Good on you OP for quitting if it became an issue or a dependency thing.
I used Kratom steadily, probably about 20g daily, for a little over 2 years. Quit cold turkey without issue for several months then realized I missed it and have been back at it. I've read lots about varying degrees of "withdrawal" symptoms folKS experience when dropping it.
I grew to only use whites as I enjoy the mood and energy boost. Never had much of a pain killing effect on me (the whites).
I was using 12-16g a night for a while and started using Agmatine and Black Seed Oil, now I am down to 4-8g a night. I try and take breaks every few weeks between batches running out (which is longer now that I lowered dosages, probably not good), and it seems I just have trouble sleeping for a night or two and a headache for a couple days. I get a little moody if I don't have any, but that tends to go away within a few days as well.
I enjoy it and it doesn't cause any problems for me, so I don't see a reason for stopping yet. Maybe once they ban it I will stop, as I don't care to stock up on it.
It is more of a part of my nightly routine now. I can't just be out all day, get home and crash. Even before Kratom, I had to get home to shower and eat, then relax on the couch watching tv for a while to unwind. It definitely helped my mood and anxiety from before, but in turn makes those worse for a few days after stopping. I know I've mentioned this before, but I went for 3-4 weeks of daily Percocet use after surgery to nothing at all and I didn't notice anything as far as withdrawal, so that has given me some confidence in the Kratom use.
Great job on you
RickyBlobby for giving it up. I know it can be really rough for some people. I also have some Klonopin I use for whenever I can't sleep the first night after stopping, and it tends to help for a couple of days. Any reason you didn't utilize Agmatine or Black Seed Oil during withdrawal?