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  1. monsterbox

    Breaking the ice!!!

    Never You only use the nolvadex if you have immediate gyno symptoms. The nolvadex is a temporarily breast tissue estrogen receptor modulator, until you are able to get your actual estradiol levels in check with your Arimidex etc. Some use Nolvadex in post cycle to jump start the pituitary. I...
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    Breaking the ice!!!

    Looks good, but drop the arimidex to .25mg eod, increase to .5mg if needed. You might even become too dry at .25mg eod
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    Forum Vet/Bodybuilder Making Comeback - A new outlook

    Hi all, To keep this short, I used to compete 5 years ago. 5' 8'' and 190lbs on stage at 3%. I used alot of gear back in the day, at high dosages. All was great for a long time but I noticed that the strong DHT's had a substantial crash on dopamine and affected personality strongly. Ended up...
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    Consider that if we recognize the identity is only a manifestation our thoughts, we can find identification to all things. Preventing the identity from becoming solidified is key. And of course, its impossible to 100% master this, but its something to strive for. Being able to identify with...
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    The identity fears insignificance. Perceive the significance of insignificance and transcendence has begun.
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    Everyone, everywhere defines their own version of enlightenment. This thread was started to share the story of a past self's journey and an accompanying introspection in today's light. Each has their own mind and is free to think what they please. If this introspection may resonate with just...
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    Thanks for commenting guys. I appreciate that you guys are taking the time to understand. In a nutshell, the point is that DHT can affect ones desires, tendencies, ambitions, and risk taking behavior. While not outwardly apparent at moderate dosages, these idiosyncrasies can delude the mind...
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    Thank you for your post. The points I'm trying to make are no so much directed at the sense of inflated ego, but moreso at the subtle changes that many do not notice unless you deeply introspect. It is not my intention to imply that my personal steroid use has caused me to become a completely...
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    Guys, I've been receiving a ton of private messages asking about HRT and hormone advice. To those of you who have messaged me, I will respond with time. Thanks and good luck.
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    Warning: If we agree with the above article, then we must accept the fact that high DHT levels literally change the personality. A 6-8 week cycle is not long enough to impact all of the relationships, job choices, hobbies, drug choices, habits, etc. One could be a quiet, sympathetic type...
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    Supporting Evidence Many times, I question myself and wonder if the Identity is only from the life-style, choices, and "rewards" leading to the addiction and frenzy. We see so many oppositions to "roid-rage" or that steroids have any real effect on your mind. Well, after much research, here is...
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    Experienced Vet Heavy Doses Speaking Out

    Hello, I was once a prominent member of this forum years ago. I went offline a few years ago, but I'm back just today, to share with you as a friend. I started using Pro-hormones at the age of 19, RPN Havoc specifically. Once the skinny guy in high school and soon became a well respected...
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    Allergic to Orals, WTF, sneezing, extreme allergies

    I'v been noticing a trend now, and its clear now that everytime I use orals, whether its a day or 4 weeks, I get super sensitive allergies. Its as is my histamine levels are jacked way up. Is is possible that orals can increase histamine levels? Or that its from high estrogen? For example, I...
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    Desensitized to my HRT from Steroid Use? Dopamine Withdrawal?

    Hello everyone, Im 24 yrs old. I went on TRT for secondary hypogondadism at the age of 19. Started at 300ng/dl, TRT put me at 1,000ng/dl At 19yrs old on 150mg/daily cream based HRT: 1000ng/nl total Top of range free t shbg - 15 ultra sensitive estradiol - 23 Thyroid always in range My hrt...
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    Primobolan Acetate Oral, Yellow Vision WTF!

    Yes, without a doubt trust the source. I seem to be harder/drier then yesterday. I took 50mg again today w/ no visual sides. However, I'm terrified of letting the ester built up and seeing yellow for 72 hours lol. I figured tomorrow Ill try 100mg, divided into 2x 50mg doses AM/PM. And Ill...
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    Primobolan Acetate Oral, Yellow Vision WTF!

    Any help here guys? It been 20hrs and now my vision is back to normal. I'm afraid to continue, should I keep going at 100mg?
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    Primobolan Acetate Oral, Yellow Vision WTF!

    I'm been running 1g of test as a base, and added in some primo ace orally today. I'v never used it before, and figured since its supposedly 50% weaker then injectable, id use 200mg/day. I started out with 400mg today for the first time just too get the ball rolling. I haven't noticed much except...
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    Seperating broscience bull**** from real facts

    I appreciate all the input, this is very interested. You know, I'm not too convinced that A:A is extremely misleading. Why? I'v made most of my gains on 100mg/var, its incredible. Blows the doors off of anything I'v ever used, including test alone at 1.4grams of prop. Many people would say...
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    Seperating broscience bull**** from real facts

    Your last statement has me wondering otherwise now. It does alarm me now, I see that masteron is rated less androgenic than test, and that stuff makes me hard and angry as **** compared to test. So maybe AA ratios are b.s. Thanks for the input.
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    Seperating broscience bull**** from real facts

    Well if the AA ratio's are inaccurate then that changes the whole story. But if assuming they are even somewhat representative, Then "trens magic fat burning affect" is really because 350mg of tren is super strong. Its 5x anabolic, and 5x more androgenic then test. I have a hard time...
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