So it's been a while since I've been here and I've gone up and down in weight, I was diagnosed year and a half ago was something called gastric paresis so that is when your stomach does not digest food it's pretty much paralyzed it is damaged to the Vega nerve there is no cure for it for the longest time I had a Gtube then that went wonky and that's the best way to describe it so they put in at central line into my heart and I had TPN so at night I'd hook up a pump and it would be a special bag me specifically for me with everything that I was missing ..... that seemed to work than I was in an accident a couple months ago and I broke both my wrist and my shoulder so they had to pull the pick line obviously because I couldn't use it and I couldn't thread the pump anymore so they pulled it so here I am pretty much healed still suffering not being able to eat it's pretty much think of having the stomach bug that nauseous 24 /7 and the thought of food just makes you want to Gag so that's pretty much how I live...
But that's not my rant thread so the beginning that was just to give a background of me so again I admit I am a little on the lean side I get it so I belong to a gym and I was riding a spin bike I was doing my own thing 'cause I'm a spin teacher so I had my music I was doing my own thing coming up with the class because I do sub classes not often but I do before Covid hit I had 20 classes and then everything came to a halt .... that was my side hustle I'm a therapist by trade.....anyway I go into the bathroom after I'm done and I can hear these two women talking and it went like this " did you see that skeleton on the spin bike "? and I was like are they talking about me? So I sat for a minute and the other girl goes "oh my God I know it was awful she's like she should be ashamed of herself " well I turned around the corner and I said listen have you two cackling bitches I'm like you ever call me that again (because I was the only one on the spin bike ) so I said if I ever hear you talk that way about me again I'm like I'll throat punch you how about that I'm like at least I'm trying I said I'm not trying to lose weight I said that's the problem with you people that are idiots I said I'm trying to distress myself this is my coping skill I said am not trying to lose weight no am I trying to maintain yes you don't know my life you don't know what's going on in my life I'm like but it looks like the two of you and I could stand to be on the spin bike a little longer than me and I don't pick on people for weight I never have I mean I've been 300 pounds you know , I know what its like to be big and how people look right past you or be disgusted by you I've also am now at 130 so like I know I'm 511 I know what I look like so my rant is people should shut their mouths and just ignore if you have something negative to say wait so I get you a car because if I over here it again like that will be an issue so and I do go to the gym every day and sometimes I ride the bike sometimes I do light weights its something that my doctor and I are trying to figure out because I don't eat so that's my rant today people that should shut their freaking pie holes before they know the truth. End rant
But that's not my rant thread so the beginning that was just to give a background of me so again I admit I am a little on the lean side I get it so I belong to a gym and I was riding a spin bike I was doing my own thing 'cause I'm a spin teacher so I had my music I was doing my own thing coming up with the class because I do sub classes not often but I do before Covid hit I had 20 classes and then everything came to a halt .... that was my side hustle I'm a therapist by trade.....anyway I go into the bathroom after I'm done and I can hear these two women talking and it went like this " did you see that skeleton on the spin bike "? and I was like are they talking about me? So I sat for a minute and the other girl goes "oh my God I know it was awful she's like she should be ashamed of herself " well I turned around the corner and I said listen have you two cackling bitches I'm like you ever call me that again (because I was the only one on the spin bike ) so I said if I ever hear you talk that way about me again I'm like I'll throat punch you how about that I'm like at least I'm trying I said I'm not trying to lose weight I said that's the problem with you people that are idiots I said I'm trying to distress myself this is my coping skill I said am not trying to lose weight no am I trying to maintain yes you don't know my life you don't know what's going on in my life I'm like but it looks like the two of you and I could stand to be on the spin bike a little longer than me and I don't pick on people for weight I never have I mean I've been 300 pounds you know , I know what its like to be big and how people look right past you or be disgusted by you I've also am now at 130 so like I know I'm 511 I know what I look like so my rant is people should shut their mouths and just ignore if you have something negative to say wait so I get you a car because if I over here it again like that will be an issue so and I do go to the gym every day and sometimes I ride the bike sometimes I do light weights its something that my doctor and I are trying to figure out because I don't eat so that's my rant today people that should shut their freaking pie holes before they know the truth. End rant