really? even the next day now, looking back in retrospect?
no feeling of self-accomplishment?
understood on the boldened - it takes time brother; how long? depends on each individual person
but to get that point, for most folks, it requires abstinence for a good long while, and a change in the thought process of instead of looking at things like you are "depriving" yourself, you accept that you can not eat that way because you do not like the way you look/feel after you do
and then, comes the whole "taste bud" change, and a change in the foods you begin to crave (ie healthy choices)
you do not need a prep mode to remain on point! you think that is why I eat like I do? no sir
truly - I do not enjoy the taste of "bad things" any longer; the difference is, I pick & choose when I WANT TO have things that may be outside my diet; I do not let the foods dictate when THEY wish to be eaten, and control me
it is a process..good work once again, and stick with it - I am proud of you