Im in the same exact boat. ANXIETY and DEPRESSION every damn day of my life! I was an alcoholic for 5-6 years of drinking every single day. Liquor everyday until it destroyed my life completely ending in jail and fines up to my neck. Weed head from 16-27...
For you guys that deal with CRAZY anxiety, CBD works wonders without getting high. I order a pound at a time. Its got a little THC in it. I make my own butter. Great for anxiety, depression, and insomnia. Kratom works amazing for me too. If you mix it with OJ it potentiates it and works twice as good. Ive been on benzos for 9 years straight! I dont think i can ever get off now.
Coke, meth, opiates, hallucinogens, ecstasy, tussin, pills pills pills, alcohol, weed, you name it... I was abused af as a kid by two Ahole parents then went to Iraq at 19. Messed up head. PTSD, depression, anxiety, ocd, insomnia. Many people have told me its a miracle im not in jail or in the gutter with a needle in my vein! I've smoked thousands and thousands worth of weed. Cant do it anymore too much anxiety. When i start smoking everday it kicks in depression.
The only "drugs" i use now with great success are pheni, krarom, and cbd.
Been through AA, NA, dui programs for 2 years, jail... All because of my addictions.
Addiction is fukin exhausting.