MrKleen73
Legend
I was on ritalin as a kid for a bit but it literally knocked me out sometimes, then other times I was a zombie. I quit taking it and just suffered through school, misbehaving and getting suspended a lot until they finally passed me to the next grade. I was suspended a total of 23 times between both of my 7th grade years and my 8th when I got expelled. I ended up quitting school my 2nd time in 9th thinking I was a total idiot and loser. It wasn't until I got out into the real world and started working that I realized I was actually very intelligent, and could figure things out faster than most all I needed was either interest in it, or a deadline I cared about to force me into action then I would do a great job.For me I was hyper focused. But I was so concentrated that I didn't want to didn't want to do anything. It would probably have been great to study or whatever. But I'm a high energy balls to the wall person and 1 little pill took that away from me. It made me feel like a zombie and that's not who I am. I remember telling my dad at the time it makes me feel like I'm not myself and I just didn't like it.
