Sorry to bring my personal life into the forum but I gotta do a little venting. A girl I had been dating for about two months called it quits on me today. ****!n sucks. She said she finds me attractive and has feelings for me, but has been back and forth with what to do with where we were at. She thinks that if something was going to develop there would be more chemistry and she would want to see me all the time. She felt like we hit a wall and weren't progressing since she didn't have stronger feelings for me.
Needless to say I'm not in the greatest mood about it...i really liked this chick. And being on cycle doesn't make this any easier.
And of course she wants to "remain friends". I told her she's going to have to let me go for awhile, she can't have her cake and eat it too, and my wall is going right back up. So for the time being i'm probably just going to avoid talking to her as much as possible.
So kiddies the lesson for today is.......
Don't date girls when you're on cycle!
being in a relationship when you're on cycle is another thing....i plan on telling any chick that I enter into a relationship that I enjoy using PH/AAS. Definitely something I would disclose...and if it was a deal break then so be it. Just the uncertainty that comes with dating a girl whilst on cycle is not good for you emotions...especially since you're hormones are ****in whacked to begin with. ***END RANT***
Other than that, still feeling a little under the weather and hitting the Vitamin C hard (took about 15g yesterday, doing the same again today). Woke up at 210.5 again. Start formestane tomorrow. Clen is still at 240mcg and will be bumping the T3 up to 100mcg. Dropping the 6th meal today instead of waiting till Monday.
And I gotta say the Ghenerate is going well.....it's been giving me the craziest dreams.