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Threads like this makes me smile. Without knowing, I was actually talking to Dave this evening about you. He finally read your article in it's entirety. This may sound disappointing at first thought, but it's literally been what has seemed like forever and a year for our new website to be complete (yes, there still are some font bugs). This has been tha first week I've been able to converse one on one in almost a month since being swamped at my program due to licensing.
The love is mutual Jordan. My own son Jordon just turned 18 last week. It getting harder and harder to keep channels of communication open especially when you add the 2000 miles between us and the infrequent visitations that I am able to facilitate because of their school and other commitments.
I am at a place in my life where I am out of deposits. I know it is really not the case as I am always investing in my children whether directly, indirectly, intentionally and all those unintentional investments that influence them with all my character flaws. As you and I have discussed in detail before, my heart aches to just have him here. But as you know, God has a plan infinitely greater than any that I can conceive. So I continue to trust He will bring glory to me and my son and our relationship. If not just for us to feel good about, but certainly to bring glory to Him and His ability to break the generational sin of abandonment and absent and/or fathering.
Like my son, I do not hear from you often enough. Yet I know, this is life, and that is how it is. We have things and stuff to do. I know that the amount of dialoge we share is no indication of the mutual value of our relationship.
Wow! It has been a year already?
In that short time so much has happened in life. Maybe there should be a series...
I am hopeful that the article was flattering and at the very least helpful to you and your UCP support and or sponsorship.
I'm not the best writer. I prefer to articulate in person where I can share some animation and expression to communicate myself.
Dave seemed very impressed but could not fully place your screen name. I reminded him of your transformation thread at M&M, which I told him I would link, and your current modship at AM.
That was so long ago. That was something...huh? You can only have so many of those in a lifetime.
My hope is that within tha next week or two I can finally make good on my word and be proud to FINALLY present that testimony to tha world.
There has never ever been an pressure from me. I know you know that. If I could play even a small part in helping you than I am grateful.