Who the hell are all you ugly @$$ people? :dunno:
Been awhile since i been on here, see nothing has changed. Save for the ban, which I guess I dont really care about anymore.
Figured I would start coming on here as I am going to be rebuilding my life soon hopefully. Dissapeared when I started losing everything, now I have pretty much lost all of it so nothing more to worry about losing
Those of you who knew what was going on and would like to know what happened hit me up. Though it has no happy ending...
Glad to be back, maybe the boards can occupy my mind and motivate me as I try and get back into the gym.
There are several of you on here that months ago I wished I could have kicked your balls so hard they dangled out of your eye sockets. Today I see you were mostly right, and I was just a young man struggling with emotions and pain that were overcoming me, just trying to hold onto what I knew.
The hard times have taught me many lessons that align with some of the things I fought about on here. Some of you were right on some things I originally protested.
One such thing being the ban, others dealing with my faith. My faith has come a long way, though it is far from perfect.
That being said my life has really nothing left, and I dont wish to live and wake up another day. Yet I would not commit suicide or the likes, just have no joy left in the world.
Planning on rebuilding, but there is no help or really any way to be helped.
But glad to be back, will start looking around the board since I have time being jobless again and all lol.
Greetings every one. Been a long, long time.
Been awhile since i been on here, see nothing has changed. Save for the ban, which I guess I dont really care about anymore.
Figured I would start coming on here as I am going to be rebuilding my life soon hopefully. Dissapeared when I started losing everything, now I have pretty much lost all of it so nothing more to worry about losing
Those of you who knew what was going on and would like to know what happened hit me up. Though it has no happy ending...
Glad to be back, maybe the boards can occupy my mind and motivate me as I try and get back into the gym.
There are several of you on here that months ago I wished I could have kicked your balls so hard they dangled out of your eye sockets. Today I see you were mostly right, and I was just a young man struggling with emotions and pain that were overcoming me, just trying to hold onto what I knew.
The hard times have taught me many lessons that align with some of the things I fought about on here. Some of you were right on some things I originally protested.
One such thing being the ban, others dealing with my faith. My faith has come a long way, though it is far from perfect.
That being said my life has really nothing left, and I dont wish to live and wake up another day. Yet I would not commit suicide or the likes, just have no joy left in the world.
Planning on rebuilding, but there is no help or really any way to be helped.
But glad to be back, will start looking around the board since I have time being jobless again and all lol.
Greetings every one. Been a long, long time.