My test was normal before lgd it really killed me lol
you say your test was normal, but havent really been clear as to how you know that... have you ever had your levels checked before LGD? It really doesnt seem like it, as many people have asked you about this and at no point you replied with anything concrete like "yes, it was XXX before"
Also, you are being way too desperate on this issue here... your hormonal axis can take up 6 months or more to self regulate back after a cycle. But in most cases it will. Specially if you are still as young as you are.
You dont take clomid 25mg for two weeks and freak out if your results come back low... Thats actually something to expect from this scenario.
Going on HRT is literally killing any chances of you having your axis restored naturally, only making it worse, and putting yourself on a life long treatment situation.
Seems like you are over reacting to me.
You shouldnt put your hopes on bulbine more than letting time and your body doing its job of naturally self regulating/balancing/homeostasis.