Actually I understood his point completely. I understand that I'm going to suffer to get the kind of physique I want and that's allYou missed @Whisky 's point entirely lawl
Actually I understood his point completely. I understand that I'm going to suffer to get the kind of physique I want and that's allYou missed @Whisky 's point entirely lawl
not really what I was getting at bro. Yeah you’ll suffer mentally to get the physique you want but my first sentence was making the point that you still won’t be happy regardless of how you look, if your mental health is suffering.Actually I understood his point completely. I understand that I'm going to suffer to get the kind of physique I want and that's all
Bro, you are not ill. We are phuking with our hormones here, of course sh1t is bound to get wrecked. I was prescribed xanax due to panic attacks i was experiencing with crashed testosterone and on clomid (never took it though as i knew it would eventually resolve).Listen bro I am a nerd. I am also mentally ill so I truly believe that this **** is just irritating my already horrible anxiety, and yeah maybe ur right maybe it could be fake anavar. Whatever I'm using is making me extremely strong in the gym, anxious and my libido has increased substantially. I am not getting any kind of acne whatsoever and Im not getting bloated or puffy so I think it's safe to assume that whatever I'm on is at least something that isint converting to estrogen. Right?
Oh and calm your tits. How many holes did you punch in your wall before you replied to me
I just got back from the gym. Today was a rest day so I just did a little bit of calves abs and cardio. The stupid treadmills at my gym make you set the time and incline before you start even if you just want to do a manual run it like makes you set something up and I wanted to do my cardio for 35 minutes but it stopped at 30 and I wasn't finished yet and I was listening to the song I liked and I got super mad and punched the dashboard of the treadmill and yelled out loud and everybody was looking at meBro, you are not ill. We are phuking with our hormones here, of course sh1t is bound to get wrecked. I was prescribed xanax due to panic attacks i was experiencing with crashed testosterone and on clomid (never took it though as i knew it would eventually resolve).
Also dhts dont agree with me. Higher dose masteron? Man i am a lunatic feeling like world is coming to an end any moment. I am talking about running out of the house or public transportation as i cant remain still.
Why torture yourself with compounds that dont agree with you?
As far as libido...yeah man it sucks. Feel like i just cant find it.
If i am off everything a little bit of aromasin sends it sky high. But on any dose of test it it almost non existent.
Elevated bp is like others said due to anxiety. Try some chamomille and lavender tea, used to help me sleep in the evenings while i was on 300mg of mast.
Thats the problem with ug sh1t. We dont know what it is actually.
They were these two nurses, but they had some kind of theme week at the hospital. Something to do with summer, high temp, beach.. Anyway the staff had a lot less clothes on.Gents, you have lost focus.
Time for a teambuilding exercise, but which one? Hmmmm.
I know - please work together to secure pics of nurse at urgent care clinic.
Yeah i behave like a 16 yo at 23 while on test. Drifting on the road etc hahaha its crazyI just got back from the gym. Today was a rest day so I just did a little bit of calves abs and cardio. The stupid treadmills at my gym make you set the time and incline before you start even if you just want to do a manual run it like makes you set something up and I wanted to do my cardio for 35 minutes but it stopped at 30 and I wasn't finished yet and I was listening to the song I liked and I got super mad and punched the dashboard of the treadmill and yelled out loud and everybody was looking at me
I think I have roid rage from 25mg of anavar
I really can't agree with this more. But you have to grow up to really understand this. Once you're young and you just blindly follow your mental urges, you wont think why you're doing something, at least not in a way you should be thinking about it.not really what I was getting at bro. Yeah you’ll suffer mentally to get the physique you want but my first sentence was making the point that you still won’t be happy regardless of how you look, if your mental health is suffering.
I’m fortunate that I can say I don’t think I’ve ever had a mental health issue, but the last 12 months due to some harsh personal stuff have certainly been mentally challenging and the solutions haven’t been as clear cut (in my case getting even with a mate who shafted me badly, very badly, affected my kids lives etc). Things I thought would help to calm me mentally actually haven’t.
my point is that I think your not addressing the route cause of your mental illness and instead putting your hopes on achieving this physique as being the answer. In my humble opinion I suspect it won’t be, so you’ll have suffered and you won’t feel better for having done it, you’ll probably feel worse as it’s not what you hoped would be the case.
mental health isn’t a matter to take lightly. Physical health is far easier to understand and resolve.
Personally I would take a step back from the anabolics and try to understand better what the route cause of my anxiety/issues are and address them. Get professional help to do it, life’s too short for wasting time trying to deal with it by yourself
then come back to this **** when your heads in the right place. You’ll enjoy the process so much more. The only suffering you do should be training related. You should be enjoying the process of getting jacked, feeling strong etc
But that's just it, he isn't really doing this in order to enjoy him self, but in order to race blindfolded. Once he'll be able to stop and breath he'll understand, but that's years from now imo.then come back to this **** when your heads in the right place. You’ll enjoy the process so much more. The only suffering you do should be training related. You should be enjoying the process of getting jacked, feeling strong etc
Isnt that always the case? Its only later on that you get the ability to take an objective 3rd person view of your past situations.but that's years from now imo.
You could try lsd or srooms for that 3rd person view.Isnt that always the case? Its only later on that you get the ability to take an objective 3rd person view of your past situations.
Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.” — Søren Kierkegaard
You're a funny guyYou could try lsd or srooms for that 3rd person view.
Even though it was a joke. They can actually be beneficial for the exact thing you are talking about = )You're a funny guy
Nah, he isn't.You're a funny guy
I mean, yes, it is, BUT, in one point in time, you start seeing your actions as externalized extensions of your inner instabilities. And at this point in your development, your actions become much more ... how would I say it ... in line with whats really best for you.Isnt that always the case? Its only later on that you get the ability to take an objective 3rd person view of your past situations.
Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.” — Søren Kierkegaard
I agree.Lot of different psychedelics like psilocybin, mdma and ketamin (=dissociative to be exact) are gaining popularity in the field of therapy and psychological health care.
But I wouldn't advice a person with some kind of mental challenges to just grab some srooms and go do some soul searching = )
It's rather simple in regards to the structure not the cause (though usually it's the parents that are insecure and that trickles down to kids): you feel anxious because you have a bad self image, you don't feel like you are good enough when compared to other people and you are taking control of reality by taking control of your body, as it's the only thing you are capable of controlling really. Now your self worth will be determined by your body's image. That is a very fragile state to be in.I don't know the cause of my insecurity in terms of my body image. I don't want to be some giant monster but I just want to look perfect in my what I consider that to be. Why do I want this? Because I want to stand out.
yes, this, all of this.Try to understand: you are good enough, no matter how you look. Once you really feel this to be true, then it's going to be healthy to delve into this hobby.
I am aware of the fact that my gear use stems from my insecurities and me attaching the idea of my ideal self to a certain body image.I mean, yes, it is, BUT, in one point in time, you start seeing your actions as externalized extensions of your inner instabilities. And at this point in your development, your actions become much more ... how would I say it ... in line with whats really best for you.
Well, we all take PED’s for our own reason, everyone have their own issues and insecurities, some more than others, the goal is to try to do it as “healthy and responsible” as possible, that’s why we trying to help each other out to be the best we can be.I am aware of the fact that my gear use stems from my insecurities and me attaching the idea of my ideal self to a certain body image.
Also the fact that you feel better on it doesnt help the situation at all.
Its a problem...once you see what you perceive a "better" image of yourself, to let it go forever is hard. Keeps coming back to you..."i want to be like that again".
Maybe at one point it wont matter to me any longer so i drop it for good.
Yeah, I know. It's the one thing I wish aas wouldnt do. I change so much while on cycle that it's hilarious and then the crash after the cycle is the opposite; not funny at all. This is the reason I haven't done a cycle in 13 months now. The personality changes and then the personality/anxiety/sleep problems are just something I cant mentally afford now. It's much different for b$c. But cycling is imo mentally so unhealthy that most will eventually stop bc of it or start to b$c.And the fact that when you take gear your personality changes...i mean you know what i am talking about, you become more competitive and different things matter to you more than while off (at least thats in my case)
I feel this is very individual, for me, I don’t “feel” anything OFF or ON gear, sure, strength wise it’s a big difference (strength is the only reason I take gear) but gear have no mental effect on me.Yeah, I know. It's the one thing I wish aas wouldnt do. I change so much while on cycle that it's hilarious and then the crash after the cycle is the opposite; not funny at all. This is the reason I haven't done a cycle in 13 months now. The personality changes and then the personality/anxiety/sleep problems are just something I cant mentally afford now. It's much different for b$c. But cycling is imo mentally so unhealthy that most will eventually stop bc of it or start to b$c.
I have to admit that most urgent cares have attractive nursesThey were these two nurses, but they had some kind of theme week at the hospital. Something to do with summer, high temp, beach.. Anyway the staff had a lot less clothes on.
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Alot of this is me allowing my mental health to get the best of me. If I can learn to work with it then maybe I can overcome this. I should be able to use a reasonable dose of anavar without freaking out. It's not like I'm on tren or somethingMy honest opinion? Fuk that. Why are you putting yourself through all this Shiite just look good? Imagine the stress your body is going through.I’d sack the whole lot and rethink the whole plan. Make a plan with stuff that ain’t gonna fuk ya mental health
Off topic, but i found out that you can even manipulate how you feel on cycle by manipulating your estrogen levels. If I let them rise and on test only, i feel more like my off cycle me.Yeah, I know. It's the one thing I wish aas wouldnt do. I change so much while on cycle that it's hilarious and then the crash after the cycle is the opposite; not funny at all. This is the reason I haven't done a cycle in 13 months now. The personality changes and then the personality/anxiety/sleep problems are just something I cant mentally afford now. It's much different for b$c. But cycling is imo mentally so unhealthy that most will eventually stop bc of it or start to b$c.
I was thinking of running ralox for the duration of the whole cycle next time and let estro rise to, idk ... 40's ...Off topic, but i found out that you can even manipulate how you feel on cycle by manipulating your estrogen levels. If I let them rise and on test only, i feel more like my off cycle me.
If i keep them lower or add in dry androgens, i am different.
OP, higher estrogen levels definitely help you feel more serene, therefore lowering any potential anxiety.
In my case over 200 test with no ai i get very mellow at times, too mellow for my liking at times. Like tearing up for little reason.I was thinking of running ralox for the duration of the whole cycle next time and let estro rise to, idk ... 40's ...
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