I am honestly not 100% sure I know what I want personally, to be honest and I'm just realizing that as I look back on my leanest pics. I was shredded AF but GD I looked skinny as hell compared to now. I've built a lot of lean mass to go with the extra fat in the past couple years. I've hit a lot of strength PRs I'm very happy with. I've lacked and missed more explosiveness and endurance, a form of athleticism I've enjoyed my whole life, and I'd like to be leaner in the sense of abs, but I'm not sure the sacrifice would be worth it if I was as skinny as I was when I thought i was on top of the world.