Clemenza
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Today was Legs and Cardio.
I usually don't go all out on legs because it is a gift, but today I needed to move some poundage and let some frustrations out.
Needless to say Cardio was 15 minutes at 8 miles and hour...really wanna shock my body to start off my leaning process. Did this prior to my leg workout which went.
Squats. 3 sets of 315lb
8,15,9...feeling like a beast I tore off(more like just took off) my shirt and strapped the belt on tight.
Now entering Beast Mode
I decided to flip my next lift for leg press. 400lb for 4 sets.
12,12,10,13. My press machine is inverted so your in a steep angle pointed at the ceiling so it kinda sucks lol but gotta make due
Next I wanted high rep Leg Extensions. So 3 sets At 150lb.
15,15,21(failure)
Next is hamstrings.
Good Mornings. No bent knees today. 3 sets at 115lb.
12,12,17(failure)
Dumbell Dead lifts. 4 sets at 105lb(210lb all together)
Calves with 20 second stretches between sets.
Standing calves press. 245lb for 4 sets.
30,30,50,40.
Calves Press on Leg press Machine. 6 sets. (15 regular, 15 inverted, 15 exverted, hold for 10 seconds and 5 regular= 1 set)
Last sets after holding for 10 seconds I went to failure and got 21 good reps out of it.
Then Cardio like I said above.
Today I needed to let some tension out, I'm naturally a nice and nonconfrontational guy, but I found myself a a darker side. I'm always happy and love life, but something deep inside me is driving me, that pent up anger, aggression, and frustration is shaping me. I compare it, like a nerd, to Spiderman 3 where he gets the black suit and his powers expand, but he becomes a a whole other person.
I feel anger when I touch the iron, not the harmony I felt just weeks ago. I feel like I'm rediscovering myself all over again. I was hiding my rage inside me and only let it out when I felt threatened(refer back to my Anabeta Elite/ Erase Pro/ DAA log, which I highly recommend) . Now I feel like I'm at a constant state of not beast mode, but Survival Mode. If I don't push myself or feel pain I will cease to exist.
Genetics may not be in my favor, but Damnit I'm gonna make myself capable, I want to be Pro, I want to win shows. This first show in October is not to win, but to see where I stand. To see where I need to improve. My chest is lacking and I'm afraid my arms won't be big enoigh, but that won't stop me.
I'm gonna step on that stage Roman and step off as VICTORIOUS. Just the thought that I did it is enough to make me a champion. A changed man with a dream and hardly do my dreams never become reality. I had a dream I took 4th at my first show...I would be happy with second to last as long as I don't lose.
I know your guys support will help keep it going.
I. WANT. IT.
And please by all means share you passions and drives with me. This may be a Compound 20 log, but your motivations may help keep my spark lit as well as for others reading this.
We are a community hear to help eachother so let's get it. Looking forward to hearing some stories.
Stay Tuned Brothers.
This would be a perfect Univeral/Animal Ad!! Keep it up Rome.