fit4life05
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Today is officially my first day of TRT. After reading through SuferingEds and SoMdHunters logs Ive decided to start my own as well. I know in the past I could never learn enough and read enough experiences with TRT so hopefully this can help some people with their own problems in the future.
How it Began
The ripe age of 18 I was on spring break. Spent too much time awake and and partying and soaking up the sun and not enough time resting (and my diet consisted of Pizza and McDonalds every day). Anyways the night I got home I got really sick (strep throat?) and it took me about 2 weeks to recover from it, during that 2 weeks I ate nothing and did nothing. Im guessing my immmune system was shot due to spring break and the illness just made it much worse.
Immediately following my illness I was noticeing symptoms of low T and I knew it. I went to my family Doc and told him everything. He made sure my testicle were normal size and said its not possible, he tested me for Diabetes and some STDs (unnecessary) and had me on my way. Very frustrating.
Symptoms
-Fatigue/Weakness
-No sex drive
-Trouble w erections at times
-Depression (more like lack of desire to accomplish anything)
-Weight loss/innabililty to gain muscle
-Iritability
-Very poor concentration and memory
-Anxiety at times/lowered social skills
Most of these are self explainitory. Just to put numbers in, Ive lostabout 20 lbs since this began 2 years ago. My performance in sports is horrible. In high school I was an all star at basebal, football, and basketball. I got a scholarship to play college basketball, but could no longer do it, so I quit. Weightlifting, boxing and football in my spair time has been much the same. I feel weak and tired.
At one point I started taking a Tribulus product (herbal natural test booster) and it worked really good. Sex drive was strong and erections were amazing, but after about 2-3 weeks my body seems to stop reacting to it. So for a long time I was cycling on and off that with some success.
About a year and a half after I first developed low T, I decided I had had enough and wanted to fix this for good. I went to another doctor, and got tested. My T levels showed up at about 430. He said it was fine and I dont blame him. It might have been fine for some people but was still low for me. The thing is though the test was scewed bcuz I had been on Trubulus and Cissus the week before.
From there I decided to go to a local Endo. Exact same thing. T levels showed up around 450, which is low to me but they didnt know. Tests were screwed as well since I had again been on Trib and Cissus the week before. (I was too stupid to realize this was messing up my tests)
Dr John to the Rescue
I had had enough. I decided I was going to Dr John. Made and appointment and drove the distance. Had a good counseltation with him and he ordered some blood tests (this time I had been off Cissus and Trib for a good time).
Tests came back:
Total Test - 355 (245-1836)
Free T - 13.3 (12.4-40)
E2 - 32 (10-50)
DHT - 37 (25-75)
DHEA - 501 (110-510)
Progesterone - 1.4 (<1.4)
Prolactin - 7.7 (2-18)
Andro - 135 (57-265)
Free and total test was low. Progesterone high and DHT somewhat low. I was confused as to how my DHEA was pretty high but both T was low and E2 was normal low. Im thinking once we get DHT up, Progesterone will lower.
Doc put me on 5% Testosterone Gel and I just did my first application. There really is very very little gel to put on, I was surprised. My only problem I guess is that it kinda started to flake almost looks like I have some dead skin (but its not). Is this what everyone calls frosting?
Anyways, this has been my journey 2 years in the making, finally getting started. I still got a ways to go, itll prolly take a couple months to get everything on the right track.
Trouble with close ones
My girlfriend has been by me this whole way. It is very very hard to be in a relationship with no sex drive and trouble with wood. She has been amazing though. throughout the past 2 years I have somehow forced myself to keep her happy :lol: maybe once or twice a week, but the past month maybe only once. I actually just recently told her (2 weeks ago) what was wrong with me and that Im going to be on TRT. The biggest problem throughout that I just figured out is that she was starting to think she is not sexy enough and Im not attracted to her...haha I had to laugh at that and explain. She now understand that when Im back to being me again, she is gonna wish I wasnt...
I also just rescently told my mother about all this...minus the ED problems lol. She was more worried about being on it for life and any sides and stuff. I showed her AllThingsMale.com and she looked over it and seems fine now, although she thinks Im just suffering from Depression (been through quite a bit past years).
thats all
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How it Began
The ripe age of 18 I was on spring break. Spent too much time awake and and partying and soaking up the sun and not enough time resting (and my diet consisted of Pizza and McDonalds every day). Anyways the night I got home I got really sick (strep throat?) and it took me about 2 weeks to recover from it, during that 2 weeks I ate nothing and did nothing. Im guessing my immmune system was shot due to spring break and the illness just made it much worse.
Immediately following my illness I was noticeing symptoms of low T and I knew it. I went to my family Doc and told him everything. He made sure my testicle were normal size and said its not possible, he tested me for Diabetes and some STDs (unnecessary) and had me on my way. Very frustrating.
Symptoms
-Fatigue/Weakness
-No sex drive
-Trouble w erections at times
-Depression (more like lack of desire to accomplish anything)
-Weight loss/innabililty to gain muscle
-Iritability
-Very poor concentration and memory
-Anxiety at times/lowered social skills
Most of these are self explainitory. Just to put numbers in, Ive lostabout 20 lbs since this began 2 years ago. My performance in sports is horrible. In high school I was an all star at basebal, football, and basketball. I got a scholarship to play college basketball, but could no longer do it, so I quit. Weightlifting, boxing and football in my spair time has been much the same. I feel weak and tired.
At one point I started taking a Tribulus product (herbal natural test booster) and it worked really good. Sex drive was strong and erections were amazing, but after about 2-3 weeks my body seems to stop reacting to it. So for a long time I was cycling on and off that with some success.
About a year and a half after I first developed low T, I decided I had had enough and wanted to fix this for good. I went to another doctor, and got tested. My T levels showed up at about 430. He said it was fine and I dont blame him. It might have been fine for some people but was still low for me. The thing is though the test was scewed bcuz I had been on Trubulus and Cissus the week before.
From there I decided to go to a local Endo. Exact same thing. T levels showed up around 450, which is low to me but they didnt know. Tests were screwed as well since I had again been on Trib and Cissus the week before. (I was too stupid to realize this was messing up my tests)
Dr John to the Rescue
I had had enough. I decided I was going to Dr John. Made and appointment and drove the distance. Had a good counseltation with him and he ordered some blood tests (this time I had been off Cissus and Trib for a good time).
Tests came back:
Total Test - 355 (245-1836)
Free T - 13.3 (12.4-40)
E2 - 32 (10-50)
DHT - 37 (25-75)
DHEA - 501 (110-510)
Progesterone - 1.4 (<1.4)
Prolactin - 7.7 (2-18)
Andro - 135 (57-265)
Free and total test was low. Progesterone high and DHT somewhat low. I was confused as to how my DHEA was pretty high but both T was low and E2 was normal low. Im thinking once we get DHT up, Progesterone will lower.
Doc put me on 5% Testosterone Gel and I just did my first application. There really is very very little gel to put on, I was surprised. My only problem I guess is that it kinda started to flake almost looks like I have some dead skin (but its not). Is this what everyone calls frosting?
Anyways, this has been my journey 2 years in the making, finally getting started. I still got a ways to go, itll prolly take a couple months to get everything on the right track.
Trouble with close ones
My girlfriend has been by me this whole way. It is very very hard to be in a relationship with no sex drive and trouble with wood. She has been amazing though. throughout the past 2 years I have somehow forced myself to keep her happy :lol: maybe once or twice a week, but the past month maybe only once. I actually just recently told her (2 weeks ago) what was wrong with me and that Im going to be on TRT. The biggest problem throughout that I just figured out is that she was starting to think she is not sexy enough and Im not attracted to her...haha I had to laugh at that and explain. She now understand that when Im back to being me again, she is gonna wish I wasnt...
I also just rescently told my mother about all this...minus the ED problems lol. She was more worried about being on it for life and any sides and stuff. I showed her AllThingsMale.com and she looked over it and seems fine now, although she thinks Im just suffering from Depression (been through quite a bit past years).
thats all
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