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Superdrol...Somebody Save Me From This Nightmare!!!

ZX14 Boyz

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Made a thread a while ago about how beastdrol made my heart beat unusually heavy and it never went away, so I guess this is part 2..but please read and help me get through this nightmare. Like i said before...all tests, ekg, ultrasound, blood tests etc came back normal...yet a year later my heart still beats slightly heavy. The only thing else that i can think of that explains this heavy beating, is (God Forbid) an enlarged heart. My blood .pressure is perfect 120/74. My doctor looked at all of the tests and said that NO, my heart didnt enlarge...but is everyones heart ventricles, chambers, etc the same size in order for him to know that there wasnt any enlargement...because I never had an ultrasound/ekg done before. How would he know the size of before and after the cycle? Also, the heart is smooth muscle tissue...i read that steroids only make the skeletal muscles bigger. Especially for only using beastdrol for 7 days. I keep reading that long term effects are horrible, but with the 3 cycles that I ATTEMPTED...with only 1 being successful...it all adds up to about 1 month and 1 week that i have ever had any hormone, steroids in my system. Everyone tells me that is nothing. Sorry for extending this thread, but this has really been bothering me. Almost had a panic attack (never had one) when i read how roids can give you heart failure, diabetes, brain tumors n sh*t. I am a bundle of nerves right now...i regret ever taking any of this stuff...and just want to get over this n move on with my life not thinking if im going to die early or something krazy like that. And no I am not crazy...i just had a really bad trip with this stuff, and i need to get over it. The only thing that makes me feel better, is talking about it. My doc doesnt know much about roids, so he only goes by what the papers say. I cant go 1 day wothout thinking that the stuff gave me brain damage, or it jacked up my heart and i wont see it till later on in the future. SOMEBODY TELL ME IM GOING TO BE OKAY!!!!
 
No one can really tell you that.... I'm sorry.

Best thing you can do for now is take your heart supps, get your all your markers of health where they are supposed to be and move on. Enlarged heart or not I highly doubt you can reverse that... I know many people who have run many cycles. Don't know if they had any of these sides but it does happen. I just hope it's all in your head and you can get through it. Good luck.
 
if you went to the doctor and he said everything looks good, don't sweat it. If something was abnormal, he would of let you know.
 
I would throw all sups in the trash if you are in fact that nervous.
Go get an ultra sound if u r worried.
I would also tell the doc how u feel and everything u have done and possibly get a 2nd opinion. That's where I would start.

Best of luck, and I think u r fine, usually just all in your head.
 
Hey bro, when you die can I have the rest of your beastdrol?

Just kidding.

It sounds like your doc did a pretty through workup with a cardiac ultrasound ("ECHO") and everything. I'd be pretty shocked if you suffered any long standing sides from that small amount of steroids. Cardiac enlargement takes time and the ultrasound can demonstrate normal size, structure, and function. Could your heart have gotten a bit larger? Yes. Is that at all likely in 1.5 months? No. In the context of a normal ultrasound would that enlargement be significant? Almost certainly not.

This brain tumor and diabetes talk is nonsense. I have never seen any evidence to support either. Heart failure could result from profound cardiac enlargement leading to altered mechanics i suppose but that is probably very uncommon and would take lots and lots of steroids. You don't have this.

You are obviously very anxious. I think that is the main issue. Talk to someone in real life about it.
 
adnscmplx said:
Hey bro, when you die can I have the rest of your beastdrol?

Just kidding.

It sounds like your doc did a pretty through workup with a cardiac ultrasound ("ECHO") and everything. I'd be pretty shocked if you suffered any long standing sides from that small amount of steroids. Cardiac enlargement takes time and the ultrasound can demonstrate normal size, structure, and function. Could your heart have gotten a bit larger? Yes. Is that at all likely in 1.5 months? No. In the context of a normal ultrasound would that enlargement be significant? Almost certainly not.

This brain tumor and diabetes talk is nonsense. I have never seen any evidence to support either. Heart failure could result from profound cardiac enlargement leading to altered mechanics i suppose but that is probably very uncommon and would take lots and lots of steroids. You don't have this.

You are obviously very anxious. I think that is the main issue. Talk to someone in real life about it.
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I agree, just you being anxious could make problems worse. Don't THINK about your heart beating harder, dont stress about brain damage... 7 days... VERY unlikely. Talk about it, Im sure loads of guys in the gym who used supps during 2000-2008 have run a PH cycle. Hell they probably ran tribulus for PCT in the earlier days. They may be those super people who dont need PCT BUT they can at least sympathize with you and show you that they are still alive and kicking.
 
Yes you can have my beast when i pass...but. it might be a little expired cuz that'll be 80-100 years from now. Thanks for the replies yall...it makes me feel a little better. Actually the steroid that i thought gave me brain damage, I only took for 3 days and i accidently over dosed the 1st day by not fully reading the how to take instructions. Now beast which i took for 7 days about almost a year ago...is what I thought used my heart as a punching bag and paid Mike Tyson to take a few swings at it. Dont remember if i mentioned this, but i went to my doc over 3 different times about this. He told me that when he sent the ultra to the cardiologist which is a friend of his...the cardiologist looked at it and asked...."Is this a joke?" He saw absolutely nothing wrong. My doc said that he wanted to prescribe me a medicine that puts less strain on your heart...i said hellz no I aint takin anymore pills. Over all...he didnt seem worried at all. Im just here wondering if my heart is 100% healthy (Thank God) then why the hard thumps 24/7. Enlarged heart aka "athlete heart" was the only thing left that i thought of. He says no, so i have no other idea on what it could be.
 
first off, what are your stats = how old are you, how much do you weigh, body fay %, how many years lifting.
Second, did you get tested for diabetes? go to the pharmacy and buy a meter for $10 and check your blood 2hours after a meal. I have the same condition as you, its from thick blood. I have diabetes. Think of your blood like pancake batter. the more pancake mix you put in the water the thicker it gets. Your heart struggles to pump the thicker blood as more sugar enters your blood and it makes you sleepy. This may not be you, but I do have the same heavy heart beat. Also they may not catch it on the test, they say its accurate but the doctors missed it for months with me.
 
They tested me the 1st time that I went for the heavy pulse with that thing that pokes your finger...and it was normal. EVERYTHING IS PERFECT.
 
ZX14 Boyz said:
They tested me the 1st time that I went for the heavy pulse with that thing that pokes your finger...and it was normal. EVERYTHING IS PERFECT.
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Everyone has told you you're fine, but you don't want to listen. You keep looking for a negative aspect or flaw. Just stop and get some psychological help, that's what you need. You obviously have anxiety issues. I uses to be the same way, go talk to a professional
 
I am not looking for a flaw...Everyone says im okay, yet this issue is still happening. You'd be looking for answers too if all tests were normal yet ur chest was moving you around while laying down trying to sleep.
 
ZX14 Boyz said:
They tested me the 1st time that I went for the heavy pulse with that thing that pokes your finger...and it was normal. EVERYTHING IS PERFECT.
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thats why I said buy a meter, and check 2 hours after a meal. doctors told meto fast before my visit so my sugar level was low, but after I would eat it would be high. This may not be your case but I get the same heavy beating heart thing and its from my blood being thick, thats one of the ways I know I need to do another insulin shot.
 
I actually ate pizza a few hours before the doc visit lol. I think im fine man. I will try my best to forget about this completely. Might visit the doc again in a few weeks, just to double check on everything.
 
Don't buy a meter. That is retarded. "Thick blood" or a "heavy" pulse have nothing to do with diabetes. You don't have any symptoms of diabetes but your doc may have tested you with a fasting blood glucose. Thick blood means a higher portion of cells relative to solution. The vast majority of the time this is due to an excess in red blood cells. It is called polycythemia. Steroids can cause this but during your cycle, not as an after effect. This would have been reflected in a high hemoglobin and hematocrit on a complete blood count which your doc may have ordered. Even if you had polycythemia you wouldn't consciously perceive it as a heavy pulse.

No offense to anyone.
 
Yes, you are fine. None of that crap has anything to do with anything. Try to relax and find someone to talk about your anxiety if you need to.
 
The pulse was twice as heavy while on beastdrol...like I was able to see my neck pulsating from my collar bone all the way up to my chin. Its not that bad anymore. I actually noticed the heavy pulse on day 7 of the cycle...which was when i was reading a little more about superdrol and i found an article that said sd may cause heart disease. At that exact moment i almost sh*tted myself, looked down at my chest and noticed the pulse.
 
ZX14 Boyz said:
I am not looking for a flaw...Everyone says im okay, yet this issue is still happening. You'd be looking for answers too if all tests were normal yet ur chest was moving you around while laying down trying to sleep.
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ZX14 Boyz said:
The pulse was twice as heavy while on beastdrol...like I was able to see my neck pulsating from my collar bone all the way up to my chin. Its not that bad anymore. I actually noticed the heavy pulse on day 7 of the cycle...which was when i was reading a little more about superdrol and i found an article that said sd may cause heart disease. At that exact moment i almost sh*tted myself, looked down at my chest and noticed the pulse.
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honestly, you sound like you need a psychiatrist/counseior more than a cardiologist. Thats not being nasty, just that's what is most likely to help you here.
 
Bro honestly the anxiety you're giving yourself about this stuff is more detrimental to your health than the superdrol.....my diagnosis..and I'm prescribing one large chill pill
 
In my opinion, so long as you're not lying about your doctor, it's in your head. Try to think of everything logically. If tests show no abnormalities, but you are still having problems, they most likely aren't real. Our minds are incredibly powerful, and you do possess the ability to convince yourself of just about anything. As some have said above, you might want to look into counseling. Also, I'm not saying that as an insult to you, as I have had to seek help before too.

I hope everything goes well for you.
 
Hate to say it man, but If it says it's okay on paper... Than your OK! It's all in your head, your just a little paranoid and that's completely normal.
How you come over this issue!
 
I dont need to pay someone hundreds/thousands of dollars just to tell me that im okay. I can make myself okay, but I didnt want to tell myself I was until I 100% knew that I was. Getting money usually takes my mind off of this stuff...so if any of yall would like to make a $$$ donation to me...please dont hesitate ;)
 
adnscmplx said:
Don't buy a meter. That is retarded. "Thick blood" or a "heavy" pulse have nothing to do with diabetes. You don't have any symptoms of diabetes but your doc may have tested you with a fasting blood glucose. Thick blood means a higher portion of cells relative to solution. The vast majority of the time this is due to an excess in red blood cells. It is called polycythemia. Steroids can cause this but during your cycle, not as an after effect. This would have been reflected in a high hemoglobin and hematocrit on a complete blood count which your doc may have ordered. Even if you had polycythemia you wouldn't consciously perceive it as a heavy pulse.

No offense to anyone.
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I remember this guys first post and what he described then is something I feel several times a day. When I check my blood in the morning, its very thin and sqirts out my finger, after meals its very thick and most times it wont even come out without having to squeeze my finger to force out the smallest drop of blood. I went to several differnent doctors for months and they couldnt figure it out. It wasnt till it got really bad and I lost 40lbs and started pissing blood that my mom figured it out. Not the doctors. She checked my blood sugar with a $10 meter. I went to the doctor the next day and he said we need to get you to the ER right now. Same doctor I went to 2 weeks prior and said I'm fine. Just saying doctor cant always catch everything, and if they could they would have caught my diabetes when I first told them I think I have diabetes. I wouldnt have to inject insulin 5-6 times a day I could be managing with diet or taking a pill. Your blood absolutey gets thicker after meals.
 
3 years ago I went to my doctor and asked to see a joint specialist because I had problems with my right knee, he gave me pain killers and had me do the standars 3 visits for my HMO. 2nd visit I said please drain the water from my knee its painfull, he said it doesnt look bad enough to drain. Third visit I got my referel to see a specialist. The next doctor drained my knee and filled 3 and 1/2 syringes with water from my knee and he said thats the most water he ever saw.What I'm saying is if you feel like something is wrong go to another doctor. Seems like some doctors cant figure it out so you must be fine.
 
I dont have extreme thirst, my appetite is normal, my urine is crystal clear, im actually gaining weight (muscle mass) im never fatiged...in fact i can never stay seated for too long, i dont have blurry vision, my cuts heal quickly, etc. Tests even proved it. I DONT HAVE DIABETES (Thank God). Im sorry to hear your story, and I wish you the best.
 
Will someone please prescribe this guy some Xanax?
 
its probably just anxiety steroids are known to give people anxiety why idk but its linked when you stop worrying about it. it will go away
 
Well I don't know if this helps or not, but just a couple months ago I ran a cycle of Super DMZ (first time with superdrol). Started out 20mg ed for 2 weeks kicked it up to 30mg for a while until it became uncomfortable, dropped it back down to 20 till the 4 weeks was up. There was a period where I would get that slower heavy deep pounding heartbeat towards the end and after I stopped. It was weird in the gym it wouldn't beat as fast just hard (does make you nervous at first), but I said it eff it and I just worked out that much harder to get the bpm up. I just kept doing my thing, working 12 hours a day and going to the gym. Oh and I kept up my normal supplementation but after the DMZ was a bridge into katanadrol. I don't remember how long the deep pounding lasted I just know I forgot about it went about my business and it has been good ever since. At least you got yours checked out and cleared haha. Its probably all in your head. Hit the gym push yourself, your heart will do its job. Sitting on the computer scared all day is going to make it 100x worse.
 
Sounds like you're just having anxiety issues. If you were tested so thoroughly, yet no issue showed up, and you're showing no signs of pathology other than a perceived heaviness to your heartbeats, it is very likely that nothing is actually wrong with you.

Intense worry and anxiety can lead to that feeling/sound of heaviness that you describe. I'd chalk it up to that. You sound like a worrier anyway.

It may be that the anxiety has been brought on by some cycle-induced hormonal abnormality that you haven't yet recovered from. Perhaps try an anti-estrogen or SERM.
 
ZX14 Boyz said:
Made a thread a while ago about how beastdrol made my heart beat unusually heavy and it never went away, so I guess this is part 2..but please read and help me get through this nightmare. Like i said before...all tests, ekg, ultrasound, blood tests etc came back normal...yet a year later my heart still beats slightly heavy. The only thing else that i can think of that explains this heavy beating, is (God Forbid) an enlarged heart. My blood .pressure is perfect 120/74. My doctor looked at all of the tests and said that NO, my heart didnt enlarge...but is everyones heart ventricles, chambers, etc the same size in order for him to know that there wasnt any enlargement...because I never had an ultrasound/ekg done before. How would he know the size of before and after the cycle? Also, the heart is smooth muscle tissue...i read that steroids only make the skeletal muscles bigger. Especially for only using beastdrol for 7 days. I keep reading that long term effects are horrible, but with the 3 cycles that I ATTEMPTED...with only 1 being successful...it all adds up to about 1 month and 1 week that i have ever had any hormone, steroids in my system. Everyone tells me that is nothing. Sorry for extending this thread, but this has really been bothering me. Almost had a panic attack (never had one) when i read how roids can give you heart failure, diabetes, brain tumors n sh*t. I am a bundle of nerves right now...i regret ever taking any of this stuff...and just want to get over this n move on with my life not thinking if im going to die early or something krazy like that. And no I am not crazy...i just had a really bad trip with this stuff, and i need to get over it. The only thing that makes me feel better, is talking about it. My doc doesnt know much about roids, so he only goes by what the papers say. I cant go 1 day wothout thinking that the stuff gave me brain damage, or it jacked up my heart and i wont see it till later on in the future. SOMEBODY TELL ME IM GOING TO BE OKAY!!!!
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dude, first of you are fine.

Media is full of bull**** about how steroids are bad for you which cant be farther from the truth. If anything steroids will make your heart stronger, faster and better. Remember, its not the steroids that kill, its all the other drugs that some (stupid) people take.
 
_Nomad_ said:
dude, first of you are fine.

Media is full of bull**** about how steroids are bad for you which cant be farther from the truth. If anything steroids will make your heart stronger, faster and better. Remember, its not the steroids that kill, its all the other drugs that some (stupid) people take.
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i can't figure out whether you were trying to be funny with this post. yes, and steroids also make your sperm bigger, faster, and stronger, guaranteeing pregnancy every time.


obviously, you're completely wrong.
 
Clonazepam is very good for anxiety I take only .5 just 1 pill every 2 days and ive had anxiety problems for 5 years. Zanax works but it's not a good idea. Clonazepam is a benzodiazepine but only .5 witch is 1 pill you will not get withdrawals at all. My doc gives me 4 a day to take if I really need to but I dont have to take them all the time and dont want to cause your body will get amuned to it the more you take, thats also with alot of medication. If your doctor trys to give you seriquil dont take it because it is a very cheap drug and doctors only prescribe it because they might not care about your anxiety and usually when someone says they have anxiety and want medication for it thats the first thing that a doctor will prescribe and most people say it helps but it all in your mind. If he gives that to you at the start as my doctor did for me I told him it mad it worse and very rarely anxiety pills will do that to people, as in doing the opposite affect of the medication. Clonazepam is the new age valium, witch I used to take. That was the second medication my doc put me on and it really helped but you can feel yourself getting addicted to it and coming off it is really hard. Clonazepam isn't like that like I said its the new improved valium and works very well within 40 mins you cab feel your mind and body calming down and you dont look stoned when on it. You feel and look normal and have no worries and wounded or messed up sleeps. You can take it when ever it doesnt make you tiered or hyper because it's not a sleeping pill it just helps you have a better sleep and be able to get to sleep faster only cause it takes your anxiety away. During the day I never feel drowsy when taking it so ask your doctor and give it a try if you think you need meds. You might only need 1 every week and you can stop this medication anything with no pains. You cant gain weight or lose weight if your stressed out or have high anxiety, anxiety is a form of stress also
 
Definitely agree with the above comment. Sounds like anxiety issues, your thinking way to deep mate. Relax. U probably suffered from a mild panic attack a year ago, and since then it has made.you aware of underlying anxiety problems. I could be wrong, but that's what it sounds like to me. Definitely speak with your doctor about.that
 
7 days of superdrol and you think you have an enlarged heart?! HAHAHAHABAHA. Get some Xanax bro you need em

Your fine
 
ZX14 Boyz said:
Made a thread a while ago about how beastdrol made my heart beat unusually heavy and it never went away, so I guess this is part 2..but please read and help me get through this nightmare. Like i said before...all tests, ekg, ultrasound, blood tests etc came back normal...yet a year later my heart still beats slightly heavy. The only thing else that i can think of that explains this heavy beating, is (God Forbid) an enlarged heart. My blood .pressure is perfect 120/74. My doctor looked at all of the tests and said that NO, my heart didnt enlarge...but is everyones heart ventricles, chambers, etc the same size in order for him to know that there wasnt any enlargement...because I never had an ultrasound/ekg done before. How would he know the size of before and after the cycle? Also, the heart is smooth muscle tissue...i read that steroids only make the skeletal muscles bigger. Especially for only using beastdrol for 7 days. I keep reading that long term effects are horrible, but with the 3 cycles that I ATTEMPTED...with only 1 being successful...it all adds up to about 1 month and 1 week that i have ever had any hormone, steroids in my system. Everyone tells me that is nothing. Sorry for extending this thread, but this has really been bothering me. Almost had a panic attack (never had one) when i read how roids can give you heart failure, diabetes, brain tumors n sh*t. I am a bundle of nerves right now...i regret ever taking any of this stuff...and just want to get over this n move on with my life not thinking if im going to die early or something krazy like that. And no I am not crazy...i just had a really bad trip with this stuff, and i need to get over it. The only thing that makes me feel better, is talking about it. My doc doesnt know much about roids, so he only goes by what the papers say. I cant go 1 day wothout thinking that the stuff gave me brain damage, or it jacked up my heart and i wont see it till later on in the future. SOMEBODY TELL ME IM GOING TO BE OKAY!!!!
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MatthewMirra said:
How are you doing now? I e had this same thing on SD maybe try GABA? That’s what I’m going to try
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You are asking questions to people that are no longer on this forum. SD is a very harsh drug and pretty much everyone will have blood pressure and sleep issues with it.
 
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