Yeah it upset me for sure. It's hard to have the heart that it takes to succsede when the people close to you either dont belive in you or dont give a crap about your goals. In all fairness, she only actually brought that up during our most hurtfull knock down drag out arguments, but I know that she believes it even when she doesnt say so. In her defense she is/has always been supportive of my music aspirations, (and now Im almost done w/ music college.)
Well, now I dont know if she's still going to be my GF. When I was drugged out on sleep meds, she woke me up to get it on, and while we were "warming up", she asked if I loved her. I said yes. (wich is true). Then she asked if I was "In love with her". And I didnt answer. I didnt know how to quantify it. plus Ive been falling for my "Misstress" I guess U could say. Who she doesnt/cant know about, and who lives 1000miles +away from where we currently reside. So we havent spoke since then. She's totally in love w/ me. But now she's backing off, cuz she doesnt think I feel the same way, and because I might move and leave her once my family money runs out when I graduate. It's a huge mess, and Im way bummed. True, her ignorance of bodybuilding has been a problem, (she gets mad when I try to get her to supplement w/ something that has been purported to help w/ her medical conditions (she's disabled w/ fibromyalgia, and diabetes, and various other ailments.) Natural supps that arent really her doctors turf. But she says "the supplements are my deal not hers, and Im not a doctor, so why should she take vitamins or eat right or stop drinking and smoking just cuz I read something somewhere." but she really does try to look out for me, and would probably lay her life down for me. Sorry for the hijack brothers! LOL.
Guess that opened up a bigger can of worms than I anticipated!
I love you guys.