I lift because I can. By that I mean am alive and able. Five years ago I lost my job of 13 years, had been a social drinker but idle mind became a devils workshop , I started drinking at breakfast, because I had no responsibilities at all and that became my everyday, all day. Until I could not stop doing it because I started trembling and would need to "level off". One day I didn't. Felt fuzzy, took a shot, puked it up, tried to rede allow it, no luck. That's all I remember. Seven days later I wake up in ICU , having been what I was told was one of the worst cases of acute alcohol withdrawal the university hospital had seen in many years. They induced me into a coma, believing I would possibly not walk or talk right again. Needless to say they were wrong. I don't go to meetings, haven't had a drink since that day. Don't want to drink anything unless it has AMINOS IN IT!!!! Fact: I lift because I love life and want to feel the best I can. Besides that looking far better now that my body isn't catabolizing itself to sustain. That's about it. It is a far better thing to be addicted to.