Day 35: Thursday, April 30 - LAST DAY ON! 
Weight: 204.6 (+16.2)
Workout #15 - A2
Incline bench press: 2 warm-ups @ 135x18, 165x12
Working set with rest-pauses: 205x8 (+4 +3 fully spotted) - PR?
+10lbs from last time, and heavier warm-ups. This has to be a PR for me (remember, I suck @ BB). I really don't think I've done this much weight before. I asked my buddy to spot me on my rest-pauses and he probably helped a bit more than I wanted him to, but I suppose that's better than ending up with the BB across my neck in a death choke.
BB overhead press: 2 warm-ups @ 65x18, 95x12
Working set with rest-pauses: 135x8 +3 +FAIL
+10lbs. I did something different on my heavy set this week. I started with the barbell up high on a rack instead of snatching it up and doing my reps. I was able to get 3 reps on my first rest-pause after failing on my rest-pauses the last few times, so this was good. I failed on my final rest-pause, but it was a valiant effort. Time was against me, so I moved on.
Close-grip smith bench: 2 warm-ups @ 135x18, 185x10 -- PAIN!!
Working set with rest-pauses: ****!
These hurt me last time and I didn't complete my rest-pauses. This time it hurt on my second warm-up. **** the Smith bench. I hate this ****. I'm gonna switch this exercise out. It hurts everywhere from my chest through my arms, my forearms, and my wrists. I'm over it.
Close-grip pulldowns: 2 warm ups @ 100x18, 140x12 - Man, this was heavy!
Working set with rest-pauses: 200x6 +3 +2
I went up 20lbs again this time, after going up 20lbs last time. 140 felt heavy as hell for some reason. 200 was OUCH! Managed to get 6, 3, and 2, but I think that was too much weight and I'd like to clean up my form on these a little next time, so I'll likely drop the weight a little.
Deadlifts: 2 warm-ups @ 135x15, 185x12
Working set: 275x5
I said I wasn't gonna go heavy on these. Call me a pussy, but 275 is actually pretty heavy for me. I probably could've gotten a few more reps @ 275, but I was starting to feel it in my lumbar so I stopped. Better safe than sorry. I didn't wanna hobble out of the gym again.
Notes:
My last day on!! But all good things must come to an end.
I had a good workout today and I feel extremely beat up. Ouch. Tomorrow I start PCT. I'm looking forward to some better rest. I'm very interested in seeing what these PCT supps can do for me. I'm expecting good things.
My libido has been pretty high all cycle long. The gf has really been digging that.

I'm hoping things don't get too out of whack in the coming days/weeks. My gf's been really cool and understanding about this whole run. I explained to her that I couldn't promise my libido wouldn't be shot for a bit now that my test levels will be slowly recovering. I guess we'll see what happens. It's awesome that she's so understanding and trusts that I have done plenty of research and know what I'm doing. I couldn't imagine hiding what I'm doing or lying to her about things. She's a keeper for sure. Wait, this is log is about bodybuilding, not my gf. Sorry about that. :lol:
16+ pounds in 35 days. I can live with that. Even if I lose a few, I'm very happy with the gains I've made, and the strength increases that have accompanied them. I was looking at the pics I posted earlier in this thread, and it's almost laughable how different I look.
I keep running into people I haven't seen in a while - at the gym, at parties, at dinners - and they all keep saying the same things. "You're getting huge," "What are you weighing now, 220?" "You definitely don't look 205! You look way bigger!" Today one of the trainers asked me "What's your body fat at, 6%?" I laughed. "I wish." I wear sleeveless shirts to the gym, and I can understand why they say that. I guess a combination of the lighting, and with my pumps and vascularity going on I would have to admit I'm looking pretty mean and lean. My shoulders are perma-striated when I'm in the gym. I am still holding a good amount of fat in my midsection though. Still got the tire going on. Not so sure I really care much to do anything about it at the moment either. I'm still after more size. I wanna get to 220. Then I'll cut.
Oh. ****. When the hell did I cook? It seems like just a few days ago. I need to get off here, cuz I've gotta go grill up 4 racks of chicken. I don't know how I ate all that chicken already, but it's gone. I actually went to bed (somewhat) hungry last night cuz I had no more chicken and some ground beef I had in the fridge went bad.
Thanks again to everyone for all your support and for following along. It really means a lot.
Ok. Here we go. Time to see how this PCT treats me.