I hear ya Ozark. It is the pain that relieves the pressure inside. I tend to find something I can hit at an angle that scraps my hand up bad, cuts deep, but wont break anything serious. The best part seems to be knuckles/area behind then, on the fingers in front of em. It like releases some good endorphines or something.
Oh the many reasons my ex gave me. She wasnt worth it at all. I had some good times though. Basically sometimes you just gotta look at the situation, and decide if its worth it in the long run. BTW a hot bod, nice eyes, or certain *skills* are not worth it in the long run. They are nice, but still...
I miss my ex sometimes still, and she is married now at 19 or 20 or sumtin to a loser who lacks testosterone and has natural gyno, but is super skinny so it looks really bad. Plus one of our friends when he first seen her with him asked who was the gopher she was with...
But hey, he is easily bent, doesnt resist her and wahtnot. I had my own mind, which is why we didnt get along.
Some women are just encoragable.