He's sleeping one off right now. lolyou alright? just busy i hope?
i dont really know you but you seem very consistent so i was surprised to see no updates.
thundergod said:He's sleeping one off right now. lol
He'll pop in here later and grace us with hilarious Halloween party stories.
It's totally understandable, bro. No apologies necessary. You just take care of yourself. If you ever need to talk, you know my #.I apologize for the lack of updates. I never miss them, but quite honestly, this past week was very hard on me. It was the year anniversay of my little brother's death.
That being said, I only took two more days off than normal, my diet wasn't great but not horrible and my pinning routine had to be modified.
Morry
do you think the tren was a bad idea?
I don't think Tren has anything to do with his hyper-estro effects, but Morry can tell you about that better than me!
do you think the tren was a bad idea?
Tren is resistant to the aromatize enzyme. Tren, alone, won't aromatize to estrogen.
bitter sweet-he will always be a part of you but it will always remind you of the tragedy.I know what it is like to lose a brother it took me several years to handle the anniversary with anything that felt like anything like normalcy. My brother was shot at my 21st birthday party. So I get a wonderful reminder every year on Feb 1 that can't be over looked or brushed under a carpet. Even with that special circumstance I can even begin to enjoy my birthdays again after a while and a good wife to help me through it. I understand brother. PM me if you need to talk to some one who has been through the same pain.
I know what it is like to lose a brother it took me several years to handle the anniversary with anything that felt like anything like normalcy. My brother was shot at my 21st birthday party. So I get a wonderful reminder every year on Feb 1 that can't be over looked or brushed under a carpet. Even with that special circumstance I can even begin to enjoy my birthdays again after a while and a good wife to help me through it. I understand brother. PM me if you need to talk to some one who has been through the same pain.
Thanks!bitter sweet-he will always be a part of you but it will always remind you of the tragedy.
thats tough guys i feel for you guys, i dont know what i would if one of my brothers was no more- i choke up a lil bit just thinking about it.
Kleen... I always knew we were Kindred Spirits Bro, not saying I have gone through what you or Morry has gone through, but I can say this, I do know what a TRUE FRIEND is and I can honestly say from the PM's and TXTs I have received from you and what you are saying to Morry right now... You are one of those Special TRUE FRIENDS! I'm sure Morry appreciates it as well, but I appreciate the few talks we have had, always both helpful and full of insite, so I THANK YOU!!!
Dude i am very sorry for your loss, your pain is my pain, i know what a brother means i have two of them and i love them to death... I know he is looking down at you proud as f@ck though. To your bro.
Sorry to hear that man, I wish you the best.
It's totally understandable, bro. No apologies necessary. You just take care of yourself. If you ever need to talk, you know my #.
hi morry,
i am sorry and was certainly not trying to pressure for updates. i understand other things are much more important.
good luck with everything
sorry bout ur loss bro
morry i think i get that hyper aromatization mode sometimes too man... sucks ass when you can't battle teh gynoz
do you think the tren was a bad idea?
I don't think Tren has anything to do with his hyper-estro effects, but Morry can tell you about that better than me!
I see, I am not as familiar with these types of AAS as I am PH/DS's. I would think maybe the Mast would help with that? Oh well hope as is well and you retain these awesome gains and still make progress.
Tren is resistant to the aromatize enzyme. Tren, alone, won't aromatize to estrogen.
I know what it is like to lose a brother it took me several years to handle the anniversary with anything that felt like anything like normalcy. My brother was shot at my 21st birthday party. So I get a wonderful reminder every year on Feb 1 that can't be over looked or brushed under a carpet. Even with that special circumstance I can even begin to enjoy my birthdays again after a while and a good wife to help me through it. I understand brother. PM me if you need to talk to some one who has been through the same pain.
bitter sweet-he will always be a part of you but it will always remind you of the tragedy.
thats tough guys i feel for you guys, i dont know what i would if one of my brothers was no more- i choke up a lil bit just thinking about it.
\man i wanna stop talking about family members dying and more about gear and getting swole
yeah gear and gettling swole is awesome but a length of a cycle is a long time usually a few months so sh!t comes up. It what makes these logs like journals. Just makes this site even deeper than others.
on a side note......are all you guys doing clomid at 150mg or something? haha just kiddin guys. Hang in there big dogs.
i hear you but cmon i dont want to talk about the tragedies of life i wanna talk about my life which is BBing
dont get me wrong im here for all of you, in a way your all family but talking about the sad parts in life dont make things better
Morry- Guess who is back from the dead! Remember me big guy? I'm ready to get back on board.
pillsRgood said:What gym do you work out that has 140lb dumbells? My stupid gym only has 120's and has forced me to move on to the shoulder murdering flat bench.... I'm so envious of your 140's!!
i am starting to wonder wether gyno on test is not necessarily due to estrogen. you are taking aromasin which, as far as i know, inhibits aromatase by up to 98%. letro is even more, correct?
maybe this has to do with other hormonal changes, igf-1 levels etc. (i really have no clue)
have you considered surgery? get rid of it once and for all and then you can run 5 grams of test))
What gym do you work out that has 140lb dumbells? My stupid gym only has 120's and has forced me to move on to the shoulder murdering flat bench.... I'm so envious of your 140's!!
Wow, this answers a lot of questions.Not many people report sides like this, but I did. Do some research if you haven't read about this. Google "estren nandrolone" and start looking things up. This explains why no AI was touching my problem. It also explains why my joints never dried out. I'm dropping NPP today. I think at lower doses it would be just fine for lubing the joints, but as an anabolic, If this pans out to be true, I will not be using it at those doses again. I feel dumb I never ran across this. I kept researching "ai resistant" or "letro non responder" and all sorts of stuff with nothing found. I could only assume I stopped responding, but it seems I was off base. This isn't commonly known research IMO. Check it out though, very, very interesting reading. Apparently, estren binds to the AR receptor in a way that promotes estrogenic sides without the need of aromatase or the need of direct interaction with estrogen receptor. This explains why an AI had no effect on me (no noticeable effect that is) and that the caber didn't do much to reduce things either (although I never really thought that was the problem). Aromasin did do something more when added, but I don't know why and I cannot explain it at this point. Estren only stays alive when nandrolone is produced synthetically as well (remember nandrolone is naturally occurring hormone). This metabolite has explained a lot and I imagine I'll do a lot more reading. I'm done with the NPP. If I use it in the future, it will probably be in very small doses (200mg a week or less). I don't think adding the test back in yet is a great idea. I'll prob wait till the end of the week and make a judgement call from there. Detroit, you rock man. Thank you for shining light on this situation.It's not the test, it's the NPP. Nandrolone produces a synthetic metabolite called estren. It's the effects of estren via the AR by way of the metabolite nandrolone, which in turn activates the estrogen specific transcripts that cause estrogenic problems in males. The only way to stop that would be to block the AR receptor, killing all anabolic activities. AI's won't make a dent in stopping estren or it's eventual path binding to the AR. No one wants to admit that NPP has uncontrollable estrogenic sides because they're all hung up on the fact that nandrolone isn't affected by the aromatase enzyme, therefore, no worries. Yet, there's Deca D ick, gyno and so on that everyone wants to attribute to anything but nandrolone. An effective AI will stop 98% of aromatization, regardless of the volume, but it won't stop nandrolone's feminizing effects.
Wow, this answers a lot of questions.Not many people report sides like this, but I did. Do some research if you haven't read about this. Google "estren nandrolone" and start looking things up. This explains why no AI was touching my problem. It also explains why my joints never dried out. I'm dropping NPP today. I think at lower doses it would be just fine for lubing the joints, but as an anabolic, If this pans out to be true, I will not be using it at those doses again. I feel dumb I never ran across this. I kept researching "ai resistant" or "letro non responder" and all sorts of stuff with nothing found. I could only assume I stopped responding, but it seems I was off base. This isn't commonly known research IMO. Check it out though, very, very interesting reading. Apparently, estren binds to the AR receptor in a way that promotes estrogenic sides without the need of aromatase or the need of direct interaction with estrogen receptor. This explains why an AI had no effect on me (no noticeable effect that is) and that the caber didn't do much to reduce things either (although I never really thought that was the problem). Aromasin did do something more when added, but I don't know why and I cannot explain it at this point. Estren only stays alive when nandrolone is produced synthetically as well (remember nandrolone is naturally occurring hormone). This metabolite has explained a lot and I imagine I'll do a lot more reading. I'm done with the NPP. If I use it in the future, it will probably be in very small doses (200mg a week or less). I don't think adding the test back in yet is a great idea. I'll prob wait till the end of the week and make a judgement call from there. Detroit, you rock man. Thank you for shining light on this situation.
Pure insanity my man. Time will tell! I'm going to be working with a current ifbb professional and some top guys in the industry if all goes well. It will be my entry into competition next season and hopefully my first appearance at a national level. This is the one thing I'm passionate about and dammit I'm going to make a go at it. I don't want to say to much and spoil the fun.