So today was my last injection. It has been such a great cycle. I am so glad I did this for myself as my wife was not on board.
I have recomped dramatically and lost 2 pants sizes (4 inches of my waist) and gained .75 inch on arms. My bench is up 50 lbs. My tits aren't tits anymore. They are fairly boxy pecs. I don't remember them looking that way back in the day. But they have very sharp corners on the bottom outside.
I love the way I feel. Positive, motivated. Horny. I have brought a new level of passion to the bedroom. Which has been nice for both of us. I am much more like in the trashy romance books. Like, grabbing her passionately. She is into it although we have fought a lot about it. I just talk about it too much and literally could rape the **** out of her like x3 a day. Not that I would, but just saying.
I did a mini-blood work by donating blood. My cholesterol came back at 110 and my hematocrit came back at 16.2. I feel considering all that I was running. Those numbers are legit. I still will get details of my cholesterol and I will get liver and kidney function checked in 3 weeks.
I have decided to put myself on TRT instead of PCT. So I have 2 cycles worth of Clomid and Nolva I don't know what to do with.
I will be running (cruise/TRT) of 200mg Test E injected 100mg x2 weekly (total 200mg weekly). I do not plan on running an AI at this dose because I don't typically experience problems under 500mg. I do have 30 tabs of 25mg Aromasin on hand and would like only dose 6.25 weekly if needed. I am getting enough HCG and TEST E to run for the next 2 years. In the meanwhile, I can save to add to this and give myself plenty of time to maintain my supply I will add some blasts in there. Some Tren E time to time or an oral. My goal would be to just slowly gain and maintain.
I will be talking with my doctor but I will be making sure she is on board with being in the know prior to divulging information and that she will be cool about not putting it in my file
My wife will not know.
I am very excited about my decision because I love how I feel and as long as I can be safe, I want to live this way as a better me. Confidence, Passion, Fitness, I would rather live a shorter time like this than live the opposite life for longer. Again I will be safe.