I will never treat anyone bad for anxiety or depression. I have suffered from it my entire, and it has been SIGNIFICANTLY increased from multiple concussions(football), and emotional abuse. So i get it and i want nothing the best the best for people going through a similar experiences and try to help them as much as i can.
If you ever need to feel free to pm to talk(dont need to but just thought i would offer)
You are 100% correct - no one should be treated poorly for having these issues. I do, however, think that just about everyone in this thread is trying to help the OP and does have respect. Go back to the beginning of this thread and notice where I posted, months ago, that she would be chasing the rabbit down this hole with one supplement after the next, after the next. This is not an issue that some supplement can help. It just isn't responsible to support her beliefs in this way.
The truth is, the OP has gone through something devastating to begin with, and it sounds like she has more issues with her relationship with her mom beyond that. She really needs to find someone in real life to talk to - an internet forum and supplements are not going to help, and I think some of us really hate to see her going through this, when we know it won't work.
Further, she's messing with supplements that can mess with neurotransmitters - in a way that is rather random. It isn't about just increasing dopamine or seratonin, it's about a balance and it's much more complex than anyone here is letting on. How much are you increasing these substances? Are you just increasing dopamine? Just seratonin? Both? How would she know, the stuff she is taking may or may not convert at any imaginable rate.
What the majority of us here want is for her to seek someone to talk to that can actually help. I know this can be very scary for someone (including myself) - I don't want to talk to someone about my most raw feelings. I don't know how to present them, and digging them up can be hard enough. But that's why there are professionals, they know how to help you bring them up and find ways to deal with them.
And no one can make anyone take an anti-depressant. If she goes to a psychologist and they recommend something, it's her decision to listen and she can always find another doctor to talk to.
This thread started MONTHS ago, and the OP hasn't seen improvement. I REALLY want to help, but the best advice she is going to get on the internet is the advice she doesn't want to hear. I hope she finds relief soon.