I'm not sure if anyone should crave it.
Always something makes my cortisol spike, like: animals that die, a cold spell killing all flowers, a hailstorm destroying it all, idiot staff breaking the equipment, opossum attacking the chicken at night, the dog hunting neighbors poultry, electricity blackout and all hatching chicken dead, lake losing water -turning all into a swamp, all muscadines eaten by birds (or employees -telling you it were birds)...you got the picture.
Thinking about selling it all. For me change is happiness. One day a farmer, the next day an explorer -touring planet earth, never standing still.