Day 97
0432 - HIIT Run:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 24 x 20 sec efforts/10 sec easy
c. 4 min jogging
It was raining when I set out (and only got harder and more vicious as I continued). Cold, windy, and wet did not make for a pleasant start; but I was determined to give this run my all. Started out easy, to get back into it. Sprints were not what I expected. I was angry at and disappointed in myself (because of last night), and I just wanted to make my body hurt to take it all away. Hurt was right; my thighs were burning, especially with the rain slapping against them as well. I found the will to do 24 efforts, although some were more me going as fast as I could, and not sprinting as I would like, near the end. It was a headwind back from 10 minutes, and not fun. I was cold, soaked, shivering, and gritting my teeth to keep pushing. Finished a bedraggled mess (but glad that I'd done it!)
0513 - Stretch 38 min.
0606 - Back (1 min recovery between sets, except CG PU - 3 min):
1. CG PU 4 x 6 - I was significantly weaker on these than last week. I had to do negatives for the last 2 reps of the last 3 sets to get out the minimum 6 reps I desired; all reps were done slow and controlled and [before the negatives] with excellent form all the way up and down to full elbow extension. Left wrist was also having a couple of twinges (not cool)

2. BB BOR 4 x 6 - At the weight I started at last week. Starting to feel a sharp twinge in my right shoulder on the third set (I think I impinged my right shoulder last year; just carrying on and hoping it goes away). Grip was giving on the last set, but I managed. Anterior delts looking ok during these.
3. WG LPD 4 x 6 - Not sure what the plates were on this; and went about getting the weight; turns out they are 13.2lb each (all the machine weights and cable weights are different in this gym; other machine plate weights are only 6.6lb). So 105.6lb was used. This is what I was using for 6-10 reps pre-injury, so was pleased that at least on ONE exercise my strength has not suffered too much. Had to grip tight, though.
4. CG SR 4 x 10 - This was the 6.6lb plates. I started off with 52.8lb, only 57-66% of what I was doing for the same number of reps pre-injury. Had to drop-set the second set after 7 reps back to 46.2lb (I hate being so weak!), and stayed there for the last 2 sets. Arms were burning afterwards, and arms were looking pumped and full.
5. One-Arm Dumbbell Row (OA DB R) 2 x 10 per arm - I haven't done these for ages (actually, never really ever used them, and I never really do 'isolation' exercises). Decided to add them in just because I was frustrated at my weakness with everything else and needed to punish my body with MORE. Selected a 14.96lb DB, and started with that. Did right arm first. By the 10th rep my triceps were burning (interesting); the same with my left side, although that was weaker than my right, and I had to go slower to get all the reps out. Only did another set, since on 7th reps this time I was struggling with both.
Sleep - Time and Quality: ~1915-2035 and ~2045-0315, so ~7.75 hours sleep. I took a couple of codeine at 1909 last night, because I leant on my left wrist and it sent me through the roof with the pain, and they knocked me out pretty fast. Only woke because my neighbours were banging on the window (they'd been drinking and yelling and carrying on since ~1200 and went on long after I'd fallen asleep again). Sleep was deep. I was pretty shattered and barely noticed anything. No dreams. Woke just before the 0315 alarm, feeling pretty GOOD...
Mental Alertness/Focus: I was ok, right up until ~1300. Not sure if it was from getting up so early (although I had ENOUGH sleep; and would like to be getting up that early) or from the hard training or from a major insulin spike (50 minutes of constant eating from 1200-1250); but I passed out from ~1300-1551. Took me a while to come to as well...
Energy: From the time I woke up until ~1300 I was fine. Quads are burning every time I kneel, bend down, or climb the stairs...
Motivation: More determined than ever now. I want to get back to being hard and lean!
Mood/Aggression:
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Stress: HIGH!!!
Libido: Some after the gym.
Joints: Left wrist has been a little tender, especially in the gym; and I DID take some paracetamol afterwards (so wanted to take some codeine, but not such a great idea; good before bed to make me pass out and sleep well, but not during the day)...
Endurance: Excellent.
Strength: Quite down on most Back exercises. Damn, only being able to do 4 x 6 CG PU is almost humiliating, considering I was able to do at LEAST 4 x 15, 12, 18, 8 pre-injury! It's to be expected, but it doesn't mean I LIKE it!
Quality of Training: Considering the weather and the fact that I have barely done any running for the last few months, my HIIT was ok. With resistance training I was still seeing where my strength was at with some exercises; not good, but not bad.
Pump and Vascularity: Pump was strong in arms for some reason...Vascularity is starting to 'return' to strength; brachial veins are coming out again...
Muscle Hardness/Density: Glutes and legs. I am noticing that arms are starting to harden up again as well; amazing what being back in the gym can do
Body Composition and Look: Arms were starting to look better (what I could see in the gym; I am still refusing to look at myself naked in a mirror, or in mirrors in general aside from when I'm lifting).
Overall Sense of Feeling:
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