lol! It's still there, but not in general. In the gym, yes. But, most of the time it is
Thanks, bro. I'm impressed at how I haven't stalled out on strength yet and that it just seems to keep going up (it's this kind of stuff that makes me wonder what would happen if I ever did turn to AAS lol).
And aggression...yeah...lol. I seriously just loathe when people do that in the gym. Living alone doesn't help me, either. The more I'm alone and isolated, the less I'm used to being in a situation of making compromises, being around situations that I don't enjoy, necessarily, etc.
Speaking of aggression - Tuesday, i went to go move the pulley down to the low setting from the top to do my cable curls. The bar (preacher shape) was already on it from someone else and when I leaned down to pull the pin out, the bar slammed down on the back of my head! The stupid bar that goes down between the plates came all the way up and out. I was so pissed. It took everything in me not to start throwing things - no joke. I wish that place had a heavy bag so bad, because I would have ripped it off the chain and taken it to the ground and just wailed on it.