luv2fight
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I will try to make this detailed yet short enough to get some responses. I have been lurking AM for some time now did most of my research here prior to my first injected cycle last year. I had done previous oral cycles and never had problems. Last year I ran a 14 weeks cycle of EQ and Sust. 600mg of EQ and 250mg of sust/ week. I gained 25 lbs on the cycle and was happy with my results. Aside from a few episodes of aggression, acne, BP of 145/100, other than that I didn't have any other major sides. One thing I notices after about 4 weeks on the cycle is that my right testicle starting having sharp aching pains for no reason. This seemed to go away as my nuts shrank and when the cycle ended I took 3 weeks off and ran a proper PCT of Nolva, exemestane, and HCG (AR PCT). At the time I didn't notice much else happening besides my nuts started killing me again but much worse now. (This has continued and is still an issue)
Fast forward three months. I started having chest pains that brought me to the ER. They ran EKG, stress test, and everything else you can think of. Everything came back normal.
Fast forward 2 more months. Im hope for Christmas break (College student) and Im still have nut pains and itchy nips, not painfull, just itchy, no puffiness though.
I start getting chest pains again and I schedule an appointment to see my family doc because I happen to be home. Before I can see my doc I wake up in the middle of the night with sweats, can breath, feeling pain in my chest and a fire like sensation. I have to run out of the bedroom as I didn't want to wake my fiancée. I lay on the couch and calm down but I cant seem to stop coughing and choking. I wake her up and we go to the emergency room. They do another ekg and its normal. They send me home.
The next morning I wake up and feel ****ty but better. I roll out of bed and grab a banana, half way through I feel like im completely full and im going to vomit. I feel like theres a tennis ball in my neck. Im freaking out a bit but I stay calm and just dont eat at all that day. The same night I wake up with the same problem but worse. We rush to the ER and the doctor starts a IV of protonics and says im having major acid reflux. I ended up going home and having to schedule an appt with a Gastro back in Ohio because my vacation was over.
I arrive back in Ohio and still cant seem to eat. They put me on a strict diet and had me on omeprazole which gave me horrible sides of dizziness. (so I thought) I took the omeprazole until I had my gastro appt. The doc schedule me for a endoscopy and found nothing but mild gastritis from the reflux. He kept me on omeprazole for 6 more weeks till the chest pains went away. At this time I had lost 40 lbs. All my muscle and any fat left over as well. I looked sickly to say the least. After the omeprazole I started feeling like I could eat a little more and started to maintain weight but cant seem to gain any.
Fast forward another 4 months and I still haven't gain any weight but my love handles and stomach are def fattier. No ability to keep any strength which is horrible because im a jiu jitsu fighter and ive dropped 4 weight classes.
Here is my current condition. I still have the testicle pain. still have itchy nips id say for a few hours once or twice a week. My appetite is minimal and Ive gained 2 lbs but def in fat. My sleep is all jack up, waking numerous times a night and my dizziness and lack of focus is horrible. Throughout this entire thing I have had the worst anxiety and depression. I used to be able to drink 4 redbulls and fall asleep. Now I drink a cup of green tea and I feel like I need to rip my skin off. I told my family doc this and he had me do some blood tests. Everything was normal ( I will post results) with the exception of what I think is low d3 of 40. He tells me to give it some time and "things should get better". I give it a few more weeks and it doesn't. I ask him to run some hormone tests and he denies and says I have no reason to get them done. He prescribes me and SSRI that I refuse to fill. I then ask for a reference for an endo here in Ohio and he agrees.
I see the endo last week and he says he wants to test my thyroid, glucose tolerance. a urine vma and my total test, I agree. I received my results back today and don't have a follow up with him until the 16th.
So I guess my question is does anyone seem to have any idea whats wrong with me and if not. What other tests should I ask for if any? Is my test low?
BTW ive never had anxiety or depression problems before and non of my direct family have any type of psychological condition that they have to medicate for.
Fast forward three months. I started having chest pains that brought me to the ER. They ran EKG, stress test, and everything else you can think of. Everything came back normal.
Fast forward 2 more months. Im hope for Christmas break (College student) and Im still have nut pains and itchy nips, not painfull, just itchy, no puffiness though.
I start getting chest pains again and I schedule an appointment to see my family doc because I happen to be home. Before I can see my doc I wake up in the middle of the night with sweats, can breath, feeling pain in my chest and a fire like sensation. I have to run out of the bedroom as I didn't want to wake my fiancée. I lay on the couch and calm down but I cant seem to stop coughing and choking. I wake her up and we go to the emergency room. They do another ekg and its normal. They send me home.
The next morning I wake up and feel ****ty but better. I roll out of bed and grab a banana, half way through I feel like im completely full and im going to vomit. I feel like theres a tennis ball in my neck. Im freaking out a bit but I stay calm and just dont eat at all that day. The same night I wake up with the same problem but worse. We rush to the ER and the doctor starts a IV of protonics and says im having major acid reflux. I ended up going home and having to schedule an appt with a Gastro back in Ohio because my vacation was over.
I arrive back in Ohio and still cant seem to eat. They put me on a strict diet and had me on omeprazole which gave me horrible sides of dizziness. (so I thought) I took the omeprazole until I had my gastro appt. The doc schedule me for a endoscopy and found nothing but mild gastritis from the reflux. He kept me on omeprazole for 6 more weeks till the chest pains went away. At this time I had lost 40 lbs. All my muscle and any fat left over as well. I looked sickly to say the least. After the omeprazole I started feeling like I could eat a little more and started to maintain weight but cant seem to gain any.
Fast forward another 4 months and I still haven't gain any weight but my love handles and stomach are def fattier. No ability to keep any strength which is horrible because im a jiu jitsu fighter and ive dropped 4 weight classes.
Here is my current condition. I still have the testicle pain. still have itchy nips id say for a few hours once or twice a week. My appetite is minimal and Ive gained 2 lbs but def in fat. My sleep is all jack up, waking numerous times a night and my dizziness and lack of focus is horrible. Throughout this entire thing I have had the worst anxiety and depression. I used to be able to drink 4 redbulls and fall asleep. Now I drink a cup of green tea and I feel like I need to rip my skin off. I told my family doc this and he had me do some blood tests. Everything was normal ( I will post results) with the exception of what I think is low d3 of 40. He tells me to give it some time and "things should get better". I give it a few more weeks and it doesn't. I ask him to run some hormone tests and he denies and says I have no reason to get them done. He prescribes me and SSRI that I refuse to fill. I then ask for a reference for an endo here in Ohio and he agrees.
I see the endo last week and he says he wants to test my thyroid, glucose tolerance. a urine vma and my total test, I agree. I received my results back today and don't have a follow up with him until the 16th.
So I guess my question is does anyone seem to have any idea whats wrong with me and if not. What other tests should I ask for if any? Is my test low?
BTW ive never had anxiety or depression problems before and non of my direct family have any type of psychological condition that they have to medicate for.
