HIT4ME
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I am a alcoholic, I started drinking when I was 13 and during my youth in the 70's used a wide variety of drugs. I went thru an extensive in-treatment at the VA and got sober and clean. I learned something interesting while going thru rehab, it seems there are those of us who have a gene that makes it more likely to become addicted. I could have used this as a crutch and said it's not my fault, I was born to be a drunk. instead I knew how destructive my behavior was to myself and the ones who loved and cared about me, and fought to gain sobriety. it was a tough fight, wasn't instant success but I stuck with it and today I am approaching my 20th year of sobriety...now you want to talk about pride!!! pride is something you earn, it isn't given just for being who you are.
I am still a alcoholic, but for today at least I chose not to drink....just because I sometimes might feel the urge to drink does not mean I have to act on it, drinking was the most natural thing in the world to me, I had to give up many friends and change my lifestyle completely. I honestly felt like a fish out of water[pun intended]not drinking.
my old counselor willie told me that you are a alcoholic if drinking is causing problems in your life....feel free to interpret this as you will....
Great job man. I thought losing weight was hard. I do blame cortisol though...just read earlier in this post. Haha.
The thing is, we have be one so good at surviving as a society, that most people nowadays aren't good at anything. We don't accomplish things on our own anymore. People have become helpless. And because we lack that sense of accomplishment, we have to rely on anything that makes us "different" to identify our individuality.
"either way you're f^cked".... Fixed 