chuck. first of all use full words. its annoying.
2) everyone is right. yes you will make crazy gains but no its not worth ruining your ****.
3) if for some reason you are bsing all of us, and still plan to do this cycle, all i can tell you is to lower your dose to 20/20/30/30, especially if its your first anabolic. that is the real deal hollyfeild truth. Ive done this cycle before and there is ABSOLUTLY no need to go that high, especially on your first dose.
4) you NEED a serm such as nolvadex (not gaspari nutrion's novedex xt) or clomid. You just simply need it. without it you will loose your gains, your nuts, and grow some nice bitch tits. all while wasting time an money.
the only reason I am telling you this info, is bc I am assuming you will eventually do what you want to do regaurdless of what some random dudes write on an internet site. although they are all correct.
just get anabrolic naturally for now. eat more then your comfortable with, cycle some creatine, and change your workout every 8 weeks. if you do these few inexpensive things, you will make gains similiar to using a PH at this age. im tellin u the truth, just accept it.