I'm still bigger, I'm still stronger, and I'm still perpetually pissed off for no reason. It's getting to be really weird. It really shows me how little control of my emotions I really have.
I've been busy with work, school, and personal issues, but I'll be working out again tomorrow. I've been down to three full body workouts a week instead of four, which is regrettable. I've come to use exercise as a major crutch of sorts to vent my own negative emotions and stress. But the lack of frequency in this outlet is messing up my "mojo".
Anyways, still on 20mg of nolva, still taking DAA, and still taking arimistane. Still have extra adipose accumulation around my chest, but it doesn't seem too drastic.
I weigh 276 pounds as of this morning.
At the gym Monday, I was able to pull off 15 (failure on 16) pull ups, 19 (failure on 20) chin ups. They're really easy now, which a few years ago is something that I couldn't have even dreamed of. I'll begin putting weight on my belt once I hit an easy 25 pull ups, and I'm sure by then I'll be higher on chin ups.
I'm very impatient to begin a cut. I have a lot of body fat, and I'm gaining more. I really should have cut down to 230 before this. I was at 269lbs before this, and I'll be able to (hopefully) get down to 230 before June if I really play my diet right. That leaves me a month and a half for around 45 pounds. Which is doable based on my track record with fat loss, I may take it slower for muscle retention purposes though, we'll see.
If anyone has a possible explanation for my after-cycle growth, I'm open to hearing them.