Hi TC,
I just came across your thread after doing a search for "depression". After that I viewed your other threads!
I live about a half hour from New Orleans, lost everything in Katrina, and help take care of a cancer patient. Mom has ovarian cancer, in and out of remition for the last 3 or so yrs.
I think I just spent an hour peeking into your life.
That's sounds creepier than intended!!!
First off...how's your depression? I hope this finds you well.
Secondly, I apologize if this sounds maudlin, but you are an absolutely amazing person!
How do you function? I mean that...literally!!!
After what I have just spent the last hour or so reading, (again I hope that doesn't sound weird, its just with my own life exp here lately your posts were compelling).
I WILL PRAY for you. And I do know about anger at God.
And sadness, and feeling hopeless.
This is taking forever to write because I stop after every sentence and stare at the screen not knowing what to say.
Someone like you makes me feel like a birth defect in comparison.
I want to say something beautiful about what you do and stand for... and there are no words to describe it. You are indeed a rare and exquisite person. I truly wish there were something I could do for you. I wish you the very best!
May the blessings you give return a thousand fold. I hope for
hands that heal you, a heart that loves you, and smiles that
brighten your world as yours must do for others.
I came here searching because I was hurting and thought I couldn't go on. Now I feel pretty silly.
All the best,
CL
P.S. You really do have pretty eyes.