05/30/09 - 05/31/09
Days 26 & 27
6 pumps 1-T Tren applied in AM after shower.
The Good
SUPPS:
All the same.
MEASUREMENTS & WEIGHT:
Starting measurements:
Neck, 19.75"
R arm, 19.50
L arm, 19.50
L Quad, 29.5
R Quad, 29.5
Chest, 51.75 - 52
Waist, 38.75
Starting weight: 264 lbs.
1-WEEK WEIGH-IN: 263.5 (-0.5)
2-WEEK WEIGH-IN: 265.5 (+1.5)
3-WEEK WEIGH-IN: 269.5 (+5.5)
STRENGTH/ENDURANCE:
1-TT is the real deal so far, IMO.
The Bad
SIDES:
1) LIBIDO - Libido definitely in the toilet now. May be a combo of 1-TT and the ATD in Reversitol.
2) BP - Opening value: 123/78.
1st check (05/14): 125/75 (roughly)
2nd check (05/17): 130/70 (roughly)
3rd check: (05/21): 135/60 (??? WTF?) I don't think I'm doing this right. I'm going to have to practice this a bit to make sure I'm getting accurate numbers.
4th check (05/24): 130/70 again, I think? At least it doesn't appear to be getting worse.
5th check (05/29): 130/75 - pretty sure I got this right, and actually I'm fairly happy that with 4 full weeks done, the BP isn't getting any worse. I can live with that level for 2 more weeks.
6th check (05/31): 130/70 (roughly) - holding steady, I guess I have all the support supps to thank.
3) AGGRESSION - Any aggression I had at the start is pretty much gone. Guess it was a short-term thing.
4) HAIR LOSS - I'm starting to notice the shedding is a little bit more prevalent. It was strong, hit a lull, and now seems to be making a comeback. Still mild overall, though.
5) GYNO SYMPTOMS - Back to none after adding in 2nd cap of Reversitol.
6) TESTICULAR ATROPHY - Rather significant shrinkage, to be honest. Shutdown seems pretty harsh, as others have reported with the "Tren" designers.
7) MISC. - Back pumps, hopefully added taurine will help.
ACNE- As updated last time, body acne is present. It is mostly cleared up now, however.
MOOD/LETHARGY/ANECDOTAL EVIDENCE:
Mood is still fine, lethargy pretty much gone now, all is good.
Still sweating more than usual, although much less than first 1-2 weeks of cycle (1-TT thermogenic effect).
The Workout
None - 2 scheduled off days.
CARDIO
Saturday - 25-minute fasted AM cardio + 4 hours of manual labor in the yard (long day).
Sunday - helped a friend move out. Not really cardio, but was out and active.
THOUGHTS:
Lots of physical activity this weekend, and diet ended up being spotty (had to eat out a few times).
RECOMP UPDATE - as I hit the 4-week mark, my recomp goal is not really going as well as I had hoped. Now, much of that (if not all of it) is my fault, as finding time after my WOs to get my cardio in is very difficult, and I only have time to do it in the AM once in a while. Plus, my diet has been only OK; I have adhered to the maintenace + on WO days and the maintence - on non-WO days plan for the most part, but the weekends and family outings etc have bit me in the ass a bit, so to speak. As I wasn't really dieting, I didn't restrict myself in these situations. Now, I will say this - my best WOs, and the biggest scale weight jump, seemed to come following periods of maintenace + eating on the weekends (at least 1 day). You have to eat to grow. My goal was to allow the maintence - days, plus the inherent fat-burning properties of the compound, to hopefully shed some BF while gaining muscle.
To date, the resutls have been a mixed bag. I think I foolishly placed too much stock in the thermic effects of the 1-TT, kind of assuming fat loss would just
happen, even though I veered off the maintenance - plan on a few weekends, and my sub-maintence calorie days, were, in effect, reduced to about 2-3 per week. Now, don't get me wrong, it did; at the end of the 2 off days in my split, I usually could see noticeable differences re: fat loss. But the fat-loss effects are not those of trenbolone (in so much as I have read about). Despite the personal evidence that dienelone binds at least moderately strongly to the AR (acne, hair loss, etc), it isn't quite giving tren-like results. I think it is a moderately strong anabolic when compared to all available, and probably a very strong anabolic compared to everything legally available, but again - it's not tren. I haven't experienced any of the commonly reported sides of tren - night sweats, insomnia, vastly reduced aerobic capaicty, etc. Quite frankly, I almost think it may be closer to nandrolone than tren; slow quality gains, joint protection (my bad elbows have been great, althgough I'm not sure if that's fully or partially attributable to the compound or the large fish oil doses I am taking), strong shutdown, etc.
So where does this leave me? I'm happy enough with the gains and the fat loss (or fat gain prevention), but not ecstatic with either. This is exactly why I have always been anti-recomp, and I am fully aware much of it is my own fault, but on the flip side, assuming I had been very strict on all off days - would my gains have been what they are? I tend to think not. So I have a decision to make for these last 2 weeks (which as I type have already started). I can either:
A) forget about recomping and train and eat to grow. Whenever I have taken a hormonal product, this has always been my approach, as I believe the stress you put on your body isn't worth it unless you absolutely maximize every ounce of muscle growth out of each and every cycle. I was hopeful 1-TT would be strong enough to allow the above while also allowing me to lose fat. I don't think it's quite that strong, hell maybe my expectations were unrealisitc, as I've never used real trenbolone and have only read about it's effects after the fact. But some mucle growth with even zero fat gain, while in reality fantastic results, isn't a recomp, at least not one that I had in mind.
B) be happy with the 5-odd lbs I've added and look to cut. This option, at least, may leave me with the desired end result: muscle gain + fat loss.
C) continue the original plan (and a bit stricter, as no family outings/holidays are planned for the next several weekends), and recomp with + maintenance kcals on training days, and - maintenance kcals on non-training days.
- One other thing to note: if I choose B or C, I plan on altering my WOs too, gearing them more towards fat loss, which will also mean they will be done quicker, allowing me time for post-WO cardio.
I absolutely hate not sticking with an original plan, but I'm at a point where if the cycle ends, and I'm maybe +5-6 lbs and lost maybe a lb or 2 of fat, I may not be completely happy with the cycle. So I'm leaning towards scrapping C, as much as it pains me, and going either A or B. In fact, I'm leaning towards B (more on this in the next update).
I've mulled this over a while, and I'll decide one way or the other today. Opinions are welcome.