Depression.

life bites.. im sorry to hear about those issues of yours....
when i hit depression, usually i ask my doctor for a weeks sample of zoloft, it usually helps.
 
Hey hanzilla thanks for asking...life is CRAZY right now, no time for depression, school for me is over,...got a B in my master's class...school for my kids is ending, and also my job ( i gave my notice a month ago)....so no time to think....I did get another part time job bartending for the summer so all is ok for now....

thanks for asking:)
 
Hi TC,
I just came across your thread after doing a search for "depression". After that I viewed your other threads!
I live about a half hour from New Orleans, lost everything in Katrina, and help take care of a cancer patient. Mom has ovarian cancer, in and out of remition for the last 3 or so yrs.
I think I just spent an hour peeking into your life.
That's sounds creepier than intended!!!
First off...how's your depression? I hope this finds you well.
Secondly, I apologize if this sounds maudlin, but you are an absolutely amazing person!
How do you function? I mean that...literally!!!
After what I have just spent the last hour or so reading, (again I hope that doesn't sound weird, its just with my own life exp here lately your posts were compelling).
I WILL PRAY for you. And I do know about anger at God.
And sadness, and feeling hopeless.
This is taking forever to write because I stop after every sentence and stare at the screen not knowing what to say.
Someone like you makes me feel like a birth defect in comparison.
I want to say something beautiful about what you do and stand for... and there are no words to describe it. You are indeed a rare and exquisite person. I truly wish there were something I could do for you. I wish you the very best!
May the blessings you give return a thousand fold. I hope for
hands that heal you, a heart that loves you, and smiles that
brighten your world as yours must do for others.
I came here searching because I was hurting and thought I couldn't go on. Now I feel pretty silly.
All the best,
CL

P.S. You really do have pretty eyes.
 
cowardly lion said:
Hi TC,
I just came across your thread after doing a search for "depression". After that I viewed your other threads!
I live about a half hour from New Orleans, lost everything in Katrina, and help take care of a cancer patient. Mom has ovarian cancer, in and out of remition for the last 3 or so yrs.
I think I just spent an hour peeking into your life.
That's sounds creepier than intended!!!
First off...how's your depression? I hope this finds you well.
Secondly, I apologize if this sounds maudlin, but you are an absolutely amazing person!
How do you function? I mean that...literally!!!
After what I have just spent the last hour or so reading, (again I hope that doesn't sound weird, its just with my own life exp here lately your posts were compelling).
I WILL PRAY for you. And I do know about anger at God.
And sadness, and feeling hopeless.
This is taking forever to write because I stop after every sentence and stare at the screen not knowing what to say.
Someone like you makes me feel like a birth defect in comparison.
I want to say something beautiful about what you do and stand for... and there are no words to describe it. You are indeed a rare and exquisite person. I truly wish there were something I could do for you. I wish you the very best!
May the blessings you give return a thousand fold. I hope for
hands that heal you, a heart that loves you, and smiles that
brighten your world as yours must do for others.
I came here searching because I was hurting and thought I couldn't go on. Now I feel pretty silly.
All the best,
CL

P.S. You really do have pretty eyes.
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I just saw this and had to reply, thank you for the kind words, but no ones pain is silly.....I am sorry you have depression and are going through your hard time ( I hope your mom will be ok)....

Sometimes it helps to step outside our lives, pain and focus on something else....But never think your pain is silly, it's all real.........

I am sorry it took me so long to see this post, I hope your doing better,....

TC
 
That's no problem! with your schedule I dont see how you have time to sleep. Mom's hangin in there. It doesn't look like
we'll be out of the FEMA trailer before hurricane season starts
(tomorrow!) We are about 6 weeks away from getting back in the house, provided there are no problems... with contractors and construction...there are always problems.
She's been in and out of remission for the last few years but
her primary tumor was found in 1989! Doctors tell us she's a miracle, but if your a son or daughter and see what taxoll and sysplaten and carboplaten (hope that's spelled right) do to your loved one, you cant help but feel its a mixed blessing.
As for me things were bad enough before the storm, now driving around and living around all this debris and destruction
gets old really fast. People out there don't realize just how bad
it is down here, and the recovery is moving along so slowly.
I honesly think it will take ten years to rebound from this disaster. Life's too short, if everyone and everything I love weren't here, I'd be gone. It was sweet of you to reply TC.
I'm glad your feeling better. Take care lady.
all the best!
CL
 
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