Thank you for your concern. I’m checking my heartbeat every now and then as we speak. It’s beating fast but not as fast as what I had with the OG formula…which my apple watch gave me a notification
What is both keeping you safe and putting you in risk is that you have been using it so long and continuously that you have build a strong tolerance to the immediate effects and I am afraid unfortunately to most of the benefits.
Like having used any stim in high amounts for a long time eventually require its use to even get back to your baseline before you started using stimulants.
It goes for coffee as well and few are the people that go cold turkey on coffee after a long time, maybe some people realise it not drinking the office coffee in weekends and being tired.
I only used totally 5 or max 6 tubs of Craze, 2 of them were new batch bunk and two of them were the Superbatch Craze Summer tea unlimited. Summer tea took me beyond myself mentally, not just in stimulation as in aggressive but on more levels.
After my first actually quite tasty a bit darker than Excelsior I think and a little bit tastier than Excelsior because it wasn´t as sweet and I have got a bit sick of the taste Excelsior and it also got too me toxic wise over time.
And holy kaschmoly Excelsior actually dragged me when I was two feet below the ground although in the beginning I also had so much tension and **** to do, 3 Unicourses writing essays on Pippi Långstocking and Ingmar Bergmans films.
But I also had summer to biking 15kms with my son to lake and swim and towards summers end the Excelsior fuelled Blueberry trips!
This last summer we just fell straight into lap of Lingon Mothers lap. I have never seen so many ripe and fat and sweet Lingon berries in my whole life before like in this that at thia deforestation area that doesnt look so bad. I was maybe ten years and the landscape has gotten quite varied and the Lingon berries extremely plentiful due to sunny location near the top of that local mountain although maybe only 200 metres height.....
Excelsior contnued to may mind and intellectual references and senses further. My listening to Jimi Hendrix and other music have become permanently a bit enhanced even Lol
I can clearly visualize Jimi Hendrix having a conversation about floatation with a jellyfish
Excelsior doesn´t really crash the same say but I think quite a people who have used it consecutive days and doses sooner or later realize it takes time to recover and for me over the years even recover from DOMS but the heat strong stimulants together with maximum contraction and mind muscle connection that heat I feel is frying more
Well it was still slightly frying i my youth drinking 1,3 dimeth Hemo Rage Ultra but it creeps up on me with the years and I also become slightly more aware so that is a good point
In my busiest and stimmiest of times I have almost forgot it lol.
But I do and most do have an interest to improve ourselves in different ways, physically as well as mentally as personally I still keep hoping to provide even more positive things to the world things that might even top Musclemans Stim junkie diary... Lol
I have since young had in interest in both muscular Super Heroes like Hulk and also mental mutants like Dr Charles Xavier the powerful telepath in charge of X-men but Dark Phoenix a ravaging red head beauty who also has the power to destroy whole worlds has way more power within if she could only control it.
And those perverse rich Hellfire Club have been wanting to control that world destroying force of Dark Phoenix throughout centuries and history... Like the actually ever would be able too
And in Yoga science we can read hear about mystical yogis who have power similar to Dr Charles Xavier...
If you learn them wrongly though, in anger or with great pride and ego it is dangerous and many individuals with superpowers lose control because they lack proper guiding light although I believe we all if we reall try and look for the light we will have at least a hint or an estimate for where to look.
The supplements are interesting but sometimes even medical herbs to me and I hav found Chinese acupuncture to be an amazing medicine.
I haven´t researched it so much but some time in the future I am looking to research bpc-157 for dopamine system gut benefits and more.
Right now I am just beginning fermenting my own saurkraut, did it with red beets added a few things.
And my new very lates interest is the reuteri bacteria that is kid of expensively sold as a supplement that is possibly underdosed so people are making yoghurt with the tablets and many benefits seem good
healing gut and wounds increased testosterone and increased oxycontin the social happiness hormone
It is one bacteria with great potential.
Bacterias in the gut are not gonna give anybody the same boost as a strong stim but by building a strong healthy gut flora
it is in the gut that our serotonin dopamine etc is made and som much else and when we get that area in health it starts producing our bodys own super fuels and hormones and send out to the body for us to feel good
If you get your gut in check some occasional stim use will actually kick butt but also the more you become aware of how it feels with a happy stomach the aware you might also come of how toxic some supplements taste?
Added some ginger black pepper and some dried elderberries to my new batch saurkraut just really alive and kicking right now
. (Just a little bit of O.G Excelsior because when it ferments it develops into different strains that will put you in tough with different aspects of the Excelsior conscioussness )
Excelsior is gone , time to make reuteri yoghurt!