Prayer Request Thread

[Beau]

Putting a request out there to keep me and my son in everyone's prayers. My ex is taking me back to court for custody and I'm going to fight for my son. She has put both of us through too much with her lying and deceitful ways and doesnt have the best interest of my son. I'm pretty much at my wits end with stuff and am scared to death being as courts really favor the mom's even though anyone in their right mind that has seen what has been going on for the past 2 years would never give a child to her to care for.

I am sorry for what you, and others like us, have to go through with lying women. It is hard enough to remain emotionally neutral to them when they stay out of our lives, but when they continue to meddle (and worse - cause us to incur legal fees) and stress out the family we love - it can be almost impossible to want to do the right thing. Especially, as they continue to do the wrong thing(s).

Please continue to do the right thing. Eventually, the truth will be revealed.

Stay strong. I just said a prayer for you.

 

[tattoopierced1]

I am sorry for what you, and others like us, have to go through with lying women. It is hard enough to remain emotionally neutral to them when they stay out of our lives, but when they continue to meddle (and worse - cause us to incur legal fees) and stress out the family we love - it can be almost impossible to want to do the right thing. Especially, as they continue to do the wrong thing(s).

Please continue to do the right thing. Eventually, the truth will be revealed.

Stay strong. I just said a prayer for you.

Thank you for keeping me in your prayers.. I am emotionally and mentally broken right now, and I know what needs to happen to make it right for my son, but it scares me because it is in the hands of a person who hasnt lived what has went on, and may not want to hear it.

 

[Iron Lungz]

Prayers sent, Tattoo. May you be blessed and healed.

 

[keeper]

More prayers. I will continue to cover this matter. Don't lose heart and don't let go of God's promise to use what Satan means for evil to our good. As Believers we have the assurance that He is indeed in control, though we can't understand what's going on. He sees the first and the last. He's too wise to be mistaken and too good go be unkind. When you can't understand His plan, just trust His heart. He is the ultimate Parent. As much as you love your son, He loves you. Right there where you sit, you are the apple of His eye. Remain faithful and know that we are lifting you and your petition to the Lord.

 

[dg806]

Putting a request out there to keep me and my son in everyone's prayers. My ex is taking me back to court for custody and I'm going to fight for my son. She has put both of us through too much with her lying and deceitful ways and doesnt have the best interest of my son. I'm pretty much at my wits end with stuff and am scared to death being as courts really favor the mom's even though anyone in their right mind that has seen what has been going on for the past 2 years would never give a child to her to care for.

Man I feel you on this. I went through a nasty custody case with my ex and she is the devil. I wish you the best on the outcome.
But remember this, even if it doesn't come out the way you hope, you keep on being the best father you can and spend what time you can with him. I promise you in years to come, it will make a difference!

 

[BUCKNUTS]

Thank you for keeping me in your prayers.. I am emotionally and mentally broken right now, and I know what needs to happen to make it right for my son, but it scares me because it is in the hands of a person who hasnt lived what has went on, and may not want to hear it.

Tattoo I will definitely pray for your emotional well being and that God will give you favor in the eyes of the judge who hears your custody case. God bless.

 

[BeBig]

Putting a request out there to keep me and my son in everyone's prayers. My ex is taking me back to court for custody and I'm going to fight for my son. She has put both of us through too much with her lying and deceitful ways and doesnt have the best interest of my son. I'm pretty much at my wits end with stuff and am scared to death being as courts really favor the mom's even though anyone in their right mind that has seen what has been going on for the past 2 years would never give a child to her to care for.

Hey Tat I will pray for you also I have 3 sons and wouldn't know what I would do if I had this problem THANK GOD I don't....On another note have you gotten back into training for the Tough Man comp...I think that was what you were trying to do when running The One correct????Sorry can't totally remember...but I did follow your log everyday...

 

[JudgementDay]

2 more prayers sent out from my wife and I tattoo, we wish you the best of luck and don't give up faith, God is with you.

 

[tattoopierced1]

Hey Tat I will pray for you also I have 3 sons and wouldn't know what I would do if I had this problem THANK GOD I don't....On another note have you gotten back into training for the Tough Man comp...I think that was what you were trying to do when running The One correct????Sorry can't totally remember...but I did follow your log everyday...

Thank you all again, I will keep everyone updated on what goes on with this and hope for the best.

BeBig: As I suspected, after I stopped putting everything together for the competition, the owner let it fall to the wayside and is now not putting it on. I knew that without me it would never happen, just is ashame that it couldnt go on as planned. Still been flipping tires though!

 

[subweevil]

God bless ya tattoo, sorry to hear about it man. Don't worry it's in His hands, it will work out.

 

[isoc]

For Tattoo and all going through something right now, check out John chapter 11, it is the story of the death and resurrection of Lazarus, which I am sure many of us are familiar with. Please take special note of verse 35, the shortest verse in the Bible "Jesus wept". Even though our savior knew He was about to raise Lazarus from the dead, He knew that everything was going to be ok, He still wept those precious tears, because He cared, because He was full of sympathy and the knowledge of the pain those people were going through.

There is a saying, Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today, and forever. That same Jesus who wept then and not only knew of the eventual victory, but knew and understood their pain, still has that same knowledge today for us. He is still weaping with us over our trials, over our pain, even as He is working to turn it into glory. Please take comfort in that knowledge, and know that the end result of Lazarus being raised from the dead, was not only physical life extension for him, but that many came to believe in Jesus Christ and gain life eternal. Brothers and sisters, our pain and struggle and faithfulness to Him is not in vain

 

[keeper]

^ Powerful stuff! Deep and full of truth.

 

[dragonfly]

Looks like I have some catching up to do !

:nervous:
Uh oh!
My memory is forever tainted then. I'm not perfect, and will admit to giving in to the temptation at points. I do try not to, however. The thought of my wife knowing I looked at other women makes me sad, truthfully. I know that would hurt her, so I really try to be cerebral-faithful as well as I am always in flesh.

For me that prior to period is the problem, like I said I have never been unfaithful to my wife. Or have I?
Matthew 5:27-28 (New International Version)
27"You have heard that it was said, 'Do not commit adultery. 28But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart".
This is very difficult saying. According to the ultimate authority(Jesus) I have been unfaithful a whole lot of times. I try to never dwell on those kinds of thoughts but I would be lying if I said they did not enter my mind from time to time. I know that I would never act on them though my wife is my queen, someone told me along time ago "A happy wife = a happy life" I live by that motto.

I am very familiar with that passage, it is one i also struggle with. I also never have, nor ever will be physically unfaithful to my wife, but i cannot lie, those thoughts have also entered my mind as well. I just ask GOD to send them back where they came from. I believe it is a journey that we are on, and it is our human side that sins. But i take solace in the fact that GOD made all of me, and loves all that he created, good and bad.

Sinning in thought is bad, however it must be understood correctly
Devil likes to play on our weaknesses, and this is one of his favorites.

Morally, there is a huge difference between sin and mere temptation (even the holy Son of God was severely tempted) but Satan loves to muddy the difference. He tempts by putting evil thoughts in your mind. One of his ugliest tricks is to then make you feel guilty about his own failed attempts to tempt you! If sinful thoughts keep coming and you keep fighting them, God commends you for the fight and regards you as victorious. The thoughts are originating not from you, but Satan. It's enjoying wrong thoughts – deliberately entertaining them – that is wrong.

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I would like to say that this has been the most down I have ever been in my life but I am definitely feeling a lot better. I am thankful and grateful that I found this thread and decided to post my prayer request. All of the prayer and well wishes and personal messages I have received here have been wonderful so thanks to all of you, and of course thanks to God who receives all the glory.

I am very thankful too, it is a POWERFUL community we have in here

It is a common struggle isn't it? DR.D talked a couple posts up about how you can becoming desensitized, that's true on an individual level as well on a societal level. If you look back 50 years ago at what was considered obscene those things are now found on ABC family channel, it is amazing how far we have fallen in such a short period of time. We are under assault as are our children and that is definitely something that I pray about a lot.

AGREE. For most people today, obscene is a norm, a way of life. The evil has become good and the good has become evil. We who follow Christ are aliens in this world. Doesn't matter.... 'cause the victory is ours

I thank you brother, and I agree, prayer can be taxing, to groan in spirit, to face our own needs, lacks, faults, and our own powerlessness. But what a joy it is, to know that it is not with fancy words, not with our own worthiness, but because of our Lord and His love and care that we can pray. It is not so much about who is doing the praying as who is doing the listening. It is true that God loves to hear those who are on good terms with Him, who come to Him humbly, sincerely, who believe He can truly do what we ask, but these are things we all can do if we desire. The true power is from Him. To have the desperation in my prayer is something I want so badly, to be desperate, that all other options are gone, to realize that my only hope is Him, to cry out in spirit and soul. What a joy then to pray in thanks, that is what lightens and refreshes to be bursting with praise, to be kneeling in spirit and thanking God, for doing what only He can do, for loving us in spite of our faults, for His matchless grace and mercy, the unearned answer to our prayers, the realization that He does care.

To pray that way is what I want in all my prayers, and to do it often.

Once you truly give yourself to God it is AMAZING what you find yourself capable of doing

 

[isoc]

would like to share this about the perfect timing and provision of our Lord.

All these finances except for one, was expected, but the timing was outstanding. This month I had a number of once a year expenses come up, but I also get paid every two weeks so 2 months a year I get an extra paycheck and this was one of those months. What is really cool is that just yesterday I received a bill for $460.00, I did know about it, but wasnt sure when it was going to come in. I also received a bill for $60.00, this was a surprise. The total of these is $520.00, also in the mail yesterday I received my tax refund of $266.00, again I knew it was coming but not when, almost exactly half of the cost of the bills I received all in the same day. I know some people may think half is good, but I need complete help, I dont want to be only half healed, well today is payday for me, so not only is the rest covered, there is money left over for the normal bills.

Gods timing is perfect, His provision abundant, all praise to our mighty benefactor. There is an old chorus that starts God own the cattle on a thousand hills (I think this is actually from the OT somewhere) and my pastor likes to add that He owns the hills too.

 

[GotTest]

How did I ever miss this thread?
I'll visit often!

 

[BeBig]

For Tattoo and all going through something right now, check out John chapter 11, it is the story of the death and resurrection of Lazarus, which I am sure many of us are familiar with. Please take special note of verse 35, the shortest verse in the Bible "Jesus wept". Even though our savior knew He was about to raise Lazarus from the dead, He knew that everything was going to be ok, He still wept those precious tears, because He cared, because He was full of sympathy and the knowledge of the pain those people were going through.

There is a saying, Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today, and forever. That same Jesus who wept then and not only knew of the eventual victory, but knew and understood their pain, still has that same knowledge today for us. He is still weaping with us over our trials, over our pain, even as He is working to turn it into glory. Please take comfort in that knowledge, and know that the end result of Lazarus being raised from the dead, was not only physical life extension for him, but that many came to believe in Jesus Christ and gain life eternal. Brothers and sisters, our pain and struggle and faithfulness to Him is not in vain

Amen to this brother....I believe Jesus weeps for all of us because we all cause him so much pain....:wave2:

 

[DR.D]

... There is a saying, Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today, and forever. That same Jesus who wept then and not only knew of the eventual victory, but knew and understood their pain, still has that same knowledge today for us. ...

I heard a sermon today that made this same point, and many times we miss the life changing significance of it's message.

The example was fire. If we saw our house on fire, we would think "Oh noooo!" But if we saw on the news that the office in Washington that holds all the tax records burned down, and it may take years to recover all the files before we could pay taxes again, we'd say "YES!"

A fire is a fire to God. He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. But to us, the circumstances of that fire influence the way we react to it. We must stop letting our circumstances dictate our faith! Whether rich or poor, hungry or fed, sick or healthy, whatever, once we finally understand our blessed assurance of victory in Christ and really put our faith in Him instead of our circumstances, those circumstances become practically inconsequential. That's when bad circumstances actually start to excite you! Because you know that means God is about to do something big.

Be disciplined and don't ever quit guys. No matter if you live on bread and water, or lobster and steak, when you lose the preference for either, that's when you finally get it. God is still sovereign, and your circumstances don't change His will or ability to complete His will in your life! Once that clicks in your head, it changes everything. You start seeing God slay giants and defeat whole armies that had been strongholds in your life before that.

 

[DR.D]

^ Powerful stuff! Deep and full of truth.

I like that poem, keeper! Thanks for deciding to share it. :wave2:

 

[dedlifter1]

Putting a request out there to keep me and my son in everyone's prayers. My ex is taking me back to court for custody and I'm going to fight for my son. She has put both of us through too much with her lying and deceitful ways and doesnt have the best interest of my son. I'm pretty much at my wits end with stuff and am scared to death being as courts really favor the mom's even though anyone in their right mind that has seen what has been going on for the past 2 years would never give a child to her to care for.

I am praying for you my friend, i know something about your situation. Iwent through something similiar about 3 years ago, i know it can be difficult, i just recently came to the end of a battle like yours. GOD saw fit to go in my favor, and i pray that your situation goes the same. Instead of being aprehensive, and thinking ill of your ex, try praying for her instead. I know that sounds like something you dont want to do, but if you exercise forgiveness yourself, more often than not, you will be at peace with whatever the outcome may be.

 

[subweevil]

Be disciplined and don't ever quit guys.

Heard a quote once, "Winners never quit and quitters never win." God never quits on us, we should never quit on him. It's easy to get discouraged, but we need to press on!!!

 

[fightbackhxc]

if you guys wanna sweet place to watch sermons at visit lifechurch.tv

its pretty awesome.

 

[Iron Lungz]

Has anyone ever lost their faith?

With the amount of death, violence and general suffering that I have witnessed through-out my stint serving this Country, I always find one person that is going through hell but refuses to let it destroy them. No matter what God they are praying to, I find this to be the backbone to salvation for their soul.

I have to admit, I often find myself wondering about things larger than myself. With the stacks of books that I've read on Ideology and Theology, I start asking more and more questions about overall sanctity of the human spirit. Regardless of what religion one may practice, there are certain things about each one that can be traced back to another belief, or a religious center. I often think that we over-analyze our faith, and do not fully submit to that in which will make us better.

I feel as if I am at cross-roads right now. It's an odd feeling that I have not ever really dealt with on this level.

 

[dedlifter1]

Has anyone ever lost their faith?

With the amount of death, violence and general suffering that I have witnessed through-out my stint serving this Country, I always find one person that is going through hell but refuses to let it destroy them. No matter what God they are praying to, I find this to be the backbone to salvation for their soul.

I have to admit, I often find myself wondering about things larger than myself. With the stacks of books that I've read on Ideology and Theology, I start asking more and more questions about overall sanctity of the human spirit. Regardless of what religion one may practice, there are certain things about each one that can be traced back to another belief, or a religious center. I often think that we over-analyze our faith, and do not fully submit to that in which will make us better.

I feel as if I am at cross-roads right now. It's an odd feeling that I have not ever really dealt with on this level.

Very well said iron. I think we all enter the vortex of that crossroads at one time or another. I hope that you find whatever it is that you are looking for, i truley do. I do not personally feel as you do any longer. I have been at deaths door and made it through that crossroads. Over-analyzing can lead to too many questions that we do not have the answer to. I do not concern myself with what came first, the chicken or the egg. I just believe that they both exist.

 

[DR.D]

Has anyone ever lost their faith? ...

I think about it too, Lungz. Well-meaning people always try to make you feel better by saying 'just stay positive, think positive!' It's true that positive thinking can get you though another day sometimes, but it's not a very secure long-term consolation, is it? Being positive just for the sake of being positive sounds good, but it's not truly faith in God, it's really just faith in faith. Yes, I can be happy and feel secure with positive thoughts. I can jump off of a 9000 story building and be positively dead too, if the object of my faith was bunk! Faith in faith is nothing more than positive thinking. Our faith is no better that the object of that faith. God must be the object of our faith, because nothing else is really faithful enough to bank on. Money, work, a spouce, kids, family, stocks, our skills, our health, our house, it's all subject to loss and one day we will indeed lose it all. There is no Earthly sanctuary! If we put our faith in these things, we will lose that faith in time, because the objects of our faith were unable to deliver.

If God is not the object of our faith, what else is there bro? What else is a sure thing? If you think about it, and be honest with yourself, you'll realize you're stuck with no other choice. Futility is the only other master to serve, and that never ends well. Whether we like it or not, He's our only hope of a happy ending.

 

[B5150]

Has anyone ever lost their faith?

I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; Be strong, and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the Lord. - Psalm 27:13-14

These are the words of a king, King David. You keep good company.

 

[BUCKNUTS]

Has anyone ever lost their faith?

With the amount of death, violence and general suffering that I have witnessed through-out my stint serving this Country, I always find one person that is going through hell but refuses to let it destroy them. No matter [I]what God[/I] they are praying to, I find this to be the backbone to salvation for their soul.

I have to admit, I often find myself wondering about things larger than myself. With the stacks of books that I've read on Ideology and Theology, I start asking more and more questions about overall sanctity of the human spirit. Regardless of what religion one may practice, there are certain things about each one that can be traced back to another belief, or a religious center. I often think that we over-analyze our faith, and do not fully submit to that in which will make us better.

I feel as if I am at cross-roads right now. It's an odd feeling that I have not ever really dealt with on this level.

First of all I'd like to thank you for your service I am the son of a career soldier who fought in 2 wars (Korea and Vietnam) so I have a lot of respect and admiration for those who serve. I personally can't relate to what you are going through over there having never been in a similar situation. I just cannot disagree more with the bolded points, while I will concede that prayer to any god may give you peace in times of trouble that peace is an illusion if you are not praying to the one true God, and the notion that all beliefs/religions are the same or lead to salvation is illogical and self refuting. I have absolutely struggled with my faith at times. I have been a nurse for almost 18 years and have seen children and teenagers dead from car accidents and suicides etc, having children my self it made me angry with God and question Him as to how and why these things happen. I am always brought back to Isaiah 55:8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD.
" No one has suffered more than our Father in heaven. No one has paid more dearly for the allowance of sin into the world. No one has so continuously grieved over the pain of a race gone bad. No one has suffered like the One who paid for our sin in the crucified body of His own Son. No one has suffered more than the One who, when He stretched out His arms and died, showed us how much He loved us. It is this God who, in drawing us to Himself, asks us to trust Him when we are suffering and when our own loved ones cry out in our presence (I Peter 2:21; 3:18; 4:1)."
—RBC's “Our Daily Bread”

 

[keeper]

Has anyone ever lost their faith?

I feel as if I am at cross-roads right now. It's an odd feeling that I have not ever really dealt with on this level.

Iron, I think sometimes we over-think things. "Faith as small as a grain of mustard seed..." Think back over things that have happened in your life that God, only God could have brought you through. There are many for me. Tragic, life altering events that would have left me messed UP if not for the Lord ministering to me on a very personal level. Sometimes, in those times I cried out to Him, His presence was so real, it seemed as if He sat right beside me, hurting for me as only a Father could.

I have never lost faith, but once I did lose hope. I can tell you that is a terrible state. But in time, He restored hope to my heart. Gradually, but fully. I don't take it for granted any more.

Ask Him for clarity on the things that trip you up. Ask for wisdom and understanding. Ask Him to continue to use you as His witness in the world around you. Your love for Him has touched and encouraged me and others here.

 

[Andy G]

Great stuff here and everywhere along this thread. I believe what Dr. D was touching on is what Buddhits refer to as the Laws of Impermanence. "Like the leaves of a tree, or dew on the grass. So should one consider life." Things fade, break, get stolen, they ultimately disappear. Faith is only broken by the user. Prayers out tatoopierced1.

 

[subweevil]

I went through a phase after I had cancer the first time of losing my faith and hope,and being angry at the world. Selfishly, I wished for anyone to get it but me ever again. Cancer found it's next victim sure enough, a person whom I cared for greatly, but never expressed it because we were co-workers, and then never expressed it to her after she left the job to join the FBI, because I knew she wouldn't take the job if I expressed how I felt for her. Truly, I cared for her that much that I let her go so she could get herself where she needed to be in life. Every time, when she came back to the area to visit her friends. she's look me up, and I'd do my best to act disinterested, not in a rude way, but trying to keep it as "Just friends" kinda thing without saying as much. Along the way, over time, she found someone, and they wound up getting married. I attended the wedding and kept in touch over the years. I still heard form her, and her best friend by then had figured me out, but agreed to not say anything. You can guess where this is headed by now I'm sure. One day, I had this feeling that something was "Off", and the phone rang. It was her best friend, and needless to say, it was hard to understand her through the tears. She went on to explain that the doctors had misdiagnosed her Ovarian cancer, and that it had spread. For those not in the know, that kind of cancer has one of the highest cure rates. Even though I could tell what the answer was, I asked anyways. "How far." I asked. Her only reply was that I should come to Virginia as soon as I could. To cut the story short, her best friend had told her about how I felt, but I didn't know that. The guy she had married had filed for divorce about when the cancer got diagnosed, so he wasn't in the picture at that time, guess that's why she said that. It was so hard seeing her there, but it was even harder to hear what she said to me. She wanted me added to her living will, and all the paperwork was ready, I just needed to meet her attorney, sign it, and carry it out. When I asked her why she said "Because only someone who could be as pragmatic as you is good enough to make the right decision for me." It was the roughest thing I've ever done, as it went against all my morals and principles, and it's been the only time I've ever caved on them. That was when I lost my hope and faith. It was restored anew when I got cancer again. I realized then that I was being tested, and oddly, I was happy. Happy because I got it, and none of my friends did. That was when my faith and hope was restored. Point being, we're never given more than we can handle, and God is always there, eager to shoulder the burden with us. Like the poem about footprints in the sand, when Jesus says " I was with you the whole time" the man replies, "No, you weren't because there were 2 sets of footprints, then there was 1, you left me alone." To which Jesus replies, "No, that was the time I carried you." Sorry for the long winded story, and run on paragraph, it's not easy talking about this, just thought you might wanna know that everyone gets tested in their faith and hope. Everyone here is always in my prayers, all the best!!

 

[Irish Cannon]

I went through a phase after I had cancer the first time of losing my faith and hope,and being angry at the world. Selfishly, I wished for anyone to get it but me ever again. Cancer found it's next victim sure enough, a person whom I cared for greatly, but never expressed it because we were co-workers, and then never expressed it to her after she left the job to join the FBI, because I knew she wouldn't take the job if I expressed how I felt for her. Truly, I cared for her that much that I let her go so she could get herself where she needed to be in life. Every time, when she came back to the area to visit her friends. she's look me up, and I'd do my best to act disinterested, not in a rude way, but trying to keep it as "Just friends" kinda thing without saying as much. Along the way, over time, she found someone, and they wound up getting married. I attended the wedding and kept in touch over the years. I still heard form her, and her best friend by then had figured me out, but agreed to not say anything. You can guess where this is headed by now I'm sure. One day, I had this feeling that something was "Off", and the phone rang. It was her best friend, and needless to say, it was hard to understand her through the tears. She went on to explain that the doctors had misdiagnosed her Ovarian cancer, and that it had spread. For those not in the know, that kind of cancer has one of the highest cure rates. Even though I could tell what the answer was, I asked anyways. "How far." I asked. Her only reply was that I should come to Virginia as soon as I could. To cut the story short, her best friend had told her about how I felt, but I didn't know that. The guy she had married had filed for divorce about when the cancer got diagnosed, so he wasn't in the picture at that time, guess that's why she said that. It was so hard seeing her there, but it was even harder to hear what she said to me. She wanted me added to her living will, and all the paperwork was ready, I just needed to meet her attorney, sign it, and carry it out. When I asked her why she said "Because only someone who could be as pragmatic as you is good enough to make the right decision for me." It was the roughest thing I've ever done, as it went against all my morals and principles, and it's been the only time I've ever caved on them. That was when I lost my hope and faith. It was restored anew when I got cancer again. I realized then that I was being tested, and oddly, I was happy. Happy because I got it, and none of my friends did. That was when my faith and hope was restored. Point being, we're never given more than we can handle, and God is always there, eager to shoulder the burden with us. Like the poem about footprints in the sand, when Jesus says " I was with you the whole time" the man replies, "No, you weren't because there were 2 sets of footprints, then there was 1, you left me alone." To which Jesus replies, "No, that was the time I carried you." Sorry for the long winded story, and run on paragraph, it's not easy talking about this, just thought you might wanna know that everyone gets tested in their faith and hope. Everyone here is always in my prayers, all the best!!

Wow. That's quite a story my friend. How are you doing now? How long ago was this?

 

[DR.D]

... It was restored anew when I got cancer again. I realized then that I was being tested, and oddly, I was happy. Happy because I got it ...

You're a good man, sub!
:thumbsup:


Today's Turning Point (Dr. David Jeremiah)
Friday, May 29

Thank You for My Hurting

O My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will. - Matthew 26:39

David, a 2-year-old with leukemia, was taken to see Dr. Truman who specialized in treating children with cancer and various blood diseases. At the age of three, after a year of the usual treatments, David had to have a spinal tap a painful procedure at any age. "If it hurts, remember it's because he loves you" said his mother of Dr. Truman. The procedure was horrendous, taking three nurses to hold down David's little flailing body as he sobbed. When it was over, the tiny boy, soaked in sweat and tears, looked up at the doctor and said, "Thank you, Dr. Tooman, for my hurting."

When we experience pain, it's difficult to believe that anything good could come of it. But if, in those difficult times, we can reflect upon the life and cross of our Lord Jesus, it may be easier for us to see that God truly does have a plan and purpose for pain in our life. That purpose may not be clear when we are blinded by the pain and sorrow, but we can rest assured that in the end we will be able to say, "Thank you Lord, for my hurting."

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love. - Mother Teresa

 

[subweevil]

Wow. That's quite a story my friend. How are you doing now? How long ago was this?

No worries, I'm doing fine now, thanks for asking!! I had gotten cancer, non-related Hodgkins back when I was 16, very mild case. Bad thing was I got it during puberty. Second time was shortly after I turned 22. So far, thank God, it hasn't reared it's ugly head.

 

[BUCKNUTS]

She wanted me added to her living will, and all the paperwork was ready, I just needed to meet her attorney, sign it, and carry it out. When I asked her why she said "Because only someone who could be as pragmatic as you is good enough to make the right decision for me." It was the roughest thing I've ever done, as it went against all my morals and principles, and it's been the only time I've ever caved on them.

I went through this same type of thing with both of my parents. I am one of the youngest children but because I was always the faithful, reliable son both of my parents made me their power of attorney and executor of their wills. I really didn't struggle with it morally because they both were clear on what they wanted me to do. My father told me when it's time and my lungs fail your mother and sisters will want to put me on a ventilator and I know I can count on you to do what I ask and let me go. Sure enough when that day came that's exactly what happened, it was rough but I honored his wishes and same with my mom when she decided to stop chemo and go into the care of hospice. Subweevil not many could look at there own illness in that way and have faith restored that is awesome testimony. God bless.

 

[GotTest]

These posts have been a true blessing!
Right when I start whining about my petty issues, I see God pull some of you through some bigger ones.
Keep up the testimonies!!!

 

[Irish Cannon]

You're a good man, sub!
:thumbsup:


Today's Turning Point (Dr. David Jeremiah)
Friday, May 29

Thank You for My Hurting

O My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will. - Matthew 26:39

David, a 2-year-old with leukemia, was taken to see Dr. Truman who specialized in treating children with cancer and various blood diseases. At the age of three, after a year of the usual treatments, David had to have a spinal tap a painful procedure at any age. "If it hurts, remember it's because he loves you" said his mother of Dr. Truman. The procedure was horrendous, taking three nurses to hold down David's little flailing body as he sobbed. When it was over, the tiny boy, soaked in sweat and tears, looked up at the doctor and said, "Thank you, Dr. Tooman, for my hurting."

When we experience pain, it's difficult to believe that anything good could come of it. But if, in those difficult times, we can reflect upon the life and cross of our Lord Jesus, it may be easier for us to see that God truly does have a plan and purpose for pain in our life. That purpose may not be clear when we are blinded by the pain and sorrow, but we can rest assured that in the end we will be able to say, "Thank you Lord, for my hurting."

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love. - Mother Teresa

This reminds me of CS Lewis' book The Problem of Pain.

 

[delsolrob]

reading through this thread has been inspirational!

subbed!

 

[subweevil]

This reminds me of CS Lewis' book The Problem of Pain.

I have never read that book, but I will give it a go now, thanks!! Another good book to read, actually, 2 good books are "Tuesdays With Morrie" and "The 5 People You Meet On The Way To Heaven", both by Mitch Album. Ironically, both books came recommended to me from a friend who will always prefer the bottom of a bottle, surprised he was sober enough to read them. Sometimes, God speaks through the strangest means, but those 2 books, especially the last one, truly helped re-affirm my beliefs, and made me realize that I was leading a small, petty and vengeful life. Once I let go of all that rage and anger, I felt and lived better. I was afraid to let go of it, but I did. Instead of channeling my anger and rage into working harder, working out harder, or faulting things, I learned to embrace the happiness of just doing things in His way. I thought I had been, but I was wrong, I was helping someone out of anger, not out of love.

 

[isoc]

this thread is awesome and all here are a great inspiration to me, to see the battles that many of you have gone through and to make it through with life and faith intact is amazing, you are all testimonies of the glory of God and I thank Him for you and this thread daily.

For all those who are going through a tough time in their faith, we read this passage yesterday speaking of Abraham, and I think it applies to many here already, and may provide motivation for those going through a tough time in their faith:

Genesis 18:19

For I know him, that he will command his children and his household after him, and they shall keep the way of the LORD, to do justice and judgment; that the LORD may bring upon Abraham that which he hath spoken of him.

What a great thing to have the Lord say about us, "I know him and he is faithful", it is awesome that many here I think can say the Lord can say that about them, and for those going through a tough time in faith, use this as motivation. What higher praise, or greater accolade can their be than that. Not to mention, check out the last part, it is talking about the blessing, by remaining faithful we will get the blessing promised by God. That is a great motivation right there, but I am still stuck on having Him be able to say that he knows me and knows that I am faithful to Him. Can you imagine Ronnie Coleman being able to say that about you and your training? Wouldnt that be motivation when dieting/training gets tough and you dont want to go into the gym, or pass up on those sweets? What more motivation when the creator of all can say that to you about how you live your entire life. That is my greatest desire to have my God think well of me, and I do pray for all here that all will have that testimony and the perseverence to maintain it. Thank you all for your sharing, your motivation, your kindness, you make a difference.

 

[BUCKNUTS]

I have never read that book, but I will give it a go now, thanks!! Another good book to read, actually, 2 good books are "Tuesdays With Morrie" and "The 5 People You Meet On The Way To Heaven", both by Mitch Album. Ironically, both books came recommended to me from a friend who will always prefer the bottom of a bottle, surprised he was sober enough to read them. Sometimes, God speaks through the strangest means, but those 2 books, especially the last one, truly helped re-affirm my beliefs, and made me realize that I was leading a small, petty and vengeful life. Once I let go of all that rage and anger, I felt and lived better. I was afraid to let go of it, but I did. Instead of channeling my anger and rage into working harder, working out harder, or faulting things, I learned to embrace the happiness of just doing things in His way. I thought I had been, but I was wrong, I was helping someone out of anger, not out of love.

Matthew 22:37-40 (New King James Version)

37 Jesus said to him, “ ‘You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.’[a] 38 This is the first and great commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ 40 On these two commandments hang all the Law and the Prophets.”

1 Corinthians 13 (New King James Version)

1 Corinthians 13
The Greatest Gift
1 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. 2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, it profits me nothing.
4 Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; 5 does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; 6 does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; 7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8 Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part. 10 But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part will be done away.
11 When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. 12 For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
13 And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

It's all about the love isn't it bro?

 

[keeper]

That's a word in due season for a lot of us, Buck.

 

[isoc]

Just saw a thread here in the general conversation section called what the heck are we here for?, and read through some of the responses and wow am I glad I am saved and a Christian because we know why we are here, to glorify God, spread the gospel and be His witnesses. We dont have to wonder, to think that life is pointless, to have no direction, no goals, or ever changing marks in our life. Whatever age, whatever action, our purpose and goal is still the same and clear. O Lord what a simple and glorious life you have given us, what purpose, what hope, how great it is to be His! What a great need can be seen from that thread for the Lord to be in those peoples lives. I pray that we can all be better witnesses to help search for the lost, in prayer, in word, and deed.

 

[jon671]

Two days ago we got another ultrasound from someone else who did not know what the other radiologist thought. I knew something was wrong and assumed that it was the same thing they saw on the other ultrasound the diaphragmatic hernia. So yesterday we went back to our doctor and got the news that the baby had past. We had to induce labor and by yesterday evening my wife went into labor. She was in pain and they told her it could take days, but after about five hours her water broke and the baby came out. Very emotional seeing my baby like that. It was a boy we named it Tyler and it was baptised. The physical appearance was normal. We refused an autopsy, because it won't tell us the things we need to know. I am working on burial arrangements as soon as possible. The hardest part was waking up in the ob ward with other couples in the rooms around us and their babies crying. My wife is healthy, but she is having emotional issues as am I. But I am thankful she is okay and that it went rather quickly. Thanks for your prayers and I hope everyone on this thread who is praying gets the blessings they are looking for.

 

[Beau]

Two days ago we got another ultrasound from someone else who did not know what the other radiologist thought. I knew something was wrong and assumed that it was the same thing they saw on the other ultrasound the diaphragmatic hernia. So yesterday we went back to our doctor and got the news that the baby had past. We had to induce labor and by yesterday evening my wife went into labor. She was in pain and they told her it could take days, but after about five hours her water broke and the baby came out. Very emotional seeing my baby like that. It was a boy we named it Tyler and it was baptised. The physical appearance was normal. We refused an autopsy, because it won't tell us the things we need to know. I am working on burial arrangements as soon as possible. The hardest part was waking up in the ob ward with other couples in the rooms around us and their babies crying. My wife is healthy, but she is having emotional issues as am I. But I am thankful she is okay and that it went rather quickly. Thanks for your prayers and I hope everyone on this thread who is praying gets the blessings they are looking for.

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I don't have any words to offer, except just to say I am so very sorry for what you are going through.

 

[GotTest]

Two days ago we got another ultrasound from someone else who did not know what the other radiologist thought. I knew something was wrong and assumed that it was the same thing they saw on the other ultrasound the diaphragmatic hernia. So yesterday we went back to our doctor and got the news that the baby had past. We had to induce labor and by yesterday evening my wife went into labor. She was in pain and they told her it could take days, but after about five hours her water broke and the baby came out. Very emotional seeing my baby like that. It was a boy we named it Tyler and it was baptised. The physical appearance was normal. We refused an autopsy, because it won't tell us the things we need to know. I am working on burial arrangements as soon as possible. The hardest part was waking up in the ob ward with other couples in the rooms around us and their babies crying. My wife is healthy, but she is having emotional issues as am I. But I am thankful she is okay and that it went rather quickly. Thanks for your prayers and I hope everyone on this thread who is praying gets the blessings they are looking for.

My heart truly breaks for you and your wife. I know there is nothing I can say that can change anything but I do know that God can use the absolute WORST situation and reveal Himself through it.
God absolutely loves the both of you and cares about what your going through. Lean on Him and I will keep you both in prayer!

 

[BUCKNUTS]

Two days ago we got another ultrasound from someone else who did not know what the other radiologist thought. I knew something was wrong and assumed that it was the same thing they saw on the other ultrasound the diaphragmatic hernia. So yesterday we went back to our doctor and got the news that the baby had past. We had to induce labor and by yesterday evening my wife went into labor. She was in pain and they told her it could take days, but after about five hours her water broke and the baby came out. Very emotional seeing my baby like that. It was a boy we named it Tyler and it was baptised. The physical appearance was normal. We refused an autopsy, because it won't tell us the things we need to know. I am working on burial arrangements as soon as possible. The hardest part was waking up in the ob ward with other couples in the rooms around us and their babies crying. My wife is healthy, but she is having emotional issues as am I. But I am thankful she is okay and that it went rather quickly. Thanks for your prayers and I hope everyone on this thread who is praying gets the blessings they are looking for.

Jon I am so very sorry for your loss man I pray that in time you and your wife will find healing and peace of mind. I want to share this passage of scripture with you it's psalm 139: 13-16

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.

I don't pretend to know what God's plan is for Tyler but it's clear that God always knew him and Tyler is with Him now and you will see him again. Grace and peace to you and your wife you will continue to be in my prayers.

 

[keeper]

I once heard a pastor give his take on children who die young. It was only his own opinion, but it was beautiful. He said there are play areas in heaven and certain angels specifically are assigned to tend the little ones til their parents get there.

Jon, I hope this is not presumptuous, but I need to give you and your wife something. It is intended to bring comfort and place a visual in your minds of baby Tyler as he is now.

"Bouncing on an Angel's Knee"

I know this is a sad time, but please don't cry for me,
I'm bouncing on an angel's knee!
The angels sing as they rock me to sleep
In voices that are soft and sweet.
They cradle me and cuddle me and tell me I am loved,
So many here to care for me in this beautiful land above.

They make me feel so special here, I hope you know it's true.
But I'll find ways to come around, somehow I'll come to you.
Look for me in the rustle of the tumbling Autumn leaves
or in a tiny snowflake as is dances in the breeze.

You'll wish that I could be there when Christmas comes each year,
But think of what it's like for me to celebrate it here!
The angles told me all about the first Christmas
When Jesus was born the Christ child.
You know, the day I got here, He held me for a long, long while.
He whispered that He loves me and that He loves you, too
And that one day you'll come be with us. He promised me it's true.

So know that I am happy and well, and when you think of me... remember
Your little boy is bouncing on an angel's knee.


May God draw you and your wife into His lap and cradle you both against His great chest, so close that you both feel the beating of His heart.

 

[BeBig]

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I don't have any words to offer, except just to say I am so very sorry for what you are going through.

Well said Beau...I don't know what to say either but you said it well and I agree...We will pray for you Jon...:wave2:

 

[dedlifter1]

Two days ago we got another ultrasound from someone else who did not know what the other radiologist thought. I knew something was wrong and assumed that it was the same thing they saw on the other ultrasound the diaphragmatic hernia. So yesterday we went back to our doctor and got the news that the baby had past. We had to induce labor and by yesterday evening my wife went into labor. She was in pain and they told her it could take days, but after about five hours her water broke and the baby came out. Very emotional seeing my baby like that. It was a boy we named it Tyler and it was baptised. The physical appearance was normal. We refused an autopsy, because it won't tell us the things we need to know. I am working on burial arrangements as soon as possible. The hardest part was waking up in the ob ward with other couples in the rooms around us and their babies crying. My wife is healthy, but she is having emotional issues as am I. But I am thankful she is okay and that it went rather quickly. Thanks for your prayers and I hope everyone on this thread who is praying gets the blessings they are looking for.

Jon, as I sit here reading this post at 6am, know that i weep for your child, and for your family.
Make the wind blow upon my face, that i may know my childs sweet breath.
Make your hand touch upon my breast, that I may know my childs warm body.
Make your lips whisper in my ear, that i may know my childs voice.
Make your eyes lay upon my sorrow, that I may know my childs face.
Make the angels sing louder, that I may know my childs laughter.
Make the heavens shine brighter, that I may know my childs love.
MAKE THE SUN LIGHTEN THE DARKNESS, THAT I MAY KNOW PEACE.
In CHRISTS name, Amen.

 

[subweevil]

Jon, sorry for you and your wife's loss my friend. Your in my prayers, God bless!!

 

[Zero V]

I wanted to say thank you to everyone who has sent out prayers my way, and I have been watching and reading as well some of the many things.

here to bug for another prayer

My back is giving my some severe issues, out of nowhere. Pretty rough pain, I cant find a comfortable position. Hoping to see it go away in a day or two by itself. It is n the actually spinal cord, nt muscles. This is why I am worried. I have been munching on painkillers fyi just in case my grammar is bad.