My introverted self... reform reborn.

Next time I move is when my kids put me in a home!!
 
Not at for me ... I can’t wait to get showered weekly lol...

I’m gonna request my own bedside commode
A roommate to throw poop at

Hopefully some folks that enjoy walker races

Get my hair and nails done on spa day

Blow kisses at the young male employees

Run my own hall
Be the star of bingo

And waiting for weekly craft nights
 
So an update went to gym this morning took my mini me ... long story short ... my groin is not happy ... not happy at all... so instead we cruised the big town listening to “Ice Ice Baby”!

Not a good start to coming back that’s for sure !!
 
Well today’s a big day for me in regards of “doing whatever the hell it takes to make me real again”. Today is court my nerves are in high gear .... severing the tie of pure negativity that’s engulfed me over the years... feels good but we all know change causes a feeling of unknown flagging every anxiety pole as it passes each and everyone of us in our own unique way. I had hoped that starting a new routine would help my insomnia ... hasn’t but maybe getting today behind me will... have a great day peeps
 
stacy1212 said:
Well today’s a big day for me in regards of “doing whatever the hell it takes to make me real again”. Today is court my nerves are in high gear .... severing the tie of pure negativity that’s engulfed me over the years... feels good but we all know change causes a feeling of unknown flagging every anxiety pole as it passes each and everyone of us in our own unique way. I had hoped that starting a new routine would help my insomnia ... hasn’t but maybe getting today behind me will... have a great day peeps
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Wishing you luck! Life goes on, stay strong!
 
Good luck girl!!
 
stacy1212 said:
Well today’s a big day for me in regards of “doing whatever the hell it takes to make me real again”. Today is court my nerves are in high gear .... severing the tie of pure negativity that’s engulfed me over the years... feels good but we all know change causes a feeling of unknown flagging every anxiety pole as it passes each and everyone of us in our own unique way. I had hoped that starting a new routine would help my insomnia ... hasn’t but maybe getting today behind me will... have a great day peeps
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You got this. Good Luck
 
stacy1212 said:
Well today’s a big day for me in regards of “doing whatever the hell it takes to make me real again”. Today is court my nerves are in high gear .... severing the tie of pure negativity that’s engulfed me over the years... feels good but we all know change causes a feeling of unknown flagging every anxiety pole as it passes each and everyone of us in our own unique way. I had hoped that starting a new routine would help my insomnia ... hasn’t but maybe getting today behind me will... have a great day peeps
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Court sucks, especially when its concerning a relationship. I'm going through it as well (Not the same as yours, but divorce court) and am familiar with all the personal shyt, ups and downs. There's a light at the end of the tunnel, and we just need to keep heading for it.
 
stacy1212 said:
Well today’s a big day for me in regards of “doing whatever the hell it takes to make me real again”. Today is court my nerves are in high gear .... severing the tie of pure negativity that’s engulfed me over the years... feels good but we all know change causes a feeling of unknown flagging every anxiety pole as it passes each and everyone of us in our own unique way. I had hoped that starting a new routine would help my insomnia ... hasn’t but maybe getting today behind me will... have a great day peeps
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Best wishes to you, stacy1212 ! You are strong!
 
stacy1212 said:
Thank you guys .... really I mean it...!! Updates later at the gym trying to unwind emotionally ...
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That's what orgasms are for. Better go get some more batteries. Haha

On a serious note. I really think you should look into psychedelics. DMT has changed my life for the better. Things like LSD ayahuasca(dmt), and mushrooms can be astonishing mental healers.

Don't believe the scare stories with them either.
 
rtmilburn said:
That's what orgasms are for. Better go get some more batteries. Haha

On a serious note. I really think you should look into psychedelics. DMT has changed my life for the better. Things like LSD ayahuasca(dmt), and mushrooms can be astonishing mental healers.

Don't believe the scare stories with them either.
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I think she lives at home with her mom. probably not a good idea?
 
Studhorse said:
I think she lives at home with her mom. probably not a good idea?
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IDK. If her mom is cool with it, her mom is probably the best person to help her through the journey. However, most mother aren't going to be cool with it.

Also maybe she goes to a friend's place or goes to a resort that does it.

I hate being to pushy with this stuff or sound like a hippy or drugy but I cannot thank these compounds enough. They have help me through the darkest depression and I probably wouldn't be alive without them.
 
rtmilburn said:
IDK. If her mom is cool with it, her mom is probably the best person to help her through the journey. However, most mother aren't going to be cool with it.

Also maybe she goes to a friend's place or goes to a resort that does it.

I hate being to pushy with this stuff or sound like a hippy or drugy but I cannot thank these compounds enough. They have help me through the darkest depression and I probably wouldn't be alive without them.
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Oh I enjoyed some shrooms in college. Went to an AG school for 2 years. they actually had a mushroom farm on campus. I remember some of the guys sneaking in the Green house and picking them at night.
I remember waking up and my Jaws would be hurting from smiling and laughing all night. Good Times
 
Studhorse said:
Oh I enjoyed some shrooms in college. Went to an AG school for 2 years. they actually had a mushroom farm on campus. I remember some of the guys sneaking in the Green house and picking them at night.
I remember waking up and my Jaws would be hurting from smiling and laughing all night. Good Times
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Haha nice! I think SFreed also had some experience with them as well.

I would not say mine was necessarily a fun experience but it was a great experience. Does that make sense. Matter of fact it was kinda uncomfortable but not in normal sense of the word. However, it was exactly the experience that I needed to go through.

I would love to try them now and experience the party aspects of them. I only used them for self examination.
 
So ... court sucked!!! Talking about hello emotional rollercoaster! Crouch still aches with each step ... SFreed think gonna go rub my butt on some pine combs since u seemed to enjoy it ... exfoliating and refreshing!!!
 
I had a meeting today with blood sucking lawyers and the spawn of Satan. So you and me Stacy. You and me.
 
SFreed said:
I had a meeting today with blood sucking lawyers and the spawn of Satan. So you and me Stacy. You and me.
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Ugh!! I feel ya kid ... good thing is my DVP order was continued for 90 days ... now to continue the path of “doin whatever the hell it takes to make u feel real again”.

Hahaha you know Satan too???

I’m suggesting: let’s get cats ... a lot of cats ... we can swap pictures of kitty sweaters .... etc!!

Or I heard recently tinder is where it is!!!
 
stacy1212 said:
Ugh!! I feel ya kid ... good thing is my DVP order was continued for 90 days ... now to continue the path of “doin whatever the hell it takes to make u feel real again”.

Hahaha you know Satan too???

I’m suggesting: let’s get cats ... a lot of cats ... we can swap pictures of kitty sweaters .... etc!!

Or I heard recently tinder is where it is!!!
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Drugs and orgasms. ;)
 
stacy1212 said:
Chasing a white rabbit??
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You don't see things that aren't actually there it just makes you see things in a different way. You'll never take them and see a rabbit that doesn't exist or a dragon or anything like that. Any story of such things are all fake or at least not from mushrooms, LSD or any other traditional psychedelic. I guess benedryl at high enough doses could make you see things that aren't there and maybe salvia. But those are not fun or even worth using to trip.
 
rtmilburn said:
You don't see things that aren't actually there it just makes you see things in a different way. You'll never take them and see a rabbit that doesn't exist or a dragon or anything like that. Any story of such things are all fake or at least not from mushrooms, LSD or any other traditional psychedelic. I guess benedryl at high enough doses could make you see things that aren't there and maybe salvia. But those are not fun or even worth using to trip.
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Sleep deprivation... seems to be working wonders for me at this moment lol
 
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Would explain the sleep deprivation
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Not sure how I’ve lost the thought train on this one ... but I was referring to Alice chasing the white rabbit.... and was talking about itching my toosh with pine combs as a refreshing exfoliating experience ... and I wish I still lived with my mother ... boy ol boy what I would do just not to have to worry about turning all the lights out due to paying my own electric bill lol.... sleep deprivation ... welcome to my life of boy if I could only sleep!!! Did someone mention shrooms along the way .... lmao what just happened! I’m so lost
 
stacy1212 said:
Not sure how I’ve lost the thought train on this one ... but I was referring to Alice chasing the white rabbit.... and was talking about itching my toosh with pine combs as a refreshing exfoliating experience ... and I wish I still lived with my mother ... boy ol boy what I would do just not to have to worry about turning all the lights out due to paying my own electric bill lol.... sleep deprivation ... welcome to my life of boy if I could only sleep!!! Did someone mention shrooms along the way .... lmao what just happened! I’m so lost
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Maybe try some Melatonin at 5mg a night first?
 
Sedation and/or Dream n Grow. PM me your address and I'll send you some. Seriously. I've had sleep issues pretty much forever. These two things are it for me. Or alcohol. Lots of alcohol.
 
I was prescribed Remeron for insomnia ... worked but made me drowsy all day ... and I seemed to carry a little grouchiness with that along with a huge I’m starving appetite...
 
Morning work outs for me !
 
I prefer morning but do evening because of work and it doesn't mess with my sleep.
I think it depends on your personality. If you are naturally high strung morning workouts are probably better in my opinion and if you are laid back evening workouts won't effect sleep.

Keep killing it! Looking great
 
BigRed1974 said:
I prefer morning but do evening because of work and it doesn't mess with my sleep.
I think it depends on your personality. If you are naturally high strung morning workouts are probably better in my opinion and if you are laid back evening workouts won't effect sleep.

Keep killing it! Looking great
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Thanks !!! My personal opinion of myself is - high strung.... however we know how opinions are ... like a**holes everyone has one ... lol

Thanks man feels good to hear it!!
 
If we can't say things about ourselves what fun would that be lol
Hard work needs to be recognized:biggthumpup:
 
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