Godstrength
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I'm with you bro... I def was in that circle back then... There was a group of us all had our hands in different things. I got exceptional X. Often was given more than I would ever take (some of my boys would just throw me 10 pacs on the house). It went both ways though as I was primarily selling oxycontin and other pills and we would give each other stuff regularly. I wouldnt take it without making sure I had at least 2-3 xanax bars on me at all times. In case things got too absurd they would bring me down quickly and ensure a good looong nights sleep lol.Yeah quality is a factor for sure. I was lucky (If you can call it that) that a friend of ours was a relatively big dealer so we’d be on the same he was on (and that wasn’t always the same as what he sold to others)......
The loved up feeling used to be pretty special, I was in a good group of people and we spent fcuking hours telling each other how much we loved them or just kissing and cuddling. I loved being high (even if I never quite repeated that first magical night) but found the come downs got worse as time went on. Started losing a couple of days just getting over a night out
I was in my 20s then and felt invincible. I sure as shyt hit a wall lol. A lot of my friends didnt make it out so well... Some did. I was lucky bro.... Feel like ive had 3 lives and I'm only 41. But I know you can relate


