Kids were a game changer for me as well. I used to shuttle back and forth to Miami and just say picked up many a pack of all kinds of things. You're right though seen many bricks of yellow that they referred to as straight gasoline. It's the chemicals that they use to process it that turns it that color so you can have both white or yellow off the brick.
Thank God I don't have to worry about that anymore what a crazy life-style. I think when we were younger there's an air of invincibility. Lot of my friends didn't make it out most of them are dead or in prison. There's a select few of us that actually got out. I can honestly say it's like I've been blessed with two different lives.
Would you snort yellow yayo? I wouldn't. Talk about making it out! I grew up with druggies (where I lived) I know 3 personally that OD'd and died. Watched my cousin grow up turn into a casual pot smoker.
Then some one hooked him on Oxycotin. He started with the pills.
Then smoking it (chasing the lines on time foil)
Then injecting. He joined the navy. Got booted for drug use.
I've seen a dude shoot up Meth on my couch (at 23 in a a section 8 apartment).
Scrounging up change to get some OEs and occasionally enough for that cheap ass e&j brandy. I drank to deal with my PTSD from my deployments. This all while in a 2 year dui program.
Did some jail time. Community service, 6months ankle bracelet. My life was a mess.
That was 4 years ago.
I'm going on 3 years sober, own a house for past 3 years, motorcycle, new truck.
I worked to get my life back together. It was that or drown in liquor and pills. I was masking the pain.
I have since learned to love the pain, embrace it. Learn from it.
Married for 6 years.
All by 27. Ask me any Q. Like my name. Been there done that.
Sorry if I come off as a douchebag.