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  1. toughchick401

    Your Christmas wishlist 🎅

    To not die.
  2. toughchick401

    It should've been me

    I had a very good friend who recently passed away from breast cancer that was stage four and had gone off her body, we met years ago when I was teaching preschool special, Ed and she was teaching regular classes..... Her myself and another woman became instant friends, and every month we meet...
  3. toughchick401

    Where are all the AM OG's at?

    Well I'm back.
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    I seriously should know better

    And his gf sent me a nice message telling me to die asap and the world would be better. Sweet
  5. toughchick401

    I seriously should know better

    So I worked briefly someplace this summer where I had an attraction to a guy he had attraction to me and it never worked out because he had a girlfriend so moving forward he comes back with. I'm not with her anymore. We broke up and I'd like to see if you wanted to go on a date and I was like OK...
  6. toughchick401

    Erie peace

    It is. I had another sister who was between her and I who was killed. She has many times told me she wished it was me and not my sister I feel the same but would never say it out loud to her.... I'm not that hurtful
  7. toughchick401

    Erie peace

    I'll never be ready to leave my home that I fought so hard to keep so she can move in so easily, married he works 2 jobs, she works part time she has no clue what it's like to go without or suffer... I just wish she understood what I go through even with health issues. But I'm the end I need to...
  8. toughchick401

    Erie peace

    Hard to leave my home, harder to know your sister hates you, I am just sad but your right move far away
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    Erie peace

    What kind of sounds like my sister is like your siblings she just accuse me of being mentally abusive to her which by the way she is to me and she's threatening to kick me out of the house that we grew up in that I paid to live in because I can't afford it every month. It's like oh me my money...
  10. toughchick401

    Erie peace

    Your sweet. Thank you.
  11. toughchick401

    Erie peace

    So someone read my post about what I've been going through and I just decided yesterday that I've had it all my doctors are like you need to get in here ASAP, it's imperative that we see you right away when I go to make appointments the earliest I can get it is April or May what do I need to do...
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    Well it's done

    I agree with I'm on something called mirtazapine at night and it's supposed to help me wake up in the morning ravenous which it doesn't. It just makes me super sleepy,but at least im sleeping, I am on Zofran, with a scopolamine patch, which actually is for seasickness but it does help believe it...
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    Well it's done

    A few years ( many more now) I did someone wrong, at the time I knew I loved him (my Aussie boy)but the whole thought scared me to be honest...... so I ended it badly......so after countless attempts to reach him I get his wife who I assured I was only trying to reach out to say I was sorry ...
  14. toughchick401

    Losing friends

    Well I thought she was a friend so that's why I came in such a shock it's not even about finding people are finding new avenues or finding whatever it's an issue that I'm always gonna have to deal with so if I meet people to hang out with at work that's great you know it's a new job so hopefully...
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    Losing friends

    So today I lost another friend and not by death I don't mean by death I mean that she told me she was tired of me talking about my illness and she was tired of me canceling plans because I was ill. Now this is a person I haven't known that long I didn't cancel plans on purpose but I didn't feel...
  16. toughchick401

    Rant thread 2

    Seems on the only one doing this rant thread but that's OK I'll do it anyway so I'm sitting at the hospital right now as I do every Friday and I get in infusion of iron, potassium (by the way which burns ) and my banana bag which is everything I need my carbohydrates, my fats, my vitamins, and...
  17. toughchick401

    Rant thread 2

    Thanks. I was not always as forgiving but I'm trying. I'm not going to get better, no cure but I want people to know what I have.
  18. toughchick401

    Rant thread 2

    So I took the highroad today I saw those two women and I went up to them and they took off your earbuds and I said I apologize for yesterday I wasn't quite nice to you and I apologize I said but I want you to understand what I have so maybe you'll understand why I do what I do so I went and...
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    Rant thread 2

    So it's been a while since I've been here and I've gone up and down in weight, I was diagnosed year and a half ago was something called gastric paresis so that is when your stomach does not digest food it's pretty much paralyzed it is damaged to the Vega nerve there is no cure for it for the...
  20. toughchick401

    An oldie , I'm back, kind of

    Thanks. :)
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