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Havoc Non-log Notepad for my cycle.

for what she told me this guy really cares about her,and she cares about him. and shes not willing to let him go to go back with me. i suck donkey balls

Zombie, I acted like you with my girlfriend. Same situation. We both split up, I didn't care, never said I'd marry her, I was distant etc... We were broken up for 6 months and usually I would have moved on but we shared a past so I fought for it even though she kept saying nothing was there. Now we're back, she loves me the same as she did but I had to earn it again. Its was tough but if I can tell you one thing it's, if I knew she was seeing another guy, had feelings for another guy I would have forgotten her. If she can move on that quick she ain't worth it. Thats the only reason I kept fighting. If I knew she was with another guy she'd be out of my mind so fast without any regret or feeling sorry that I messed up. Remember it's not only your fault. She had to have done something to make you distant, get annoyed, not say you will marry her. It takes two to tango.
 
here is a neckless pic of me when i was in vegas
 

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im the one in black BTW the other guy is my ex gf bro, i dont remmeber who took this picture:think:
 
It looks better in that pic then it did in the camera phone pic.
 
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i uploaded a video i dont know why it came so short if its a 169mb video. its a couple mins long but its reallyshort there
 
Very nice.... I miss dating dark haired girls, when you have a blond you want dark, when you have dark you want blonds, we're never happy.
 
i think im getting over this girl thing, without noticing i started hitting on some girl at a office i went to pick up a computer, we are going for a cup of coffee tomorrow at her lunch time. too bad i dont like coffee LOL
 
i want them all, all the time :(

haha ya tell me about it.... thats why you have the magical wand. You're single now and can do that without any guilt. Look at all the new opportunities you have, the chances to meet girls. Your FREEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
 
i think im getting over this girl thing, without noticing i started hitting on some girl at a office i went to pick up a computer, we are going for a cup of coffee tomorrow at her lunch time. too bad i dont like coffee LOL

get yourself some fru fru tea then ;)
 
:clap2:to you zombo
 
How the F' did I miss this F'in thread Zombie. I feel like I missed all the fun.

Nanny nanny, nanny booboo.
 

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i been thinking on adding 2 caps of rebound reloaded or hyperdrol x2
and maybe 100mg Dhea spread in 2 doses.
i feel soft and estrogen must be whats causing my emotional problems.

i want to feel alpha male again.
 
i feel soft and estrogen must be whats causing my emotional problems.

i want to feel alpha male again.

You did take over a week off from the gym. Not saying anything, just saying.
 
really enjoyed the log man. Alot of the stuff I read on here seems a little to good to be true when it comes to peoples routines and diets, Im not saying anyone is lying but like i said i enjoyed reading a log that came across as a true real life experience. Im starting an epi cycle and Im trying to figure out what to expect, so logs liek this help alot. Sucks about your girl, i've been there and i know firsthand how hopeless it can seem sometime. But the cool thing about it is you get a clean slate. If you have half a brain, you can take all the knowledge you've gained from the mistakes you've made, and apply it to a newer, hotter girl, or play the field and enjoy some time with girls you wouldnt necessarily want to be involved in a relationship with. Either way you're a young guy in good shape with a whole new batch of life lessons under your belt, so hit the gym and get out there enjoy life bro, and we'll be here for support
 
really enjoyed the log man. Alot of the stuff I read on here seems a little to good to be true when it comes to peoples routines and diets, Im not saying anyone is lying but like i said i enjoyed reading a log that came across as a true real life experience. Im starting an epi cycle and Im trying to figure out what to expect, so logs liek this help alot. Sucks about your girl, i've been there and i know firsthand how hopeless it can seem sometime. But the cool thing about it is you get a clean slate. If you have half a brain, you can take all the knowledge you've gained from the mistakes you've made, and apply it to a newer, hotter girl, or play the field and enjoy some time with girls you wouldnt necessarily want to be involved in a relationship with. Either way you're a young guy in good shape with a whole new batch of life lessons under your belt, so hit the gym and get out there enjoy life bro, and we'll be here for support


Thanks bro.
i would recommen you to get a real notepad or something to take numbers at the gym i wish i could had done that to pin point how much i gain in all excersices, i just paid atention the the ones that seem dificult before or that i didint had enouf strenght.

The mood boost you might noticed it in the first week. and from there it just gets better. Just make sure you have taurine, i have never had back pumps that were that intense.but taurine did got rid of them. after dosing taurine regulary i stoped having problems with the back pumps.

i dont know what else to tell you, but if you have a more direct questions about something ill try my best to answer it.
 
How much did you dose the taurine? and how often did you take it?
 
So 4g/daily total? Just wanna make sure I read that post right.
 
So 4g/daily total? Just wanna make sure I read that post right.
yep. sometimes i did more. but that was when they got really bad and i already started working out. i would always take them before starting to workout, cause it takes some time to take the pump off once you get it.
 
thanx homeh.
You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to Zombie again.
 
whatup z,

sorry about the girl trouble. nice log you had going...wish i woulda been following it while you were still on cycle. i am just finishing up my first run with havoc and have put on 15 pounds in four weeks (went from 195-210). definitely feel you with the lower back pumps though, nothin that taurine didn't take care of though. hope all is well man.
 
whatup z,

sorry about the girl trouble. nice log you had going...wish i woulda been following it while you were still on cycle. i am just finishing up my first run with havoc and have put on 15 pounds in four weeks (went from 195-210). definitely feel you with the lower back pumps though, nothin that taurine didn't take care of though. hope all is well man.
thanks, 15 pounds sound impresive. i cant wait to give it another run. in a few months at a higher dosage maybe a
40/50/50/60/60 cycle would be a good choice with some clomid for pct. Im going to keep updating till i finish PCT. :D
 
i been thinking on adding 2 caps of rebound reloaded or hyperdrol x2
and maybe 100mg Dhea spread in 2 doses.
i feel soft and estrogen must be whats causing my emotional problems.

i want to feel alpha male again.

just caught this. hx2 might be a good idea. what were your results are far as fat gain/loss?
 
just caught this. hx2 might be a good idea. what were your results are far as fat gain/loss?
well as far as fat gain i dont think i gain that much fat, actually think i lost some fat, i feel my mid section harder on the sides but the love handles and front part are soft. overall i feel hard BUT i got the puffy look going on right now.
 
i got my packeage and a apology. I took recreate 3 min ago.

hahahaha. My epi was 5 days late and it finally came in yesterday..after I wrote a nasty email to the company. They wrote back telling me .."I dunknow wha happent"

Hows it comn zomb?
 
hahahaha. My epi was 5 days late and it finally came in yesterday..after I wrote a nasty email to the company. They wrote back telling me .."I dunknow wha happent"

Hows it comn zomb?


well i liked it so far i took 6 caps of levithan yesterday cause i didnt think i was goinn to get my recreate and then when i got recreate i took 2 caps then like after 2 hrs i took 1 more cap. i didnt feel focus or anything out of the ordinary i just felt kind of warm inside. i did manage to do 30 min cardio on the eliptical just listening to music and seeing my self in a big ass mirror there in the gym. weight yesterday was 199.5 lbs
 
nice job! keep it up!
 
anything worth noting yet?
 
anything worth noting yet?
*thirst is way up
*im not hungry
*whit in a few hrs of taking it if i start having any kind of physical activity i start to sweat.
*core temp is up. not a whole lot but i notice theres some diff.
*im not all stimed out but i can stand 30 min on the eliptical just listening to music, thats kind of weird for me since i cant be in a same place doing the same repetitive thing cause i get bored really fast.

i havent had that mood boost alot of users have reported, i was hopping to get that boost since i still feel like **** from time to time.
 
Any naseau with this? I noticed some are experiencing that. Its one of the factors keeping me from trying it.
 
Any naseau with this? I noticed some are experiencing that. Its one of the factors keeping me from trying it.

i havent noticed anything likethat, no naseau, no upset stomach or anything related to GI stress.

i been working since 1 hr ago up and down, went for a few computers and stuff and im not sweating like yesterday. Only my hands are sweating. Ill keep you guys updated.

I want to try 5 caps BUT since i might go out tonight well i dont know if its going to make me sweaty. But lets see how it goes.
 
taking in consideration how this works or how im feeling it. I think this could be a good addition to a DCP/Hardcore Shred XS Stack . Dosing Recreate at a recommended dose and DCP also but HSXS at a half dose just to push things around alil bit. I like PAL products but i havent used Leviathan realoded so i cant give my opinion on that one stacked with this combo. but i have used HSXS and i have liked it, not the best stim out there but it gets the job done
 
Alright, after some time off, i'm back zombo! :D
Log is looking good bro. :drunk:
 
Zombie's recreate came in, yay! F*ckin FedEx.

I sweat like it's my job on that stuff Z. I love it.
 
Nice avi Zombo! Myspace bish!

You must spread some reputation around before giving it to Zombie again.
 
today is my last day of torem at 60mg, tomorrow i start the last week of PCT with 30Mg of torem.

Yesterday i was chatting with a cousin and she found a old pic of me from like 2 years ago and she send it to me OMG i almost pissed my pants when i saw it lol here you go guys so that you can have a good laugh.

its really low quality but you can get an idea lol
 

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Dude you look like the chubacabra!
 
hahaha. Wow zombie you really have put on some size in 2 years.
lol thanks , i do miss having a small waist but the the size i have now, even if i have more fat that i would like i woulnt trade it to be like that again lol
 
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