).
Sometimes how we respond to the things we wish we could erase shows our core. My scars do not define me, but they certainly have had a roll in shaping who I am today. Ya gotta do what ya gotta do cause ain't nobody else gonna do it for you! Like one of my clients taught me lon ago (yes, I learn from them too) when I had to deliver an unpleasant decision: "Ain't nothing personal baby, it's just business!" Go get 'em!
A great man, Bruce Lee - I have a lot of respect for him and what he believed in and lived. He was a true example to be emulated. "If you get up with a clear mind set that you are going to do something, only you can take yourself out of that equation. We are the one's that point the gun at ourselves, only we have the control." This is very true, Tommy. I point many guns at myself - I seem to have a sadistic need to shoot myself for the pain, LOL. Seriously though, I will beat myself to a pulp daily if I must, because I MUST!
Let's just say that the last week has been interesting, Doug. For example, I've used it twice now - on Friday morning and again this morning, and on the former only slept an hour, and today, none, so it does not "put me out" all the time. The fact that I have been awake for ~1.5 days when I HAVE slept for those 12-13 hours may have something to do with it, but, that said, I've never been like that before either and would normally still only get 2-5 (maybe even ~6) hours of sleep on such a timetable. But, we'll see what next week brings. If I have to stop it, I will, because progress is far more important to me than sleep, and my body has proved that it CAN make reasonable progress on little sleep.
~Rosie~
I went up to 3/4 last night and did not get that knock out sleep again, I woke up a lot. I have to say though, I sure feel good today, energized... very alert ... almost euphoric...