First: sorry for not responding to all your best wishes and encouraging words, you all are awesome! Can't sit still for longer periods, so I give only quick updates.
Just got home. I convinced the doctors that I'm ready to take care of myself by doing a small dance demo (seriously). Well, it looked awkward but convinced them to stop draining my money by keeping me hospitalized.
Its now day 6 after my surgery.
Apparently, I was VERY lucky. Echo gram confirmed: 0% damage to my heart. The doctors said, they see this seldomly -and they believe it was due to be in "optimal" shape at the moment of infarction. We all here know, I'm not in optimal shape, some of you here are!
The moment I noted the pain wasn't acid reflux, I suspected it to be a heart attack, crushed a 600mg aspirin tablet and swallowed it with about 1.5gr of cayenne pepper in a shot glass of hot water. You can't imagine how that was like, it made all symptoms way worse -but, maybe this was what saved my life. I had read about it years ago as a first aid for a heart attack. The pepper was once 90.000 scofield and is very old, now barely as hot as regular pepper.
Gonna post some pics of my "battle scars". I definitely will need some thick tattoos later to cover that mess up.
Fluid retention and a caved in rib cage makes me look like a cockroach now.... I hate it -but just you wait! Blowing and sucking every hour on this rehab-blow/suck-toy to expand the chest. Not sure everyone knows what I'm talking about, will post pics soon.
Gonna drag myself upstairs into my bed now.
My financial situation got from bad to really bad. Luckily, my friends proofed to be just that: "friends" and helped a lot, one of them bought my wifes car for a fair price in cash. I almost never cry -but that had me in tears and weeping like a small child. The whole ordeal costed me until now about 100 million guaranies (20k USD) I guess this is very cheap, no idea what it would cost in US.
Stay tuned folks, thank you again for being awesome, I learned so much from this community and gonna stay a bit longer (now that I have a second chance in ruining my heart). Kept most of the docs prescription after checking internet -but threw some of it in the bin, like lipitor. Upped fish oil instead and take it with10mg/d cardarine. Started MK 677 and TB-500.
I know, I'm nuts.
You know it too.