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Kratom users - Let’s kick it!

I'm going to try my best to stay out of this thread since so many of you disagree with me. I feel kratom can be a very beneficial substance when used as intended, but I realize it has addictive potential. To those who are addicted and trying to quit, I apologize if I offended you all in any way.

My posts were more to try and defend the reputation of kratom as a potential life saver (which it can be) than to try and disrespect anyone who is trying to quit kratom.

For those trying to quit, I again, give you the best of luck, and check my formula I posted here for treating withdrawal symptoms.


I'm going to try my best to stay out of this thread since so many of you disagree with me. I feel kratom can be a very beneficial substance when used as intended, but I realize it has addictive potential. To those who are addicted and trying to quit, I apologize if I offended you all in any way.

My posts were more to try and defend the reputation of kratom as a potential life saver (which it can be) than to try and disrespect anyone who is trying to quit kratom.

For those trying to quit, I again, give you the best of luck, and check my formula.


It sounds like you are trying to self medicate. Take my word for it, I did that for years with any substance I could get my hands on that I thought might help my brain. Finally, after a major life changing trauma, I decided to see a psychiatrist and psychologist and I've never felt better. I found an SSRI that works good and I'm also on a benzo and some other drugs for the anxiety. I HIGHLY recommend you go down that path rather than self medication, but you can lead on a horse to water sometimes, but not make him drink.

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Here are my recommendations for anxiety reducing OTC supplements. It sounds like you've tried some of them, but could benefit with others.:

  • Invalid Link Removed Kava is like herbal Valium. One cap works to get you feeling good, but 2 is also good. It has 30% kavalactones extract which is one of the highest extracts on the market and NOW is one of the safest and most trusted supplement companies out there. I also combo Kava with the next 2 supplements for added benefit. Kava is like herbal Valium. It works great for anxiety, as well as sleep.
  • Invalid Link Removed This one isn't so much a mood supplement, but it has fatty acids and tons of choline and inositol - both of which can sort of help depression and anxiety if taken in large enough doses, especially insoitol (see the article I linked at the very bottom for more information), but the main reason I take it with kava is because the kavalactones bind to the fat and make them more orally bioavailable.
  • Invalid Link Removed Theanine is great for relaxation, anxiety and sleep. There's tons of good studies on it and they add some decaf green tea extract for added antioxidant benefit. The combo of Kava, Theanine and Lecithin will definitely give you a very strong anti-anxiety benefit.
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  • Invalid Link Removed is another great phenibut product. They advertise it as a GH aid, but it's really not for that. It has l-dopa in it and other ingredients that are going to chill you out really well. Just be careful with it, as phenibut can be addictive if you use it everyday.
  • Invalid Link Removed - This supplement can be very helpful for depression and anxiety. It contains St. John's Wort, which is prescribed in Germany as an anti-depressant, Holy Basil Extract, Valerian, which attaches to the GABA receptors like a benzodiazepine, 5-HTP which converts to serotonin, GABA itself, which obviously relaxes you, Taurine & L-Theanine which both have some benefits for relaxation and mood.
  • Invalid Link Removed - 5HTP converts to serotonin in the brain, so it's essentially doing what SSRIs are doing, just in a different method and in a different way. It's a version of the amino acid tryptophan, which you can also buy Invalid Link Removed. You can take these before bed as they will help you sleep, but you can also take them during the day to relax you and boost your serotonin levels. I'd recommend reading about all the different ingredients on examine.com and seeing which one might be right for you.
  • Invalid Link Removed - Pregnenolone is a Invalid Link Removed that was recently approved by the FDA for post partum depression in women, but it can also work for people who are depressed and lonely. They have been Invalid Link Removed and it works great in some people, and some people don't have any benefit.
  • Invalid Link Removed - CBD has been shown to have benefits for anxiety at around 300mg. I buy the 83mg from the CBDistillery, which batch tests all their products for purity, quality, and the proper dosages. I recommend the full spectrum CBD that has 0.03% T H C. It works amazing for anxiety if you take about 2ml.
  • Invalid Link Removed - Lithium is a well known anti-depressant and natural mineral. This mineral has so many uses, I couldn'teven begin to list them all here. Just read this Invalid Link Removed. You can start off with 5mg and work up to 20mg as long as your kidneys are working (get your blood tests regularly!)
Finally, I also highly recommend meditation. Using an app like Headspace daily to work on your breathing will help control your anxiety and negative thoughts. Fortune 500 companies are now teaching meditation classes in their businesses, because it's shown to increase cognitive function and has tons of other benefits. It's not a religious thing, it's more like breathing exercises where you just turn off your mind and focus on your breathing and after time it can really help.
I wasn't offended by your posts. I do think kratom has some benefits, definitely seems to be great for bridging off of hard opiates. In the reddit kratom subthread, there are lots of folks who are so thankful they found kratom to get off of the rx opiates. I think it's great of used short term or if used very conservatively. I had a pretty rough knee surgery in 2019 where I learned that I needed it replaced. There was alot of trauma. I started using kratom vs taking my prescribed hydros. I used it for a while and then quit. Was off for months and then covid hit and started back up 3 times a day amd then to 4.

I repeat this. I havent found that its ruining my life In some ways I'm more focused and locked in with the mood and nootropics boost. It's just annoying really. I appreciate the info. I have 5hot, tyrosine, and sam e on deck with ashwagandha as well. I may try some kava or kanna. My doc years ago prescribed lexapro but I didn't want it at the time. I realize now if the other stuff doesn't work maybe I need it. I know the root of my issues which I don't need to bring on here but in addition to pre existing anxiety and likely cumulative ptsd, I have to of stress on a daily basis which exacerbates my anxiety to very uncomfortable levels. Training helps a little bit then its over and the day and stress is back on. I'm having a rough week and some rough weeks ahead. I'm going to try my hardest but in all honesty the green hulk may be calling during this time. I need to overcome it amd just deal with it, I know. I cant say thanks enough this is a great thread.
 
For anixety I use l theanine like mentioned and senoril. I'd definitely recommend theanine it's very safe even at high doses and it doesn't build a tolerance.... Goes great with stims if they tend to give you anixety like me
 
I wasn't offended by your posts. I do think kratom has some benefits, definitely seems to be great for bridging off of hard opiates. In the reddit kratom subthread, there are lots of folks who are so thankful they found kratom to get off of the rx opiates. I think it's great of used short term or if used very conservatively. I had a pretty rough knee surgery in 2019 where I learned that I needed it replaced. There was alot of trauma. I started using kratom vs taking my prescribed hydros. I used it for a while and then quit. Was off for months and then covid hit and started back up 3 times a day amd then to 4.

That's great you used it for knee surgery as a pain replacement for hydros.

But yeah, the COVID has hit us all with a lot of stress, so don't feel ashamed about it or anything. There's a lot of time spent being bored during COVID, so a rec drug can be a strong temptation when you can't go out anywhere.

I repeat this. I havent found that its ruining my life In some ways I'm more focused and locked in with the mood and nootropics boost. It's just annoying really.

That's good then. You shouldn't have much trouble quitting it. I would just taper it down.

I appreciate the info. I have 5hot, tyrosine, and sam e on deck with ashwagandha as well. I may try some kava or kanna.

They sell injectable tyrosine somewhere? I'd love to see these. N-acetyl-tyrosine is supposed to be one of the better forms of it when taken with B6 to help it crom the BBB. Sam-E for me sent me into a manic state, which is apparently something that can happen with it. I read bout it on examine. Ashwagandha would also be helpful as well.

I highly recommend kava. You can either buy the 250mg capsules I liked, which are very strong and potent, or buy bulk instantized powder from kalmwithkava.com. Just mix it up in a cup with some l sunflower lecithin powder and either stir it a lot or use an automatic whisker. Something like this whisker would be perfect.

It's like herbal Valium, feels great and works great.

My doc years ago prescribed lexapro but I didn't want it at the time. I realize now if the other stuff doesn't work maybe I need it. I know the root of my issues which I don't need to bring on here but in addition to pre existing anxiety and likely cumulative ptsd, I have to of stress on a daily basis which exacerbates my anxiety to very uncomfortable levels

Yeah man, there's no reason to suffer. If you have insurance, just go see a psych and a psychologist to start on cognitive behavior therapy and find an SSRI that works. I can tell you from experience, it can take some time to find an SSRI/SNRI that fits.

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For anixety I use l theanine like mentioned and senoril. I'd definitely recommend theanine it's very safe even at high doses and it doesn't build a tolerance.... Goes great with stims if they tend to give you anixety like me

Yeah, L-Theanine would be a great help. NOW makes a double strength formula with Inositol (which a lot of people feel helps with depression and anxiety, but in much larger doses). But, L-Theanine honestly puts me to sleep at high doses, so 100mg is enough for me. :ROFLMAO:
I've been taking a product called Anxie-T which has 200mg of l-theanine, cocoa extract at 100mg, ashwanghanda at 100mg, 100mg of GABA, 100mg of 30% of kava extract, and theobromide at 100mg. The idea of the coca and theobromide is that it will help you say away since it has so many sleep agents in it. But it's really a good product and I recommend it.
 
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For anixety I use l theanine like mentioned and senoril. I'd definitely recommend theanine it's very safe even at high doses and it doesn't build a tolerance.... Goes great with stims if they tend to give you anixety like me

Invalid Link Removed is a special patented version of Ashwagandha that contains both the root and the leaves. Some people claim it's not so great, while other's like it. I recommend the good old Invalid Link Removed which just uses the root formula.
 
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Invalid Link Removed is a special patented version of Ashwagandha that contains both the root and the leaves. Some people claim it's not so great, while other's like it. I recommend the good old Invalid Link Removed which just uses the root formula.
I use both. ksm most report a somewhat stimulating effect- really just very subtle "chill" for me I guess... senoril is reported more sedating but I'd call it relaxing/calming with more pronounced effects. Both can be has for under 10 ea for a month+ so I'd just try both and see what you prefer.

I'm currently on 500mgs of theanine 3x a day lol so my "relaxing" might be your bed time 😅
 
I use both. ksm most report a somewhat stimulating effect- really just very subtle "chill" for me I guess... senoril is reported more sedating but I'd call it relaxing/calming with more pronounced effects. Both can be has for under 10 ea for a month+ so I'd just try both and see what you prefer.

Yeah, it's interested that there are two versions of it. Sensoril is owned and patented by a company called Natreon, while KSM-66 is patented by Sabsina, a huge Indian industrial company that supplies supplement powders to many of the vendors you use. I tend to feel the India company knows a little more about it than an American company.

The other weird thing about Sensoril is they have it patented for all these different things that it probably doesn't help.

Like Alzheimer's Disease, cognition orders after a patient has a stroke, ADHD, adding it to burgers (weird study), autism, carpel tunnel syndrome, making it into a lotion to increase skin hydration, how it helps pregnant child, and tons of other weird stuff.

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They also have tons of patents on it for weird stuff also like Anti-dementia, Anti-Psychotic, hair regrowth, menopause and etc.

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I'm currently on 500mgs of theanine 3x a day lol so my "relaxing" might be your bed time 😅

Holy sh!t! How do you stay awake? Why are you taking so much?
 
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Maybe just how I was made, maybe all the depressant type drugs I use to use, I have a very high tolerance. It doesn't make me tired at all and really not much does except an old script for trazodone. I don't see benefits at the normal doses in comparison when I have lowered so guess it's just my sweet spot 🤷

On the flip side if I take nothing and drink a bang or monster anytime after noon I'm up till 4 am easy so I'm probably just built different
 
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You need to cool it with the affiliate links. Trying to profit off the people of this forum without being a sponsor is shady, but It's especially gross in a thread where people are trying to beat a harmful addiction. If you can't use clean links, then you obviously don't actually give a **** when dispensing your "advice" and are only in it for the $$.

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Yes stimulants and nicotine increase my anxiety as well. Although I find dmaa, which I avoided for years out of fear, feels great. Very smooth clean energy amd pure focus with no anxiety but actually the opposite in a big mood boost. I chewed Copenhagen for years but quit years ago, and started chewing the gum that is supposed to ween you off but instead a would chew a pack of it a day😒 then I moved to my current nicotine no tobacco pouches that burn like real wintergreen chew and you dont spit. As well as I'm extremely embarrassed to say vape pens. Not the big flute, but the small disposables. This isn another issue that needs to be addressed but one problem at a time, right.

The sucky thing with covid is that it split my days in the office, which sucked but my cutting goals were dead on point. I ran a cut cycle/ training during this time frame with the best weight amd fat loss gains I believe I've ever experienced. It was truly a transformation. I got complemented everywhere, not to sound like I'm bragging or like an ass. But for the first time in many years....coming from a powerlifting heavyweight physique to a lean (not quit matthersby, zoo show ready lol) 220, i felt great. I worked on my tan amd spent 90% of the summer in a tank or shirtless in my neighborhood (going to pool, lawn cutting, walks) or out and about lol. I used kratom this when time and I believe it greatly helped and benefit me. It seems now though more of an annoyance than a helper.
 
StarScream66

You need to cool it with the affiliate links. Trying to profit off the people of this forum without being a sponsor is shady, but It's especially gross in a thread where people are trying to beat a harmful addiction. If you can't use clean links, then you obviously don't actually give a **** when dispensing your "advice" and are only in it for the $$.

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He is gone. He's been warned several times.
 
Although banned I do like more info on products. I have tried all of them with decent effects. I didnt realized there was a difference between ksm amd sensoril. I have regular ksm ashwagandha and it definitely has a calming effect but if sensoril is more potent that may be of interest. Idk what it is. Although these products do provide relief it's not the same as a good bali gold or super green. Even as kratom provides less than it did at first, of course....those products just dont compare.
 
Yes stimulants and nicotine increase my anxiety as well. Although I find dmaa, which I avoided for years out of fear, feels great. Very smooth clean energy amd pure focus with no anxiety but actually the opposite in a big mood boost. I chewed Copenhagen for years but quit years ago, and started chewing the gum that is supposed to ween you off but instead a would chew a pack of it a day😒 then I moved to my current nicotine no tobacco pouches that burn like real wintergreen chew and you dont spit. As well as I'm extremely embarrassed to say vape pens. Not the big flute, but the small disposables. This isn another issue that needs to be addressed but one problem at a time, right.

The sucky thing with covid is that it split my days in the office, which sucked but my cutting goals were dead on point. I ran a cut cycle/ training during this time frame with the best weight amd fat loss gains I believe I've ever experienced. It was truly a transformation. I got complemented everywhere, not to sound like I'm bragging or like an ass. But for the first time in many years....coming from a powerlifting heavyweight physique to a lean (not quit matthersby, zoo show ready lol) 220, i felt great. I worked on my tan amd spent 90% of the summer in a tank or shirtless in my neighborhood (going to pool, lawn cutting, walks) or out and about lol. I used kratom this when time and I believe it greatly helped and benefit me. It seems now though more of an annoyance than a helper.
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StarScream66

You need to cool it with the affiliate links. Trying to profit off the people of this forum without being a sponsor is shady, but It's especially gross in a thread where people are trying to beat a harmful addiction. If you can't use clean links, then you obviously don't actually give a **** when dispensing your "advice" and are only in it for the $$.

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I really appreciate you narcing me out dude. Thanks for that. An entire account wasted because you can't get over petty affiliate links.

He is gone. He's been warned several times.

I don't recall ever being warned. But truth be told, I spent HOURS and HOURS of my own personal time digging over research papers, reviews and studies to answer questions of visitors to your forum. I provided helpful answers to many, many of YOUR customers. I lost my job due to covid, so I thought I would throw a few affiliate links up when I shared supplement recommendations on here and truth be told I've made about $10 from Amazon on it. I'm not sitting here making bank off this or anything. If I had the money, I would buy a sponsorship with the forum, but I can't because I'm spending more time answering questions than I'm actually taking in any money.

But, if you feel all my help was worthless and you don't want me around, then fine, permaban me. Don't even give me a warning.
 
I really appreciate you narcing me out dude. Thanks for that. An entire account wasted because you can't get over petty affiliate links.



I don't recall ever being warned. But truth be told, I spent HOURS and HOURS of my own personal time digging over research papers, reviews and studies to answer questions of visitors to your forum. I provided helpful answers to many, many of YOUR customers. I lost my job due to covid, so I thought I would throw a few affiliate links up when I shared supplement recommendations on here and truth be told I've made about $10 from Amazon on it. I'm not sitting here making bank off this or anything. If I had the money, I would buy a sponsorship with the forum, but I can't because I'm spending more time answering questions than I'm actually taking in any money.

But, if you feel all my help was worthless and you don't want me around, then fine, permaban me. Don't even give me a warning.
Strong 1st post bro
 
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I literally warned you Thursday. The fact that even try to turn this around on me as if you are doing me a favor answering questions is quite comical. Nobody here is my customer. You seem to think everyone owe's you something while ignoring simple rules. I'm sorry you lost your job because of Covid but I did warn you and thats no excuse to ignore the rules here. In any case, goodbye and good luck.

Here are your warnings that were given and you ignored.

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@chaz, I used delta 8 in the past as well. HORIBBLE. Sent me to the ER with a full blown panic attack (ate 70mg worth of gummies.)

Pain management is a huge part of your life, I would look into active movements that can help alleviate the pain vs more drugs. Obviously the PTSD is a whole other animal and a pray you the best there.

My two cents, if you’re wanting to quit make a plan and put it into effect ASAP.
 
@chaz, I used delta 8 in the past as well. HORIBBLE. Sent me to the ER with a full blown panic attack (ate 70mg worth of gummies.)

Pain management is a huge part of your life, I would look into active movements that can help alleviate the pain vs more drugs. Obviously the PTSD is a whole other animal and a pray you the best there.

My two cents, if you’re wanting to quit make a plan and put it into effect ASAP.
😳 holy smokes, 70mg of edibles. Yes that would cause a panic attack for sure. It's been many years since I've had d9, so I tried D8 a while ago and was surprised at the effects. I first tried vape cart hybrid and thought it just to be a more potent cbd, so I was surprised at the potency, however, noticeably not as potent as d9. I would actually prefer it over d9. You should try like 10mg. That is perfect. 25 at most. It works great for pain and most important anxiety.

Yes I have looked into movements. Do you do any of Dr. Mcgills movements/exercises. I thought I read a log of yours or one of the other members in this thread that used with great success.
 
Anxiety really is the beast for me. I'm always hurting, and deal with it. But that horrible restless feeling and constant worry are what plague me.
 
holy smokes, 70mg of edibles. Yes that would cause a panic attack for sure. It's been many years since I've had d9, so I tried D8 a while ago and was surprised at the effects. I first tried vape cart hybrid and thought it just to be a more potent cbd, so I was surprised at the potency, however, noticeably not as potent as d9. I would actually prefer it over d9. You should try like 10mg. That is perfect. 25 at most. It works great for pain and most important anxiety.

Yes I have looked into movements. Do you do any of Dr. Mcgills movements/exercises. I thought I read a log of yours or one of the other members in this thread that used with great success.

I do. McGill’s big three is a life saver for me and the regular (consistent) walks.
 
I used to follow PL brian Carroll and I remember him working directly with the doc I believe and that the movements let him return to major weights after alot of injuries. I was interested in this and need to give this a go rather than just relying on injections, NSAIDs and kratom.
 
I used to follow PL brian Carroll and I remember him working directly with the doc I believe and that the movements let him return to major weights after alot of injuries. I was interested in this and need to give this a go rather than just relying on injections, NSAIDs and kratom.

McGill is the man. Got out of pain with his methods and have achieved all of my best lifting since recovering from bulged discs so bad I couldn’t put my socks on.
 
Did you guys just use his books or is this the result of direct work.

Back Mechanic. Like 30-40 bucks online. Any of his recent works would probably explain his methods perfectly. They’re designed to be scalable for anyone based on their individual needs, and they show you how to assess your needs. Take your health back!
 
Well..... no good news guys. I appreciate the reply for an update. Excuses time. I want to quit and be done, but I'm not ready. I made it 3 days as I posted in this thread. Started back on the 4th day. I tried SAMe first, I'm not sure if this jacked up my anxiety as I've read that it does at first. That fourth day my anxiety was raging so back to the kratom.

I then made it 5 days. Yep 5 days. But at the end of day 5 my anxiety was through the roof. So, more kratom. I tried SAME and ashwagandha and it didn't calm my anxiety. So during this time, was a really bad time to stop. Now, I know theres never a good time, but this was a stressful period. I was in charge of a large detail at work and was doing 12-14 hour days every day, in addition to the holidays. I'm also in an extensive process for another job and home wasn't going well either. My stress was through the roof and my anxiety was magnified X 20.

I also wasn't prepared enough. I need helper items that I didnt have to bust through that first week and something in place to keep my anxiety at bay. Physically I felt no issues other than a runny nose. I was killing it in the gym, so that wasn't the issue. My anxiety got the best of me. So far I havent quit yet, but I'm trying to get some items in place to help deal with what I believe my main issue is, and that's the anxiety. Luckily the breaks I took lowered my tolerance so that has lowered my serving size.

Last time I was off for several.months it took a good 5htp supp and ashwagandha combo to keep me at peace. Phenibutnand gabapentin work well on days but phenibut is not something you can use every day. I've been looking at picamilon and semax/selank. I want to stop, but I have to find a way to keep my anxiety at bay. Thanks guys.
 
Well..... no good news guys. I appreciate the reply for an update. Excuses time. I want to quit and be done, but I'm not ready. I made it 3 days as I posted in this thread. Started back on the 4th day. I tried SAMe first, I'm not sure if this jacked up my anxiety as I've read that it does at first. That fourth day my anxiety was raging so back to the kratom.

I then made it 5 days. Yep 5 days. But at the end of day 5 my anxiety was through the roof. So, more kratom. I tried SAME and ashwagandha and it didn't calm my anxiety. So during this time, was a really bad time to stop. Now, I know theres never a good time, but this was a stressful period. I was in charge of a large detail at work and was doing 12-14 hour days every day, in addition to the holidays. I'm also in an extensive process for another job and home wasn't going well either. My stress was through the roof and my anxiety was magnified X 20.

I also wasn't prepared enough. I need helper items that I didnt have to bust through that first week and something in place to keep my anxiety at bay. Physically I felt no issues other than a runny nose. I was killing it in the gym, so that wasn't the issue. My anxiety got the best of me. So far I havent quit yet, but I'm trying to get some items in place to help deal with what I believe my main issue is, and that's the anxiety. Luckily the breaks I took lowered my tolerance so that has lowered my serving size.

Last time I was off for several.months it took a good 5htp supp and ashwagandha combo to keep me at peace. Phenibutnand gabapentin work well on days but phenibut is not something you can use every day. I've been looking at picamilon and semax/selank. I want to stop, but I have to find a way to keep my anxiety at bay. Thanks guys.
Keep it up dude. You’ll get it figured out
 
Well..... no good news guys. I appreciate the reply for an update. Excuses time. I want to quit and be done, but I'm not ready. I made it 3 days as I posted in this thread. Started back on the 4th day. I tried SAMe first, I'm not sure if this jacked up my anxiety as I've read that it does at first. That fourth day my anxiety was raging so back to the kratom.

I then made it 5 days. Yep 5 days. But at the end of day 5 my anxiety was through the roof. So, more kratom. I tried SAME and ashwagandha and it didn't calm my anxiety. So during this time, was a really bad time to stop. Now, I know theres never a good time, but this was a stressful period. I was in charge of a large detail at work and was doing 12-14 hour days every day, in addition to the holidays. I'm also in an extensive process for another job and home wasn't going well either. My stress was through the roof and my anxiety was magnified X 20.

I also wasn't prepared enough. I need helper items that I didnt have to bust through that first week and something in place to keep my anxiety at bay. Physically I felt no issues other than a runny nose. I was killing it in the gym, so that wasn't the issue. My anxiety got the best of me. So far I havent quit yet, but I'm trying to get some items in place to help deal with what I believe my main issue is, and that's the anxiety. Luckily the breaks I took lowered my tolerance so that has lowered my serving size.

Last time I was off for several.months it took a good 5htp supp and ashwagandha combo to keep me at peace. Phenibutnand gabapentin work well on days but phenibut is not something you can use every day. I've been looking at picamilon and semax/selank. I want to stop, but I have to find a way to keep my anxiety at bay. Thanks guys.
Maybe try a combo of a good full spectrum CBD product combined with SNS new Kana extract that they have on sale. Both have helped others with anxiety.
 
Well..... no good news guys. I appreciate the reply for an update. Excuses time. I want to quit and be done, but I'm not ready. I made it 3 days as I posted in this thread. Started back on the 4th day. I tried SAMe first, I'm not sure if this jacked up my anxiety as I've read that it does at first. That fourth day my anxiety was raging so back to the kratom.

I then made it 5 days. Yep 5 days. But at the end of day 5 my anxiety was through the roof. So, more kratom. I tried SAME and ashwagandha and it didn't calm my anxiety. So during this time, was a really bad time to stop. Now, I know theres never a good time, but this was a stressful period. I was in charge of a large detail at work and was doing 12-14 hour days every day, in addition to the holidays. I'm also in an extensive process for another job and home wasn't going well either. My stress was through the roof and my anxiety was magnified X 20.

I also wasn't prepared enough. I need helper items that I didnt have to bust through that first week and something in place to keep my anxiety at bay. Physically I felt no issues other than a runny nose. I was killing it in the gym, so that wasn't the issue. My anxiety got the best of me. So far I havent quit yet, but I'm trying to get some items in place to help deal with what I believe my main issue is, and that's the anxiety. Luckily the breaks I took lowered my tolerance so that has lowered my serving size.

Last time I was off for several.months it took a good 5htp supp and ashwagandha combo to keep me at peace. Phenibutnand gabapentin work well on days but phenibut is not something you can use every day. I've been looking at picamilon and semax/selank. I want to stop, but I have to find a way to keep my anxiety at bay. Thanks guys.

If you’re truly an addict (which I am btw) you will never stop by replacing one substance for another. This is something you need to look at in yourself. From what I’ve read you need help and not necessarily with Kratom but working on you. Please don’t take this negatively. I’ve been completely sober for almost 9 years and always blamed the drugs/alcohol for my problems when it was me all along. I know a lot of addicts/alcoholics that replaced their drug of choice for this when it first became popular. Let’s just say it didn’t work for any of them. My suggestion would be to put this all down go through the pain and surround yourself with people who have recovered. Try that out for a few months if you don’t feel better go back out there.
 
You learned some things! And lowered your dose. Now make a plan, get the items you think will help, and you will have what you need to be successful this time. Past failures are never completely indicative of future performance. The #1 quality of a champion is not immediate success, because that cannot last - its perseverance!
 
Thanks thor. I need to look into kanna again. I had used some liftmode a few years ago and thought it was pretty good. I really like full spectrum CBD and D8, I am just cautious with it. Has anyone tried picamilon? I've also looked at NSI189 has anyone tried this? Alot of reviews on the NSI I've seen on reddit alot of people swear by it. Picamilon gets so so reviews from what I've seen I was really curious if anyone on the board has tried either of these.
 
Thanks for the replies all. Wfreiling I didnt take offense and I think you read correctly, however I don't blame anything on kratom. I've identified this mostly as my anxiety. Yes myself. I said in my OP that I I likely have cumalitive PTSD. I dont want to get into alot of details about myself, but my anxiety is pretty bad. I likely should probably be on medication as I mentioned my old PC physician wanted to put me on lexapro but I declined. Ive always looked for an OTC product to alter or enhance my mood and manage my anxiety, hence kratom, cbd, kanna, phenibut, etc... I agree it's me. I mentioned it to one of my doctors at a recent appt about lexa or something of the like and explained ptsd etc...etc.. but just got the yeah well see. Thanks for the help lol. That's why I hate dr visits.
 
Thanks thor. I need to look into kanna again. I had used some liftmode a few years ago and thought it was pretty good. I really like full spectrum CBD and D8, I am just cautious with it. Has anyone tried picamilon? I've also looked at NSI189 has anyone tried this? Alot of reviews on the NSI I've seen on reddit alot of people swear by it. Picamilon gets so so reviews from what I've seen I was really curious if anyone on the board has tried either of these.
Be careful with D8. You will get a strong dependence and withdrawal with that as well. And you really only want to use any other substance, like Kana, or CBD, to ease you away from Kratom, or anything that may be hurting you. The goal like another poster said is the right goal, to not have a dependence on anything, to not let anything control or master you.
 
Yes I cant really use D8 I've tried it once just thinking it was a more potent full spectrum product, whoa was I wrong. Therefore I dont use it. Just full spectrum tincture or pen from time to time as I dont want the thc to build up in my system. Like I keep saying, I'm suffering more from anxiety likely from cumulative PTSD, not one event, rather a series of "events" that I've been through on a a repetive basis accumulated over several years. Being hypervigilant on a daily basis over an extended period of time. Nightmares, insomnia, etc... I dont want to get too much into it but this isn't just having social anxiety or I'm nervous speaking in front of a group. I feel embarrassed to say this but more in the realm of post traumatic stress. I know some of you on here have shared in this thread regarding anxiety and understand being nervous for non reason, constant worry, asense of impending doom, trouble sleeping etc....
 
Yes I cant really use D8 I've tried it once just thinking it was a more potent full spectrum product, whoa was I wrong. Therefore I dont use it. Just full spectrum tincture or pen from time to time as I dont want the thc to build up in my system. Like I keep saying, I'm suffering more from anxiety likely from cumulative PTSD, not one event, rather a series of "events" that I've been through on a a repetive basis accumulated over several years. Being hypervigilant on a daily basis over an extended period of time. Nightmares, insomnia, etc... I dont want to get too much into it but this isn't just having social anxiety or I'm nervous speaking in front of a group. I feel embarrassed to say this but more in the realm of post traumatic stress. I know some of you on here have shared in this thread regarding anxiety and understand being nervous for non reason, constant worry, asense of impending doom, trouble sleeping etc....
I too have PTSD and struggle with alcoholism. I’m sure I’ve mentioned it in this thread. As others have said I have tried to replace it with other things and it always just comes full circle man. Meds and therapy has been a help
 
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