I want to share something with you; to make you aware - not to scare you.
The divorce rate for couples that have lost a child exceeds 70%.
Please consider finding a good Christian counselor who is both a clinical phsychologist and a Christian; I would strongly urge you stay away from a lay person counselor (I have had very bad experiences with Christian lay person counseling - despite their hearts being in the right place).
It is essential that you pull together, not apart.
I couldn't agree more !
In times of trouble, ALWAYS turn to the Lord and His Word
Psalm 9:9
The LORD is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble.
Psalm 22:24
For he has not despised or disdainedthe suffering of the afflicted one;he has not hidden his face from him but has listened to his cry for help.
Psalm 46:1-2
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea.
Psalm 34:18
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit
Psalm 48:14
For this God is our God for ever and ever; he will be our guide even to the end.
Psalm 55:22
Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you;he will never let the righteous fall.
Psalm 71:20-21
Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once again.
Philippians 4:6
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God
1 Peter 5:6-7
Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
Revelation 21:4
He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
2 Corinthians 1:3-5
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. 5For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows.
Matthew 11:25-30
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
Nahum 1:7
The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him,
Matthew 5:4
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Isaiah 54:10
"Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed," says the LORD, who has compassion on you.
Lamentations 3:31-33
For men are not cast off by the Lord forever.Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love.For he does not willingly bring affliction or grief to the children of men.
God l pray for us all to be strong healthy abundant full of light love and harmony. l pray for the children who need food and shelter and love to spread all these things to them. l pray that all evil in this world is finished and negated completely and that we can all be what we truly should be loving and omnipotent enlightened people. Amen Amen Amen,
Nikedemus Magnus
My prayer is same as yours MC Gun ! I probably said this before, if so, my apologies for repeating myself, can't help it tho

It is never a question of how big is our God, but how big are our dreams! Don't put God into a box (that is what evolutionists do :lol

He is GREAT, POWERFUL, SUPREME AND EVERLASTING and through Him ALL RIGHTEOUS THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! Salvation is for everyone
Also, remember, faith without deeds is dead. Prayer is good but you also have to share the Word with other people, especially non-believers. Jesus didn't come to preach to the righteous ! It is rough sometimes but then again, God is always in control and He will never test us beyond what we are capable of enduring.