from what I can see, you have a tremendously underdeveloped musculature, a tentative grasp on proper training methods, and, most assuredly, a horridly underwhelming diet... you should not be doing steroids at all, let alone being chosen to represent the results from a new and barely tested steroid. Your stats are those of someone who just started lifting. Simply put your results are not going to be representative of average results, firstly because you are so undersized you could gain 20 pounds just by eating properly, and second because you have so much muscle memory (that you probably could have gained back by now if you tried).
Reading this thread was painful. Steroids are not toys to play with when you don't know what your're doing in the gym and don't want to put in the natural work. Man all you have to do is eat more calories and you can gain back your lost muscle. You are trying to justify your tiny stature saying that you are healthier now, and that SOME bodybuilder lifted heavy and got burned out therefore you won't lift heavy. That's stupid, and it is going to limit you.