Whiskey Steve
Active member
Please read the book i was telling glenihan about.....it will teach you everything you need to know about faith so you can do what is necessary to be healedtoughchick401 said:Perhaps I might want to try to belive in god, well scratch that I DO BELIVE IN GOD!!! but perhaps its time to not be angry at him...
This comes from my ultrasound tonight on my neck discovering 2 golf ball sized tumors or as the tech said abnormal nodules...SWEET!! so as I layed on the table, crying, (it was painful) and thinking here we go again, I decided what will be will be, and no more anger. I named my abnormal nodules (lame right) but now it's no more treatments, no more radiation, nothing....a yr, 2 or months I let "him" decide,my time is my time. And if it;s sooner than later, I can only hope to see my sister again.
Thanks for the well wishes, and advice, and the guidance in finding my way so to speak.
This sickness is not a punishment for punishment is not in this lifetime. Your sickness has been created by your thoughts(the book will explain). This lifetime is a time for learning and is a necessary step to obtain a body.