Things are getting intense! How's the AA helping, or can you really tell?
ok here I is wow this log has some history ...
You know I'm still in here to make sure you're never saitisfied! Lol
You know I'm still in here to make sure you're never saitisfied! Lol

Oh my psychotic obsessive addictive insecure perfectionist compulsive personality ensures it. But thanks for helping![]()
I love this statement. I've tried to explain why I am the way I am to some people before and they just don't get it ha.
This is why I need Internet strangers in my life. You guys get me![]()
I bet you're a 17 year old who is the captain of the state champion football team, too?Exactly! I love meeting strangers on the internet. Wait, wut?
I bet you're a 17 year old who is the captain of the state champion football team, too?
I would never lie about my age. I'm 18 and I'm the assistant captain.
I would never lie about my age. I'm 18 and I'm the assistant captain.
I love this statement. I've tried to explain why I am the way I am to some people before and they just don't get it ha.
This is why I need Internet strangers in my life. You guys get me![]()
Bro there's a lot of truth to the comments in that thread we were in the other day, but you know what? So what? Could be worse, and have been worse. Yes, sometimes I'm a bit obsessed with this whole lifestyle and my usage IS borderline addictive behavior. But I've been a far darker person with far darker activities. So for me, this is a much better avenue to channel my energy in.
There will come a day when I'll have to face the fire a bit more and learn to accept myself and be more content with less. But for now, it's still go-time baby. Full Retard!!
Exactly! I love meeting strangers on the internet. Wait, wut?
like taking a pwo after a workout?
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Bro there's a lot of truth to the comments in that thread we were in the other day, but you know what? So what? Could be worse, and have been worse. Yes, sometimes I'm a bit obsessed with this whole lifestyle and my usage IS borderline addictive behavior. But I've been a far darker person with far darker activities. So for me, this is a much better avenue to channel my energy in.
There will come a day when I'll have to face the fire a bit more and learn to accept myself and be more content with less. But for now, it's still go-time baby. Full Retard!!
Bro there's a lot of truth to the comments in that thread we were in the other day, but you know what? So what? Could be worse, and have been worse. Yes, sometimes I'm a bit obsessed with this whole lifestyle and my usage IS borderline addictive behavior. But I've been a far darker person with far darker activities. So for me, this is a much better avenue to channel my energy in.
There will come a day when I'll have to face the fire a bit more and learn to accept myself and be more content with less. But for now, it's still go-time baby. Full Retard!!
like taking a pwo after a workout?
A/S/L???
A/S/L? With the help of the go*gle.........I feel a bit dirty now.
like taking a pwo after a workout?
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oh man... you're either too young or too old to have been around for the beginning days of internet chat rooms hahahahaha
A/S/L???
Completely forgot about a/s/l until now lol
Well I just canceled my credit card for a charge I actually did myself and completely forgot about.
That's about how my life goes these days.
Smashed an entire workout in a brain-fog haze. Was like a robot programmed to lift, lift intensely, and make it work. Very strange today. Still in a haze here at work. Slept great though!!
Tried Purus Labs Condense pwo this morning. 2 scoops. Pretty good profile at 2 scoops. Also took 100mcg of SNS Huperzine A. While this is probably solely responsible for making my body do all the work in the gym, since my brain decided to not get involved.
Snatch Grip High Pulls:
135 x 8
155 x 8
175 x 8
175 x 8
175 x 8
Deadlifts:
175 x 10
225 x 8
275 x 8
315 x 6
365 x 5
385 x 3
405 x 2
Seated Smith Military Press:
115 x 12
135 x 12
165 x 10
185 x 6
205 x 5
Super Set
Trap Bar Machine Shrugs:
90 x 20
180 x 15
270 x 12
270 x 12
270 x 12
Prowler Sled Sprints:
Sled + 90lbs. - 70 yards x 2
Sled + 180lbs. - 50 yards x 2
Sled + 200lbs. - 50 yards x 4
Leg Extensions:
85 x 15
115 x 15
145 x 15
175 x 12
Super Set
Calf Presses (on Leg Press machine):
160 x 30
190 x 30
220 x 25
250 x 25
18 minutes moderate pace high incline walk
Well I just canceled my credit card for a charge I actually did myself and completely forgot about.
That's about how my life goes these days.
I hate it when the brain decides to not get involved dang it...
I really wish i could go to a different gym that has a prowler and stuff. My gym is stupid....
Better than nothing though.
Good work man
Yeah I do get a little jealous of his gym when I see his workouts.
Yeah i work out at the salvation army Kroc center. So its a faith based commercial gym kinda. It has everything you need really as far as lifting for your average joe but i wish i could find a gym in town that has stuff for training for specific sports like powerlifting or olympic lifting and stuff. The closest thing would be crossfit boxes but i cant afford that anymore
So how did the veins look by the time you finished all of that BFR work.
Where did you get your BFR bands?
Your workouts look similar in volume and variety of exercise as mine. Getting all the ranges that's how it's done.
Note, I can feel something in both my bicep and tricep peaks right now. Like DOMS setting in already wtf!!
Amazon. These ones right here:
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