Don't take this personally, but I really doubt you're mature enough to use steroids, regardless of your age. You're bouncing off walls about sides that don't even exist yet, and the rate at which you change your mind about whether or not to do steroids is absolutely mind-boggling. I really feel uneasy; kinda like I just read a teenager chronicle his journey into steroids. Again, just trying to show you what we're seeing, so you can understand the advice you're receiving, and realize we're not making fun of you! We're actually looking out for you, which I hope you can appreciate and move on.