Things are sucking hard.
This weekend was SUPPOSED to be a refresher. All I was SUPPOSED to do was workout in the morning on Saturday, watch Perfect Posing, practice some posing, get to sleep early.
Then Sunday I was SUPPOSED to workout early, ractice more posing, and once again get to sleep early.
But NOOOOOOO, that can't happen, can it. NOOOO.
Saturday morning my stomach cramped up so bad I couldn't even move. No idea why. I literally had to crawl out of bed to get to the kitchen. Couldn't even stand up. My girlfriend had already left for work so I was just stuck there on the floor. After about a half hour I forced myself to stand, grabbed some fridged chicken, poured a half cup of oats on it, and forcefed myself.
Nearly vomitted.
Then I crawled to the livingroom and rested on the couch. I say rested, not slept because the pain kept me awake.
The rest of the day was more of the same. Couldn't workout, couldn't do anything. To top it off, the pain kept me up until like 3AM.
Sunday my stomach was feeling marginally better. However instead of getting to do anything that I had planned, my gf's parents came to visit. There went the entire day. To make matters worse, they took us out to eat. I sat there and ordered nothing. They kept asking me "Why don't you order an omlette or something, or maybe some chicken?" Sayign things like "oh come on, on meal off the plan isn't going to kill you." They even asked if I wanted a slice of pie and some ice cream.
*sigh* If only they knew just how cruel they were being.
I forced myself to workout on Sunday afternoon. It was a halfassed workout though.
If you are wondering NO I DIDN'T TAKE PICTURES. STOP ASKING. I'LL TAKE THEM WHEN I TAKE THEM AND NOT A MOMENT SOONER.
Sorry. I'm cranky. I'm tired. I'm ill. I'm depleted. I'm hungry. And to top it off, this week I have training each day until 5PM which means I won't get home until 7:30PM. That means I can't workout in the evening which means I'll have to pack 5 meals each day, and I'll have to workout at the crappy company gym at 6AM or thereabouts.
I'd really like to kill someone about now. Just wrap my hands around their throat and squeeze until their eyeballs pop out of their sockets.